#is that it?

[imconfuzed]

i think i liked too many posts about trains and now tumblr thinks im autistic bc im seeing like a million posts about having autism.

im just passionate about public transportation, like i think that there are too many cars in the world and not enough trains.

#like #ik that autistic people liking trains is a stereotype #but its my entire dashboard #i have adhd #is that it? #im just confused

[j-a-nuary]

I'm gonna need them to dye Yunho's hair or something because I swear the camera operator thought he was a background dancer half the time

On the other hand, yesssss camera squad kings of gatekeeping

#tearing through gif blogs and finding nothing #so y'all hate me? #is that it?

[autemka]

I uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh… HUH-?!///////////

#what?! #the fuck #is that it? #aaaaaaaaaa #no way #like bruh #bruh

[fivequartersoftheorange]

So I may be dumb and did not realize all these names popping on my activity page have been booping me. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

Hold on. I'll boop back.

#i guess tumblr condensed it into one notification???? #is that it?

[chipthekeeper]

why. is it SO. FUCKING. HARD. for people who want me to write them a press release. to give me. ANY FUCKING INFORMATION ABOUT IT.

#'these people won the scholarship! write a story' #okay. #is that it? #that's barely a headline #fuck you so hard

[dean-winchesters-clit]

Am I the only one who's kinda really fucking sick of Ed pretty much always getting put inside the "precious little princess who needs to be protected and cared for all the time" box? And of Stede getting put inside the "emotionally mature caretaker and actual responsible one" box? Like, did we not watch the same show?

#like #im kinda tired of it #is it racism? #is that it? #or did yall just latch onto ed in a robe and a cat collar so much that you forgot who he actually is as a character? #and did stedes captain voice also fry your brains? #honestly #if you write these two like this then you have to tag it as out of character #ofmd #our flag means death #ofmd s2 #our flag means death season 2 #stede bonnet #blackbeard #edward teach #gentleman pirate #the gentleman pirate #gentlebeard #blackbonnet

[fruit-smoothie]

why are my whiteboard drawings suddenly making rounds to regretevator tumblr

#did. do yall just reeeeeally like mach miche wallmark amgst and mr? #is that it? #regretevator #aspen says things

[mintharan]

i can't think very long about how some people think it's normal and fine for Ansur to want to kill Balduran for being an ilithid, without feeling like i'm in some kind of parallel dimension where killing people because maybe some day they'll commit a crime is fine (something that's true about everyone, but this guy is scary looking)

#so you think it's fine to kill someone for what they are if their vibes are a little off? #is that it? #i'm not saying you have to like the dude but thinking ansur was in the right in that situation is absolutely ghoulish #i mean omeluum is a threat to no one so clearly simply being 'an ilithid' is not good enough reason to kill someone #they are not zombies #not to get into how fascist the entire zombie genre is...but i digress

[eddieyourgrimeyratslut]

Needing that big, furry, strong creature to pick me up and pin me to a bed while riding me and making me writhe in pleasure as I become a breeding toy made to be used,,, xnzksnsb

#hot shit #honestly not sure what to tag this as specifically but #objectification #??? #is that it? #anyway #yeah uh this goes out to many people

[djmousewife]

so how do ppl like *do* social media effectively?

#kankum #i am so bad at it #do u like #pay? #is that it? #do ppl pay?

[friendofthecrows]

I saw a post that I thought "oh this would be so funny as a Hello Jon, I should photoshop it" and then the post immediately after was for the new TMA thing, which I didn't even know was out yet. I thought I was going to Hello Jon all of you, but instead, the universe Hello Jon'd me!

#tma #tmagp #is that it? #hal rambles #mildly humorous #i will listen to it now though

[iman2]

???

Ethers are saying that doodoo and 50 can switch. I fuxxx with dot.

Doodoo is new 50

Chris is new doodoo

I am a FUCKING WOMAN

and 50 dead?

He should die like b1g pun did. I think the person who will “shoot” him is me. But that’s OLD!

Y’all really broke me down. I’m back to when I just wanted peace in my life. Who cares about winning? Who cares about music? Who cares about wish? I’ll watch the movie for y’all…if you are the community. I’m just an animal…my purpose is eating, sex and locomotion. Y’all took 2 away from me. Even all three, I can’t go anywhere that will allow me to GROW. I might get taller than some man who won’t understand that he doesn’t have a vagina.

I don’t know who is main right now. The scissor part? She just a prostitute, you know? It’s the last thing I can do to feed myself, FUCK. And I can’t do it! Anyway, Solana transmutes that ability into songwriting mastery. No. It’s that I fuck the man and I make him sing. Express himself.

