#is bc it reminds me of my sister and my siblings okay OUGFG CRIES SCREAMS

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my sister, who hero reminds me of, took me out for driving lessons and noticed i was shakinf a little and in like a teasinf but concerned voice she was like u r ok ??? ur hyperventilating baby. and i wanted to weep bc i got smacked with a feeling of love

#cal rambles #she doesnt say baby often its not like a Thing she says like how some ppl call everyone darling or sweetheart #she said baby specifically calling ME baby bc jm the youngest #and im weeping hi sorry the reason why Hero and Normal's relationship is so so important to me #is bc it reminds me of my sister and my siblings okay OUGFG CRIES SCREAMS #they r so special to me specifically actually #especially bc. that sister was the one who got me to listen to dndads in the first olace #sorry im all emotional rn its late 😭 and jm a bit of a wreck #i love her so much. its been complicated before but i love her #i want that for them i want hero and normal to be happy i want them to eventually reach a point #where hero can teach normal how to drive where they can rob at eachother but also rely on each other #i want it for them so bad i know it can happen #anyways jm gonna lie down and weep until i stop getting emo over these teo