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#im in a bit of an egg 5 and fam mood lately
melrosing ยท 2 months
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been blocked for a few weeks so: dunk the small and jenny wip to get back into things
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punkscowardschampions ยท 4 years
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Ali & Carly
Ali: How do you like your ย ๐Ÿฅš๐Ÿณ in the morning? Carly: no ๐Ÿฃ Carly: ha Ali: ๐Ÿ” didn't show up in your roost later, did he? Carly: he must be scared of you Carly: ๐Ÿ”ฎ Ali: or my ๐Ÿบ Carly: maybe Ali: eggs aside, how you feeling, chick? Carly: ๐Ÿ˜ท๐Ÿค’๐Ÿค•๐Ÿคข๐Ÿคฎ Ali: ๐Ÿ‘Ž๐Ÿ‘Ž๐Ÿ‘Ž๐Ÿ‘Ž๐Ÿ‘Ž Ali: unacceptable! Ali: what do you need, kill or cure? Carly: cure forever Carly: im too young to die Ali: I'll swing by with my witches brew Ali: actually doesn't taste like โ˜  either Ali: pure ๐Ÿ˜‡ Carly: aw Carly: really? Ali: 'course, not gonna half-arse the job Ali: and it makes a full pot, no sense in not sharing the ๐Ÿ’š Carly: ๐Ÿ’™ Carly: wat does it taste like? Ali: like Christmas ๐ŸŽ„๐ŸŽ…๐Ÿคถ๐ŸŽโ„๏ธ๐ŸŒจ๏ธโ˜ƒ๏ธโœจ๐ŸŒŸ Carly: ๐Ÿ˜‹๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿฅฐ Ali: it's got ginger and peppermint in Ali: the only other person hanging out their arse is my brother and he would rather die 'cos he's grumpy ๐Ÿ‘ด man energy so Carly: no ๐Ÿฆƒ tho yea?! ha Carly: oh no he sounds like my da Carly: which cute bro is it? Ali: definitely not ๐Ÿ˜‚ Ali: some greens but not sprouts Ali: the freckly one Carly: did u heal my heart to ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ข? Carly: course itd be the most beautiful one Ali: oh no, you're delirious Ali: I'll come quick ๐Ÿ˜œ Carly: dont b jealous ๐Ÿ‘ผ hes only the most beautiful boy Ali: ๐Ÿ˜ My ma'll be gutted Carly: do u have a tea for that? Ali: ๐Ÿ‹ 'cos she's so bitter? Ali: I'll see if she goes for it Carly: noooo ๐Ÿฏ so she wont be Ali: you're too sweet yourself, Walsh Carly: aw Carly: but ur the 1 who saved me Carly: ur the sweetest Ali: anyone would Carly: nah ur the 1st Carly: not just saying it to u get ur fairy wings Ali: had to fly away from that particular ๐Ÿ” plenty myself Ali: harmless and flightless though he is, most the time Carly: yea Carly: he talks about u wen hes been on it Carly: the 1 that flew away Ali: uh oh Ali: can't let a boy โœ‚ your wings Ali: ever Ali: ever Ali: ๐Ÿ‘ผ๐Ÿฝ ๐Ÿ” ๐Ÿง ๐Ÿฆ ๐Ÿค ๐Ÿฃ ๐Ÿฅ ๐Ÿฆ† ๐Ÿฆข ๐Ÿฆ… ๐Ÿฆ‰ ๐Ÿฆš ๐Ÿฆœ ๐Ÿฆ‡ ๐Ÿ ๐Ÿฆ‹ ๐Ÿž ๐Ÿฆ— ๐ŸฆŸ ๐Ÿ“ ๐Ÿฆƒ ๐Ÿ•Š Carly: im ๐Ÿ˜•๐Ÿ’ซ๐Ÿ™ƒ but idk if those were the guests i danced with Carly: did get a cute lil ๐ŸŽถ๐ŸŽค to fall asleep to tho ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ•Š Carly: ๐ŸŒš๐ŸŒ๐ŸŒ›๐ŸŒœ๐ŸŒž Ali: very ๐Ÿ‘ธ of you though Ali: I can ๐Ÿ‘€ it Carly: my ma is trying to make me clean Carly: ๐Ÿ‡๐Ÿ๐Ÿ€๐Ÿฟ๐Ÿฆ”๐Ÿพ pls Ali: also unacceptable Ali: not 'til you're better Ali: use my wings to fly through and ๐Ÿคž he don't get the wrong idea about who I'm there to see Carly: [sends her a pic of whatever caravan mess she caused last night that her mum is raging about] Carly: so u can play a game of spot whats got her ๐Ÿ˜  Carly: cuz idk Ali: Fun ๐Ÿง๐Ÿค”๐Ÿคจ Ali: angry mothers are my forte Ali: [does the circling the hazzards moment on the pic] Carly: making her angry is mine but nah to knowing y ever ever Carly: k ur cute & smart Carly: ๐ŸŒŸ Ali: it's rarely logical, but ๐Ÿคซ on that or it's hulk levels in 0-60 Ali: how are you this nice when you're ๐Ÿ˜ท๐Ÿค’๐Ÿค•๐Ÿคข๐Ÿคฎ Ali: that's a skill, rare one at that ๐Ÿ’Žโœจ Carly: my da is looking green must of had his own ๐ŸŽถ๐Ÿป๐Ÿ’ƒ ha Carly: idk i can b nicer? but k now i know ronan aint been talking bout me when hes ๐Ÿบ or ๐Ÿ’Š Ali: can be a tea party for three Ali: have to bring his own ๐ŸŽฉ though Ali: not to me anyway Ali: but as you can tell Ali: ๐Ÿบ keeps all the ๐Ÿ“๐Ÿ“๐Ÿ“ away Carly: ๐Ÿ‡๐Ÿ‡๐Ÿ‡โ™ ๏ธโ™ฃ๏ธโ™ฅ๏ธโ™ฆ๏ธ๐Ÿ‡๐Ÿ‡๐Ÿ‡ Carly: she is fierce Ali: she likes to think so Ali: ๐Ÿถ really Carly: course ur not scared of her silly Carly: u love her Carly: im a ๐Ÿˆ person ha Ali: [sends her a load of pictures of Bluebeard she didn't ask for rather than being like do I love her hmm] Carly: AW!!!! Carly: ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿค— Ali: he's captain โ˜ ๐Ÿด but there's always room aboard Carly: thats the best offer ive had from a gentleman ever ever ever Carly: whats his name? Ali: Bluebeard Ali: and he is MOSTLY a gentleman if you can handle some toe nibbling Carly: ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ Carly: into it Carly: ive done more for lads i just met who aint as beautiful so Ali: ๐Ÿ˜‚ I feel that Ali: honestly, it's quite comforting, when he doesn't sneak attack you with it Carly: [sends her a selfie that shouldn't be as adorable as it is] Carly: now u can introduce us Carly: ๐Ÿ‘‹ baby blue Ali: the ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ are mutual Ali: I can tell Carly: yay Carly: ๐Ÿงก Ali: is there anything else you need/we want for the tea party? Ali: en-route at last Carly: ur really coming? Ali: yeah, sorry I was ages, it's a whole process brewing it Ali: also a dead giveaway you're ๐Ÿ˜ท๐Ÿค’๐Ÿค•๐Ÿคข๐Ÿคฎ which obvs my ma takes as her cue to be all Spanish inquisition about it Ali: ๐Ÿ“š of my mostly-fictional-but-which-are-and-which-aren't-mother exploits later Carly: sorry iou so much magic Ali: nah, don't worry about it ๐Ÿ‘ธ Ali: who doesn't love a little scandal with their morning brew? she deffo does Carly: its too late im looking for ๐Ÿ€ Carly: among the ๐ŸŒผ๐ŸŒผ๐ŸŒผ Ali: awh Ali: I'm never turning down extra luck Ali: we can make daisy-chains Carly: its the dresscode Carly: soz da Ali: does he have a ๐Ÿง”? Ali: that's a #look Carly: not rn Carly: my ma wasnt on @ me only to clean up Carly: he had his turn Ali: damn it Ali: maybe a nice belt Ali: I'll be ๐Ÿค” Carly: dont b ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ข he has bushy eyebrows Ali: same Ali: he's earnt his invite back Ali: your ma gonna have to chill though Ali: and it ain't that kinda tea ๐Ÿ’” Carly: you wont b able to tell if shes angry or surprised Ali: ๐Ÿ˜š โฌ… I know the vibe Ali: you do you babe Carly: she used to let me sort em out but there was an accident Carly: which im sworn to secrecy about Ali: I'm so good with secrets ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™ Carly: k Carly: my head zoned out but my hands kept going like Ali: you were meditating you can't help having ย ๐ŸŒŒ๐Ÿง  Ali: I'll ๐Ÿคญ now and never tell, don't worry Mrs W Carly: @ school yea im meditating on your q sir relax Carly: ha love that Ali: they just ask questions to answer it themselves, what is the point Carly: u coming for my ma again? Ali: ๐Ÿคซ bad first impression, that Carly: shes heard it from ronan too sorry Carly: lad has loose lips Ali: honestly Ali: ๐Ÿ™„ can't keep up with my bad reputation Carly: ud think hed be better at kissing Carly: its talk talk talk Carly: more good things about u than ive made it seem like tho Ali: he was a big talker Ali: probably 'cos he ain't allowed with the lads Carly: if he talked about what a ๐Ÿ‘ผ u are & how ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ข he is theyd uninvite him from the bonfire Carly: its sweet really how hung up hes got Ali: he only thinks I'm an ๐Ÿ‘ผ 'cos he took my virginity probs Ali: that's more suitable ๐Ÿ”ฅside chat Carly: he goes on about that alot but I thought he was lying Carly: oh no that sounds bad Carly: not calling u a slag ur obvs not its y he likes u more Ali: ๐Ÿ˜‚ I'm fine with slag Ali: all definition dependent anyway Carly: yea same Carly: can be hot if ur in the mood Ali: right, and if I'm a slag 'cos I didn't marry him then I'll take it Carly: & hes not allowed to marry gorgers theyd wanna throw him in the ๐Ÿ”ฅ Ali: exactly Ali: we can't both be ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ข forever can we boy Carly: just me @ the party til u came to my rescue Ali: ๐Ÿฅบ Ali: What was he even on about then, like? Ali: dickhead Carly: idk i zone out wen he shouts @ me too Ali: I can always poison a cup and send it his way Ali: just say the word Carly: hes not that bad Ali: okay okay, just some laxatives Ali: 'cos he's a bit ๐Ÿ’ฉ Carly: ha Ali: no ๐ŸŒผ๐ŸŒผ๐ŸŒผ unless he says soz then Carly: but his beautiful curls ๐Ÿฅบ Ali: hmm, a good point Ali: be strong, baby Carly: ill throw one @ him & run away Carly: back to u Ali: you're so adorable Carly: says u Carly: ๐Ÿ‘ผ๐Ÿ‘ธ๐Ÿผ Ali: ๐Ÿ’š we're gonna have an adventure when the tea hits okay Ali: I've decided Carly: k thats the kinda ๐ŸŽ„๐ŸŽ…๐Ÿคถ๐ŸŽ it is Carly: i do want the energy of a kid on xmas morning Ali: that's the best Ali: how I'm tryna be every day Carly: ๐Ÿ’ซโญ๏ธ๐ŸŒŸโœจโšก๏ธโ˜„๏ธ ๐Ÿš€๐Ÿ›ธ Ali: if only ๐Ÿš€ Ali: this bike can only go as fast as my lil legs can carry, like Carly: aw baby Carly: i shouldve asked u where u live before this 2nd rescue was launched Carly: im sorry Ali: No distance is too far for a fair maiden Carly: ill have to see what other ๐Ÿ”ฎ i can find before u get here Carly: dont love ious Ali: there's no ious Carly: [sending her loads of pics of her with or just pics of the cat lady's cats that she's rounding up for this tea party and they're adorable] Ali: ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ˜ป Ali: okay, non-debt fully paid though Carly: [just rambling about the names she's given each cat cos her and cat lady don't know each other properly til Ali comes along and like facts about each cat/her fave things cos she's a big nerd] Ali: I love them Ali: I'm gonna get them some ๐ŸŸ๐ŸŸ๐ŸŸ when I get tea party tings Ali: some cream, awh, okay, this is happening Carly: im picking enough ๐ŸŒผ๐ŸŒผ๐ŸŒผ๐ŸŒผ๐ŸŒผ๐ŸŒผ for everyone Ali: should've put Bluebs in my basket Ali: next time Carly: aw Carly: Humbug might try & fight him Carly: youd b there to protect him tho Ali: I can ref Ali: my little brother is always trying to play-fight everyone so I'm well-versed Carly: is he ticklish? that works for me Carly: broken up lots of fights Ali: big time Ali: his kryptonite Ali: reckon it's against the rules in professional fights but preparing him for anything like any good big sister Carly: ha Carly: aw i bet ur an amazing sister Carly: if i had 1 maybe id wanna be on site sometimes Carly: my ma's eyebrows r hardly a call to home Ali: he might disagree but he's 5 so what does he know ๐Ÿ˜‰ Ali: feel that though Ali: home is just a base, whole ๐ŸŒ out there Carly: wen ur 5 you argue to argue Carly: yea if u dont use ur wings theyll think u dont want em ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ข Ali: flying is like riding a ๐Ÿšฒ though Carly: r we goin on a ๐Ÿšฒ adventure? Ali: definitely Ali: ugh, need one of those wagons for the ๐Ÿ˜ป๐Ÿ˜ป๐Ÿ˜ปs Carly: โ˜บ๏ธits gonna b so fun! Carly: we might meet more ๐Ÿˆ๐Ÿˆ๐Ÿˆ๐Ÿˆ Ali: way better than ๐Ÿ” Carly: ha Carly: do u have ๐Ÿ”ฎ left to help me find shoes? Ali: have you checked the fridge? Carly: [a pause while she do] Carly: theyre not there ๐Ÿ˜•๐Ÿง Ali: damn, that'd be the last place I'd look though Ali: were they in the mess your Ma was sounding off about fr Carly: o mayb Carly: if i was wearing any when you dropped me off Ali: ๐Ÿค” I don't know if I recall any glass slippers Ali: I'll ask Lene hold up Carly: ๐Ÿ‘ธ energy Carly: but idk if i wanna scary ๐Ÿบ at my door Ali: turns out she's actually your ๐Ÿ‘ต Carly: ha my grandma is ๐Ÿ’ to god Carly: its not close to the energy shes putting out Ali: she'd probably tell your actual that God is a gay girl Ali: nah she's well ๐Ÿ˜‡ around fam, just hide behind your Ma and me, baby, you'll be fine Carly: ha that wasn't in any of the kids bible stories she sent me every ๐ŸŽ„๐ŸŽ…๐Ÿคถ๐ŸŽ Carly: her god is ๐Ÿ˜  than Humbug Carly: he likes to shout so i gotta zone out Carly: aw that's sweet ur ma loves her too? Ali: Hooray for Catholicism, yeah? ๐Ÿ˜ Ali: she loves my Ma, more like Carly: we spend our sundays on our knees nana but its ๐Ÿšฝ๐Ÿคฎ or u kno a bigger sin Carly: u do look like her i remember Ali: that's not QUITE ๐Ÿšฝ๐Ÿคฎ levels but close ๐Ÿ˜‚ Carly: nah its nice u have the same ๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ’™โœจ Carly: idk who i look like Carly: postman maybe Ali: now I don't know whether to ๐Ÿ˜ณ or be ๐Ÿคจ you like my Ma too Ali: you look like you and that's Ali: ๐Ÿ’› ๐Ÿ˜ ๐Ÿ˜˜ ๐Ÿฅฐ ๐Ÿ˜š ๐Ÿ‘ธ ๐Ÿ‘ผ๐Ÿฝ ๐Ÿฐ ๐ŸŒผ ๐ŸŒป ๐ŸŒž ๐Ÿ“ ๐Ÿ‘ ๐Ÿจ ๐Ÿฐ ๐Ÿญ ๐Ÿฌ ๐ŸŽ† ๐Ÿ’œ Carly: yea ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿ™๐ŸŒ  the postman isnt my da cuz hes a ride Carly: aw now youve got me ๐Ÿ˜ณ Ali: rude, my postman is not Carly: ๐Ÿšซ๐Ÿ’Œ then baby Carly: ill text u instead Ali: so grumpy, don't stick your hand right into our house if you don't wanna get bitten, sir Ali: not by me, whatever Ronan has said Ali: though I'm well flattered I'm getting a text back Carly: ha its k its not that u use too much teeth Carly: & course ur my hero Carly: tho ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿ™๐ŸŒ  wont b an sos every time Ali: good, can't have him putting you off with blatant lies Ali: it won't be if I do a better job at the heroics and get there before any bad shit can happen Carly: its k i like it Carly: helps me remember what i did Carly: ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ข no lads r spelling their names out in bruises for the who Carly: ๐Ÿ‡๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ‡๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ‡ Carly: nooo theres no better u could do Carly: ur flying to me faster than anyone has ever ever Ali: amateurs, like Ali: so rude, ain't they heard you're ๐Ÿ‘ธ Ali: I'm basically there now, prepare for the best tea party you've ever been to Carly: aint wat theyve heard but idc Carly: yay ๐Ÿ’™ i havent had 1 since me & my ๐Ÿงธ๐Ÿงธ๐Ÿงธ Ali: I'll be ๐ŸŽถ๐Ÿ”Š it so get in the know lads Ali: awh, can I meet them too? Carly: not too ๐Ÿ”Š or ur gf will bite me which could b fun but im not trying to do u like ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ข Carly: some r shyer than others but if u work ur ๐Ÿ”ฎ how u did for me ull make friends Ali: fill your boots, babe, I don't reckon she's your type, like Ali: I'll be on my best behaviour ๐Ÿคž Ali: the loveliest guest you've ever had ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿคž Carly: be fun though Carly: not boring Ali: ๐Ÿ˜ฒ๐Ÿ˜ฒ Ali: Is that the impression I give off? Ali: or another Ronan tale, either way Ali: gonna have to prove otherwise now in the most extra ways imaginable Carly: nahhh Carly: he don't lie to me its his 1 saving grace Carly: its just like a pls Carly: to u & the universe Ali: I won't be boring Ali: trust me Carly: k Carly: i do ur a lifesaver Ali: nah Ali: just happy to help Carly: im happy we r mates Ali: me too Ali: idk why we weren't before, like Ali: too many people at school Carly: & i dont go much ha Ali: this is true Ali: lesser spotted walsh ๐Ÿฆ Carly: oooh wat colours am i Ali: ๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿงก๐Ÿ’— Carly: cute Ali: very Carly: wats ur fave colour? Ali: It's a harder question than people reckon, that Ali: like, there's so many beautiful things of every colour Ali: if I can decide for the day, I feel like I'm doing a disservice to all the others Carly: sorry Carly: i havent decided on mine either Carly: when i was a lil kid it was ๐Ÿ’› for the ๐ŸŒž then wen i started goin out it was silver for wat i thought the ๐ŸŒš looked like Carly: but ive seen so many new colours since Ali: kids always know Ali: they're much smarter than adults about everything Carly: i bet ur lil bro is the smartest Carly: like u Ali: he likes red for ๐ŸšจโŒ๐Ÿ›‘โ›”๏ธ๐Ÿšซ๐Ÿ’ฏโ€ผ๏ธ๐ŸฅŠ๐Ÿฅค Ali: and I see the appeal Carly: does he like ๐ŸŽ? i kno somewhere that sells the reddest shiniest 1s Carly: or we cud just throw ๐Ÿ…s Ali: he's at the anti-fruit stage Ali: but I reckon he could be convinced if we let him smother 'em in caramel and sprinkles Carly: its a date Ali: Me first
