#its really been a new kind of downright terrible lately im really getting tired of crying myself to sleep every other night

[chiisana-lion]

you can probably easily tie my mental state at any given moment to how much ive drawn in that same period

#in this case. not at all since the year started and god it feels awful #i miss drawing........ no matter how much i really want to nothing rly comes out its getting dire #i cant tell if its art block or burnout or a bit of both but its really doing a number on me #even that animatic i made an effort to start i didnt get past one section im in agony #and i need to start prepping my portfolio for college apps also.......... #its really been a new kind of downright terrible lately im really getting tired of crying myself to sleep every other night #grasping at straws and constantly distracting myself with manga or sudoku and thats been going absolutely swell #ngapain gw masih hidup juga ya #gk mau mati tapi dari kemarin juga udah ngerasa kayak zombi aja hidup begini #sighhhhhhhhhhh #duck rants about something