#it's noty fair km always wrong im not a bad person

[sensitivegoblin]

Vent tw: SH

#ugh #I thought I would be ok by today #but it's not fair my sister gets to hurt me this much #she just thinks I'm a lazy brat and she's such a liar #maybe she's not lying but you're literally acting like our parents #cutting help me get numb but today my brain won't stop reminding me of yesterday #she's so mean..... #if I did anything she does to ME im evil and wrong #I hate living honestly #im feeling extremely sucidal today:( #my sister completely unloaded her shit on me while saying that she never does that #she completely manipulates the situation so she's always the victim #sorry you have an autistic sibling you have to ttake care of but I didn't choose to be autistic #im tired of having tho accept I'm always wrong and burden #I wanna die really bad rn #it's noty fair km always wrong im not a bad person #km tired of being picked on I wanna die so bad #I might have to cut again #I wish someone cared #I know you guys care buty I need slmso someone physical here to care #what's the point of me being alive if I'm just constantly reminded that my existence is a burden