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shytiff ยท 3 years
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Small Nov Wins
1 - cant bring myself to study, got out of bed 10:30-ish am. While lazing around i read royal servant and do random internet stuff and watched romee's vlogs. Ate breakfast and i somehow has no appetite?? This is rare. e, cicil kompre began at 15:30 pm (i know, i waste my time a lot). Pengumuman wahana mpi wow yay kalideres makara and budi asih
2 - the weather was pleasantly cloudy. poli anestesi anak, simul. went to what used to be calais, its called flavola now. at this point i quite need some calories because i only ate bubur ayam and its like 2-3 pm ish. Eventually the hunger is gone, arrived home at about 4-ish, drank protein to curb my hunger (nanggung dinner). dad said sumn that annoyed me so after maghrib i just lazed in bed, not feeling like doing anything (even though thereโ€™s lots of exams and hw lmao), fell asleep
3 - woke up at 2 am, prated, randomly searched for angel - chancellor and taeyeonโ€™s lyrics and i basically wept at 4 am. i assumed the song was just like,,, a guy talking to a girl, his angel, you know. EXCEPT,,,,,,,,. the 2 MVs was also rly222 beautiful ๐Ÿฅบ. Poli geriatri today, didnt even see patient because there was no more at that time (status salin nadia). ate ichiban salad (surprisingly quite good) at dm bcs i rly do be functioning better outdoors, made matcha latte with full cream milk ((powder)), cicil PT
4 - can finally wake up late. finished 1 sitasi pt, made ikk ppt, bujing lina called about diarrhea and nausea meds, laddered the leader for tomorrowโ€™s exam and it,, was,,, me,, group call with shiko. frantically studied for EA
5 - PT (finished in 45 mins), simul as a leader, with STEMI, VF and hypoglycemia case. somehow made it through. i suck at dosages omggg. PP by car with mom (not rly that tired) but i SLEPT after i got home and had no mood to study helpppp
6 - did my first swab test today. i pushed the doctors hand when sheโ€™s doing oropharyngeal swab im sorryyyyย ๐Ÿ˜‚. slept. matcha. cicil kompre
7 - still havent finished ikk (deadline: today), and still havent studied for geri and ikk AND i still managed to take a nap. why. Read a bit of kompre. Not sleepy after matcha, but insted i reread bj alex and tsubaki chou lonely planet until 2 am the next day #rippriorities
8 - im having matcha latte seven days in a row as of today :))))) woke up at 10:30 am, went to flavola with atikah and got strawberry yakult (tasted like es mony), arrived home at abt 7-ish am and there no dinner, so i drank protein and ate japota honey butter. My breakfast was chicken porridge, so my diet is sooo liquid today. Rip proper nutrition (ate buryam, lumpia, japota for the whole day and drank 3 beverage). Cicil kompre and studied geri
9 - suma geri, slept, cicil kompre, ny head kind of hurts
10 - my head still hurts, suma ikk with dr herqu and dr retno, didnt take swab result by car because the TRAFFIC in soetta so my brother took it. Thankfully negative.
