#its one of those times where lee newds sociao interaction after isolating for over 2 months and not talking to anyone D;

[alchemiclee]

when you really want to talk to someone about something that you find fun and exciting and interesting, but you feel like you're being the most obnoxious person alive.....even if they're nice about it.

#i ventured into a twitch chat fkr the first time in idk a couple years and had to hold back talking about one subject too long #i did bring it back when the topic changed once and apologized but we talked about it a little again #nut when it changed the second time i didnt try to bring it back. but i wanted to talk about it more 😭 im notoriously bad at twitch chat #so i tried to behave and not say too many things. tried to drop a couple jokes. tried to figure out how to be likable 🥲 #its one of those times where lee newds sociao interaction after isolating for over 2 months and not talking to anyone D; #but people are so hard and im too autistic to do any of it right no matter how hard i try #actually i realized the harder i try the worse it gets lmao so i need to figure out how to be likable but aloof i think 🤔 #do i have a personality for that? can ine of the weirdos in this brain act right fbhdnddnjd #lee rambles #so many typos in these tags. need to sleep. need to get up in 5 hours D: