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Wynne's Diary - Death

Death is not always the end.

But people have the tendency to shiver from fear and cold sweat dripping from their skin when someone broaches the simple five-letter word. Most of them have this obstinate mentality to ween about death as an irrevocable termination of one's life.

It's not that I don't understand their disquietude of such a 'terrorising' occurence. It's just that I find it very amusing and mirthful and I have my own reasons of thinking so.

Death is a part of every organism's existence on this world, after all. If you are born in this planet, you are meant to die. That's the nature or the way of life, and there is no use of running away or being afraid of it because, if you fear death, you fear life itself.

You are frightened of enjoying your gifted life to the fullest, you are terrorised of witnessing beautiful entities and phenomenas around the world from close as it touches your body and soul tenderly and you are afraid of making mistakes and learning from them only to realise that your own reality is the best thing which can ever happen to you at the end of the day.

Now tell me.......do you really wish to live such a life..................With such wersh and insipid.........................

I don't think so....................

Moving onto talking about me now, I did experience death........ brutally.................

But not just once, or twice. Rather, I have stared at the grim actuality to the maximum of four times.

I know this may sound pretty unorthodox and perplexing because of the fact that I am still alive and kicking even after going through a comparatively more number of such twingeing moments.

I understand. I can relate to that. Even I was surprised to find myself alive after encountering what is known and feared by almost all of the living beings yet surviving and be as energetic and full of vigour as if nothing happened at all.

And do I know the mystery behind my sudden revival after such devastating events?? Honestly speaking, I have no fucking idea.

So let's not beat around the bush and move forward with what I have undergone, shall we?

The 'deaths' I have been through were of course painful and a total fatality. They were the creations of the Devil himself, after all.

But the most interesting part was that each brutality symbolised with the ones who watched it taking place, and also that I remember every bit of description of my destruction.

And you might be wondering who were these persons so 'fortunate' to be present at my execution.............

Well.......they were my lovers......................................

Asra, Julian, Lucio and Muriel.....................

How heartbreaking it must have been for them to watch me getting perforated by spears from every inch and my body being plunged onto the spikes on the Devil's gate, crimson blood flowing out of my soul's vessel like a flaccid waterfall.

And for adding on to the already convulsing situation, the act of the Devil punching his fist hard through my abdomen enough to leave a gaping bloody hole, along with suspending me upside down by stabbing anchors through my feet just to see uncountable sharp long narrow needles piercing out from my skin and raining on the ground with faint clanging sounds echoing was considered as the cherry on top by the mastermind.

But even after all the tonnes I had been through, I was still alive. Breathing, walking, writing, expressing and doing everything a human has the right to. I don't even remember the pain I endured during my demolitions. It somehow got peculiarly erased out of my mind. Nor did I discover any scars on my body as the aftermath.

Just what in the world was watching over me..................

I have no fucking clue...........

But it was for sure that this very certitude was the one to make me realise that.............

Death is always not the end..............

If you have the courage to face and accept it, no one in every universe existing can ever stop you from following your dreams and achieving what you fight and aspire for.

Well, that's what my father told me. It's better that you listen to my old man. He can be a moron sometimes but his teachings are lessons of life.

And we are not afraid of life, are we??

Signing off,

Wynne Toprak 🍋

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