11 - lulus kompre alhamdulillah, the examiner were Prof Saptawati and dr. Dani from THT. Dr dani still remembered me :"") they were very kind. Went to tamel for first wahana: klinik makara UI. Picked up masker first at mahmudas place, and then went to depok. On the way i was interviewed by maba 2020 wtf im so old. Cleaned up my room with the fam, printed sumn in barel (its quite empty there)
12 - first day at klinik makara ui. i WALKED. such wow. fixed my shoes in kutek. had breakfast in barel and bahari for lunch-dinner. somehow i felt very drained. bought Dapur Alya (nutella and regal) and 2 salads from Salad Point since there was 11.11 promo. Put all of them in the fridge. Read Fools and its sooo good omg
13 - had salad and left over bahari rice for brekkie. went to clinic by grabbike :)))), had my first teleconsultation experience today, a chemical trauma case.ย suma ea with the help of shiko
14 - woke up at 5:20 ish and i jogged a bit at ui lmaoo. fisip - ft - fisip. By 6:30 im already back at my room. 1 hour can be spent a lot of different ways, it turns out. Washed my clothes. Ate monstercheese pizza. Slept a bit. Went to blok m with ara (she was late as always, surprised her with koi milk tea), ate futago ya (greasy cheesy milky goodness, enak tapi eneg afterwards), bought red bean bread at la mouette, bought discounted onigiri bento box at papaya. We went to m bloc space, looked around, ate gelato at kebunide (blueberry: yum, fresh, kiiinda feels artificial, salted caramel: delicious but makes me thirsty) and did photobox at connectoon. Walked to mrt asean but turns out!! for weekends mrt is closed at 8pm. Took grabbike to sudirman, seeing the pretty city and people just hanging out, playing skateboards on the wide sidewalks.
15 - planned to go jogging with salemba frens but i woke up late (06:45), so i just lazed around. Ate onigiri bento (super worth it for 25k for the proteins), fell asleep again 10ish to 14:30 lmaoo. The doms from yesterday was present even on the right side of my lower back ๐Ÿ™‚ the red bean bread made me feel full, and the red bean was not too sweet, which i love. Reviewed some meshwork materials i missed. Fianti called and we talked abt her and hari
16 - had mujigae for sahur and fish bite for iftar. The fish was not as soft as fish streat, but the flour was definitely better and crunchy. But it doesnt have the seasoning micin like fish streat do. The pasta was quite a lot im in food coma afterwards. Fell asleep, and my stomach was so gassy that i woke up in the middle with a headache that does not play around. Fortunately it dissapeared in the morning
17 - breakfast is rice kimchi and abon lmaoo just pretend it makes sense. The scrubs i ordered finally arrived. I fell asleep AGAIN, WHYYYY. Lost my streak in DL, i guess i can stop using it for now.
18 - finished reading blood link, girlll i thought the human died at the end. Did not buy food today wow. Took a nap and cicil kompre.
19 - brekkie at barel. Helped measuring antropometry today at clinic, and also measured my own. The fucked up thing was that i THOUGHT my body fat is still at 28% compared to the past (dr rina's research). So i looked at the old paper AND. I USED TO HAVE. 35% FAT ๐Ÿ™‚ even my memories are in denial and are fooling me. All this time i thought i was at 28 ๐Ÿ™‚ did swab at rsui. The one swabbing was from fkui 2012 and we had small talk. It hurted more than lmk :( now this does feel like drowning in water (cause before i said "nah its not like water in nose"). Took angkot back to tamel, bought piscok lumer pocin and its soooo gooood ugh
20 - i feel like if i have breakfast with leftover rice and abon and sozzis i get hungry faster lmaoo. Ordered ken karaage from kukusan, yaa okela for 25k with ongkir. Did online posbindu education through wa. BTS BE COMEBACK ๐Ÿฅบ i maximized my wifi time (no wifi at tamel) so i listened to the whole album. My mobile data is at 200MB lol. Read a good longreads from the atlantic, about down synd and genetic screening. The writing is so so good im just blown away. And teary eyed.
