#just wanna say this chapter is SO fkn stubborn.

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#writing while high out of ur mind is another thing entirely #it feels like i’m producing a cheese factory rn #j & l have told harry they love him and to be happy about. 6785 times now #why. why does it need to be so much. #can’t write purple prose but will repeat it enough that it’s shoved down ur throat smh #unfair. #anyway—just wanted to pop in and rant #since i’m shjtposting these days anyway lol #just wanna say this chapter is SO fkn stubborn. #it was gonna be like 2ish k maxxxx. it’s touching 4k rn. that’s almost the length of the previous two 😭😭 #and why. what. nothing #no there’s a lot. an unexpected side plot too #so ignore me #(initially not after) #jesus need to turn tumblr off if this is what im gonna be doing #pen’s whining

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Just read raider gangbang and it's like... The most wholesome thing. Loved the dynamics between the boys and Stella, and that most didn't look like models. Like with Bailey, how his big features looked goofy to her, but his personality made it endearing and attractive. Or what kind of a man can pull off a rat-tail?? An infuriating twerp who somehow makes it cute, that's who. Even though I hope she gives in to the urge to cut it of.

And Stella is so... Idk lovable?? In that snarky kinda way that makes you wanna do whatever she says, but only after being snarky back. Like how can you NOT tease and mess with her when she is being all bossy <3 was kinda imagining she looked like Tanya from mamma mia, and then she straight up lounged with a sunhat and everything haha (move out of the way lads, I'm gonna steal her for myself)

Also so cute how she was so ok with the idea that some of them would want something different - with someone different - one day.

Makes me wonder who she thinks of as entirely hers though? My bets on at the very least Bailey, Leon and Theo

Anyway, loved it and I loved Stella!! Hope you write more for her and her scrungly harem <3 and all of the note ideas seemed like so much fun!

Oh my god!!! I am grinning so fkn wide reading this, thank you so much for putting this in my inbox. What a gift omg I am just AAAA!!

This story is one of my absolute favorites, I know its long as hell for a single chapter but it kinda serves as its own lil mini completed story so I left it as such. I love love love all the characters and they all have so much personality! I definitely wanted body and face diversity because its the WASTELAND, like theyre all cute to HER and probably her descriptions wouldnt be the same to someone else.

She’d refuse to describe herself as a nurturing type but she so is, she sees all these dummies as like a basket of puppies who obviously need to be taken care of DUH. Also I love that she turns her nose up at them being raiders and likely doing sketchy shit and she’s like hm, i don’t like the shower is super bloody but wow a new chair thank u!!! I definitely enjoy that she makes things overcomplicated and difficult for herself because of her stubborn heart. Nobody TOLD her to go fuck all these dudes and she’s acting as if she HAS to hahah I love that you were imagining tanya thats perfect. Milf!!! energy!!

Stella is my BABYGIRL like i totally get it hahaha maam can I!! be in your harem? surely you need an escape from the cloud of idiot testosterone sometimes!

I think any of the boys who were named at the end are officially hers, so Colt, Theo, Leon and Bailey. Its a good mix of different personalities and I would love to explore more of their whole dynamic. Certain other side characters who got in on the action im very attached to haha, sackhood for one. I have plans and wip’s that include sackhood, zombie freak and some others.

Thank you again for reading and taking the time to send your message! What an absolute treat! Literally I am just stupid happy for your comment hahaha.

#favorite #IM KEEPING THIS TO LOOK AT FOREVERRR #I love this story so fkn much hahaha #Im actually working on an original work using this story and taking the fallout out of it and taking the time to develop all the #relationships and dynamics further Ive got about 50k of it and im hoping for it to be my first KDP published novel #But also I have a wip of a new girl with zombie freak and sackhood and freckles guy so hahaha its a secret for now because inspiration comes #and goes #long post #sackhood’s name is everett and he has a whole backstory hes just a widdle babybaby who needs (a big tough wastelander girl to basically just #ur my boyfriend now and ur gonna do everything I say and he’s like so enraptured by someone choosing him out of everyone that he’s like! 🫡