Solana might be my boyfriend in the same way onigga is. Solana are you fucking 50?

1/2 Curtis, 1/2 solana is who?

Bootz. That’s the tyra b@nks gif. I’ll be back. I need to take another nap.

#is that it?

[depressedstressedlemonzest]

"Mother superior who was that man? Who did he say he was?"

"I don't have to tell you that."

"And I don't have to not double your rent."

#fucking cold gold #what do you have againdt the nuns? #i know they used to be fairies #is that it? #rumplestiltskin #mr. gold

[ram-de]

[read] ravensong thoughts vomit (pt. 3)

the post is too long so i made another

FIRST OF ALL. WHY. WHY WHY IS THE BOOK TRYING SO HARD TO MAKE ME FEEL SORRY FOR THOMAS?? Mr klune can you stop mentioning how oh Thomas did it for good or Thomas regretted it or Thomas really wanted to do right. I'm so sick of it. Because he's doing it for good reason (it's not) then suddenly he's absolved of all the wrong, the hurt, the pain he caused to Gordo? Get the hell out. I hate it here.

Ermmmmm this feel like a copout... I'll stop being a downer and just read

I think the book is very long

I'm losing the enthusiasm I'm sorry I took a break hsgshsjsh

Fucking Thomas again. I'm. 😮‍💨 Can't he just be put in like limbos for alpha until he repent. HOW COME HES LIKE IN WOLF HAVEN STOP IT

Fucking Elizabeth. Is this really the time to do a gotcha moment. I'm. 😮‍💨 OK SHE'S HIS WIFE. alright. Whatever. Biased. OK. I'LL STOP. BEING BITTER. YEAY! Closure acquired!

Is it me or Alpha Bennett (THE GOOD ONE AND BY THAT I MEAN JOE NOT THE PRICKASS THOMAS) is getting sidelined. What I said about ox shgsjsjs he's truly the protagonist of the story. The chosen one. Human Alpha, Alpha of the Omegas, what other power-up will he gets in the next book

WHY AM I COMPLAINING the story tension is on all time high and I'm not really invested in the... Fuck ass Thomas plot so other things was buried under... I'm sorry my son (one-handed) gordo...

AUSGHJ I NEED MEREDITH TO dye her hair green so we all can feel relief

Until this point I still can't feel the... What's the term... The... AHHH I'M FORGETTING WORDS.... Like. The actual stake here. Never mind. I'll try it again later.

The book is very long

Meredith chuuni's monologue is very long

FUCK ME MORE MEREDITH MONOLOGUE

I swear I can read... I just need... Line break... 😭😭😭

Elijah didn’t recoil. If anything, that made her angry. “But we couldn’t take them all. I watched as my family fell around me. I saw their skin tear. I heard their screams. I was a child, but I saw it all from the trees.” A tear fell from her eye and onto the knotted tissue of the scar on her face. “My family. Aunts and uncles. Cousins. People who believed such as I did. The wolves didn’t know I was there. The blood was too thick in the air for them to notice me. My father, he…lost his way, after that. He didn’t understand why God had forsaken him. Why he had abandoned us when we needed him most. Fucking words on pages in like three pages ranting about fuckshit referencing Bibles and Meredith King being all righteous and stuff while she never pause LIKE I FUCKING GET IT!! YOU'RE A FREAK!! SHOUTING MORALS WHILE KILLING INNOCENTS ALRIGHT!! I GET IT. STOP!!"

THIS GOES ON FOR THREE. FUCKING. PAGES. NO LINE BREAKS. MY EYE HURTS.

ELIJAH TALKING HER ASS OF BEING A REASON THE PEOPLES ARE SAFE IM. Ok that makes it a little bit better. Fuck u Elijah for talking.

Strangely I don't mind if ox talks long ass paragraph. I love him he's my son. he used to be so quiet and now look at him speaking for two pages long :') my son

I will suppress my resentment to how happy go lucky easy the problem just because it's over. IT'S SO DRAGGED.... FOR HUNDRED OF PAGES...

TJ KLUNE YOU CANT END THE STORY WITHOUT MAKING GORDO RELIVING HIS PAIN HUH. AGAIN? THIS IS TOO MUCH???

...by the time I read the epilogue I'm just...