21 - ran a bit, solid class (gastro, rheum, infection), embryo, webinar about sleep by dr Gita Anindyajati, SpKJ, bought ayam geprek gold chick (lotsss of oil since i ordered tempe, jamur, egg, bought pop cookies. matcha cheese was actually better than i expected (the combination somehow fits), dark chocolate and marshmallow is very chocolatey like momโ€™s brownies, and vegan strawberry cookie with a hint of mint. i wonder how they replace the egg. I wonder why after i run i dont feel hungry for a moment. bloating just gooes away
22 - joined kris' healthy weekly event (lmao) in tamsur. They went to epiwalk first. Its difficult for me to run w mask, ngl. Went back to tamel, embryo, ate leftover meal from gold and chick, felt somehow drained to the bone so i just laid in bed and lazed and lazed. Theres no soreness, but the weakness was generalized lmao. Ordered bbq chicken almond salad from salad point, it was actually quite fulfilling and delishhh (added chili sauce to the dressing). Literally laid in bed from 7 until i fell asleep and woke up at 6 the next day. Finished readin shame application lmao
23 - i still feel tired ckckck. No doms, but i feel like i just want to lay down. got DV patient today at clinic, its most likely derm numularis??? Ate salad and dark choco marshmallow cookies in the evening and that cookie. Is so damn sweet im just thinking about the increase in my blood sugar. And i like sweets so!!! Never thought id find sumn too sweet. Washed my clothes and cicil ukmppd (i put things about studying ukmppd in habitica now)
24 - ate tanoshi sushi and ufo ramen for bfast, ate the sushi again for lunch and after waking up from my sleep i tried kokku ramen (so so, but the egg yolk's good)
25 - bfast: superbubur, protein shake and cookies. (did not make me feel full long enough). Ordered burger from EATG (so so, burger bener is better) for lunch. Last day at makara ui. Ara arrived coz shes staying here in tamel. Waiting for mom to arrive from cibubur, she arrived at about 20:30. I passed out at home
26 - first day in pkm kalideres, i volunteered to be pj to avoid RSUD. my room is a mess, i feel tired after i go back. maybe its the physical withdrawal (?) because i dont walk like when im on klinik makara. came to pkm thinking i wont do anything (orientation only) but the 6 of us ended up going. i was at igd. i saw nail extraction and injected ats for another patientย 
27 - talked for almost an hour with the doctor at poli lansia. went home, felt sooo tired, i slept and actually showered after maghrib. originally planned to go to sbux but i was just tired af. my mood was horrible at home.ย 
28 - turns out i started my period today. i havent studied at all during pkm kalideres era. embryo. slept again. read some manga by nishin something with the psychological and BL genre.ย 
29 - embryo. cut my hair, showered, and felt better.ย fell asleep on dr gita's lecture. Drank cimory banana milk with a bit of matcha powder. I dont know if its the sleep, or a bit of caffeine, but my mood feels better and im more awake. Cicil ukmppd with a slow pace. Read itasaku ff. Slept at about 2 am
30 - surprisingly, i dont feel sleepy when i wake up. poli anak today, surprisingly i got perinatology case (jaundice). presented it on pleno. for bfast i ate 3 slice of bread (2 with meat and cheese, 1 choco and cheese) and protein shake, lunch: a slice of choco cheese bread and a banana, fell asleep, dinner: 1 bakwan, a banana and nextar. i can feel that the calories i got today is even less than what i usually got (and usually i already try to limit calories that i am counting the intake amout and made sure im not too far from my bmr lmaoo (~1100)
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