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I was tagged by @superbloomirwin, thank you love! Basically I got super deep in the answers to these questions but they were fun anyway. Feel free to answer any that you like and tag more people if you want to!

1. what was your first encounter with fanfiction?

One Direction fanfic 😳 lmao! On Quizazz/Quotev, if anyone at all remembers those websites LMAO this was in like 2012/2013 I think!

2. your favourite creation of your own of all time if you create stuff (feel free to link it)?

I think it has to be my adoption fic (Missing Piece/ As Time Goes By). When I first wrote it it wasn’t really like my favourite thing I’ve ever written, but the engagement and feedback I’ve had from people & how much people love it just makes me so so happy! So I think that’s the one I’m most proud of 🥺

3. what vibe are you going for with your home decor (or what vibe do you wanna go for one day, if you don’t have your own place atm)?

Oooo this is a hard one because I feel like I don’t really know lmao. I’m having like a bit of an identity crisis at the moment in terms of my look/what I like etc. At home my room is like grey/black with little bits of colour but I’m not sure if that’s what I’d go with in future. At uni my room is white but I can’t really do much with it because I just rent it, and I want to keep my deposit lmao. But I like sort of neutral colours & plants & maybe a little bit of colour here and there!

4. first fandom you ever joined? what was it like? on what platform did it happen?

I think it was One Direction or maybe like 2011 YouTube KFHSKDJ 😭 on tumblr or twitter I think.

5. what are your sun, moon and rising signs, and do you think they make sense in relation to how you know yourself?

Sun is Aquarius, moon is Pisces and rising is Taurus! I could be completely off here but just from what I’ve read/heard etc, I feel like they do make sense? I feel like they make me dreamy and emotional and like unable to stay in reality for too long LMAO. Idk I guess I just feel like they make sense in relation to my emotions a lot, because am I a very very emotional person.

6. if you write and/or read fiction (original or fanfiction), do the tropes/plots/character types you typically seek out to read and/or write about reflect something about you as a being or how you see the world?

KFHSKD well…. yeah lmao. This is something I was talking to @calumrose about last night actually, and it’s going to sound so sad and I’m #exposing myself but 🥴 basically I like writing about families and 5sos as parents so much because I guess it’s kind of like a fictional creation of what I wish I had? Like that kind of secure family dynamic? (Not that I’m saying I wish 5sos were my parents KDJSJD not at all) I guess I just create little fictional worlds that make me feel safer than the real one does

7. what is the hardest obstacle you’ve had to overcome so far in life?

Honestly not to get too #deep again but my parents getting divorced, I think. I mean I haven’t overcome it yet even though it’s been 7 years lmao but that is definitely the hardest thing. Either that or maybe failing one of my a levels as it really really knocked my confidence in so many ways.

8. what is your all time favourite song(s)?

This is so hard! I think lover of mine, lie to me, high, outer space -- 5sos, lost in stereo, backseat serenade, pretty venom and clumsy -- all time low, see through -- the band camino, ilywymm -- yungblud (so many more this is so hard lmao)

9. what do you look for in a person you wanna keep in your life, be it a friend or a romantic partner or anything in between?

This is interesting! Someone patient and understanding, because sometimes my feelings/just who I am as a person can be really difficult to understand lmao. Someone that will listen to me and really show interest/that they care about what i’m doing and who wants to hear about what i’m doing. Also kind and who cares about world issues, because that is really important to me. I just want someone who isn’t going to get mad at me for like being me lmao. (so not asking for much )

10. this is a bit of a difficult one, but have you ever had a moment of clarity, a conversation with someone that made you go “oh!”, or anything along those lines?

Yes! Often when i’m thinking about my childhood or like the way that I am, I have little realisations where i’m like oh… Also when I go to my beyond trauma course and learn about the effects of trauma on my life, that can be really interesting too.

I tag @calumrose, @loebeild, @calmlftv, @karajaynetoday, @malumsmermaid and anyone else who wants to do it!

#why did I get so deep in this JGHDFSH

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