:-( I know I complained a lot but the ending... It's not really fulfilling. It's more to a prelude to the third book and I know, I know, this is an interconnected series. I just wish I, what? Got to see more of Gordo and Mark post-reconciliation. Last third of the book spent Mark being an omega. He barely talks except gordogordogordo MatePackLove... Felt like the second half is dragged. Too many subplots (which? Not a lot solved?), and the one that they decided to focus, the Elijah plot, I ended up snoozing. I love love love Gordo though I think this might be a torture book with how long he's portrayed to be hurting and broken. I love love love Mark of his devotion and honesty. Individually I love them both but paired up I wish they had more time to reconcile. For Mark to properly apologizes and pamper Gordo with more love to make time.

I know I always will side with Gordo, because he is so raw as a character. His pain, his hurting, it's just so emotional to me. The first half? Of the book is what I loved the most. The tidbits of Gordo's memories, switching up to Gordo bonding with Joe, Carter and Kelly. Other character, man, the Team Humans really shine. The bar scene still cracks me up when I think about it. What else. Ahh...

I'll rant about other things instead. I'm a bit baffled that when Mark and Carter were infected, the whole pack, heavily on Gordo promised to find a way for that problem. Issue is, I don't really think they delve a lot into what they're doing? The research? The progress? Because there's also the problem of Elijah, ok. But suddenly, Gordo, thought the way was to... Mate? And I was, ok. Sure. What about Carter? He can't be mating to his tether. It's like... Have you really done anything, Gordo...?

Its my opinion but it's not really, satisfying? In Wolfsong, even though I still think the ending part needs to be longer, it pushes me to "I want to read more!" hence, I'm here. But for Ravensong, it's a bit... There's too much going on. World building, and all. I don't like how proper apologies are barely presence, from Thomas and Mark, and to an extent Elizabeth too. This bothers me a lot. But I ranted too much about it already. I'll stop.

Actually I won't stop. I hate hate hate that they're pushing Gordo, the one that they left to eventually patch things up. Where's. The. Proper. Apologies. Now that I think about it if I'm looking at this book as a typical second-chance stories I usually read, I will say that the groveling isn't done well. Fuck Thomas Bennett. And they still. Tried to portray him in a good light even after death? I fucking hate anything Thomas related.

I'm super, super excited for Kelly and Robbie's book. But I don't know? Finishing Ravensong is a bit of a letdown... Maybe because I expected more like like that of Wolfsong?

Why does this turned into a rant post idk but. Yeah, I don't really enjoy is as much as Wolfsong. I still love the characters (except Thomas), I just... Aaah guess I'll read Book 3 later. When I'm over this, unsatisfactory post-reading experience.

#Ravensong #readingrams #is that it? #Rant post

[firebornamari]

Apologies for this, as I've really been trying to dial all these feelings back and leave them more for my therapist, but I really don't know what to do with... these feelings in my lap right this moment.

The most recent part of therapy has been me trying to get back into doing... *literally anything* with art again. Just doing something! Anything at all! To try and get that joy of making something back again. And for the last couple weeks I've been doing sessions with a dear friend (Hi artie!) and it's honestly been *so close* to feeling like how it used to. Sure there was a lot of fighting college instincts of "you aren't doing this rights" but at least the spending a dedicated time with a person doing a Task was enjoyable. A thing to look forward to. It's been a lot of sketches and silly exercises and it was fun!! Part of the reason no one has seen it on here, though, was that I'm not supposed to seek the approvals of others through this. As that's not the focus of it. Anyways, I just spent the last two days working on an "actual piece." Did the thumbnails, a better sketch and now I have a "finished" piece. And I don't feel good about it. Something about it... hurts. A lot. This overall nagging feeling that it just sucks no matter how I wouldn't have been able to do it different at my skill level. Nevermind the fact that I really haven't done anything in like 3+ years. (I haven't been doing anything even regularly since 2016 if I'm being completely honest here). I had fun in the process, I swear! So why does this piece of something in front of me cause so many awful feelings? Because I couldn't do it digitally like it is in my head? Because some of the sketches look better than the final result? Because I was alone while finishing the piece? I keep telling myself that I just need to put it away for now and look at it with fresh eyes tomorrow. That it'll be better. But I also really do want people go look at it and go "Wow! That's decent!" at minimum. Again, defeating the purpose of doing this in the first place.

I'm sure I'll reiterate this tomorrow with my therapist. But I just wanted to vomit it out right now.

#long post #amari speaks #I don't know if I've ever had a tag for stuff like this #vent #is that it?

[knowledgevariabledarcy]

#is that too much to ask #is that it? #is that anything #is that a thing? #is that weird? #is that a tag? #Youtube