#it was also a stem school known for being rigorous so like.....idk where i stand in the eyes of a grad school admissions person

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the idea of emailing old professors for grad school letters of recommendation is humiliating T_T

#i went to a large public school so i didnt really form personal relationships with my profs. they ran outta the lecture halls #also i wasnt exactly a superb student i was drowning. but there are a few i took multiple times and a couple i had smaller courses with #it was also a stem school known for being rigorous so like.....idk where i stand in the eyes of a grad school admissions person #i clawed my way out of undergrad with a 3.2 something and im just proud of myself for surviving #like given the state of my mental health and all the personal events that happened plus covid. i think i did fairly well #begging the admissions people to be nice lmao :') #do grad schools take school rigor and environment into account??? i know having a hard time in college isnt smth unique or uncommon but