#im just allergic to spending large sums of money all at once. whether or not it's money i actually earned </3

[orcelito]

I do love how I bought xmas gifts last week, got home, then shoved them in my closet to not look at or think about at all. Like "done with YOU for now. Bye."

#speculation nation #i should check on them to make double check i got everything and that nothing broke in the bike ride home lmfao #i literally just remembered it tho #went thru the heartbreak of paying large sum of money and was like 'ok time to not think about u for half a week' #i had. help. with the money actually. #it's a little hilarious lmfao. but like it's not like i broke my own bank or w/e #im just allergic to spending large sums of money all at once. whether or not it's money i actually earned </3 #ft me making orders for work & my eyes kinda bugging out seeing the like hundreds or even over a thousand dollar orders #on food items like every week #me starting out like 'what do you MEAN it's $40 for a box of milk?!?!??! HELLO????" #i feel like their prices r horribly marked up. but then again this is not my money and so i do not truly care lmfao #...anyways yea i got gifts but they are hiding. from both the world and from me. i do not want to see them. #im a lil excited for gift wrapping tho. i love wrapping my presents in increasingly stupid & creative ways #if i have any fun ideas this year i may just post the final forms. maybe. #this isnt in a way of like. making cool wrapping jobs that look like other things #im utter dogshit at wrapping and i dont care to learn how to make them pretty. so i just do whatever the fuck i want #my family has learned to expect it. if they see an eccentricly wrapped present under the tree they KNOW it's from me #practically my brand at this point. and i would hate to disappoint ❤ #i have one more day of work and then i go on break and i am so READY for it. filled with thoughts of having free time. ouughh