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chaoticdelinqueerwithglitter · 6 months

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I just thought a dumb hc because I have insomnia and Tokyo Revengers is my roman empire.

Hear me out: I was thinking, what if Manila Izana (after Mikey dies) talked to Bonten Mikey?

(look at them, they are deffinitly not okay! 😭)

They need each other for comfort! I guess I don't need to explain why Bonten Mikey needs to have a sibling alive, right? I always hc that Manila Izana actually loved Mikey. In a twisted way mixed with guilt and jealousy, but I'm sure he loved Mikey.

How couldn't he? When Mikey probably opened to him after Emma's death. It's canon that he was always happy to have more family. I can imagine him completly broken, unable to sleep. Calling Izana on the phone, long night talks. This Mikey trusted Izana more than he trusted Draken, I'm sure Izana comforted him after what happened to Emma (ouch, ouch and ouch). While Draken pushed Mikey away (not judging, just saying that Izana used this for his own purpose).

Manila Izana, looked at this young Manila Mikey that trusted him, that loved him like an older brother even if they just met...And he hated himself for this, because he was liying to him. About Emma, about them being siblings (he never told him what Karen said, scared of losing him). He was doing the same thing that Shinichiro did to him: liying about being brothers, pretending to be a good big brother when he isn't (this is Izana's mind, not my personal opinion on Shin, he did what he could for his age and well, being our dear reckles Shin xD)

So... Izana hated himself but he loved Mikey. He lied to himself about it too, 100% sure. He kept telling to everyone, to Kakucho, to Kisaki, that he's only using Manila Mikey. Sano siblings doing denial? That's also canon!

But after Manila Mikey dies, he lost it. He looked like he was spiraling when Naoto and Takemichi died, tbh. He realized how much he loved Mikey after losing him. And he lost his brother. Again. He's freaking spiraling.

Exactly with this Izana at this point, is where I hc this, because I need healing for coping! (so yes, that means Izana had to touch rock bottom for being open to healing first,I'm so sorry 😔)

Bonten Mikey telling to Izana that he loved him, even after knowing about Emma, knowing everything... He loved him. Izana has being death for more than a decade and this Mikey stills loves him.

Oh, and Izana's reaction finding out how he died? Finding out his friends. No, his family... Did that memorandum to him that was Bonten? That Kakucho had the hanafuda where his heart was? Izana is uggly sobbing at this point, we all know it.

Manila Izana telling to Bonten Mikey that he loves him? That he feels guilty for what he did? For killing Emma? For being a bad older brother with Manila Mikey? (He feels guilty as fuck, specially if he found out at some point that Manila Mikey wanted to die) Izana loves him and wants to be a better brother this time? Hell yeah, Mikey is also crying because he has family again! (and I'm ignoring some minor things like curses, this is happening in a neutral and cursed-cleaned space in my mind)

Edit: I think Bonten Mikey would help to Manila Izana with his guilt. Because he blames himself for the way Mikey ended and seeing that Bonten Mikey it's also broken and even less there... Well, not saying Izana didn't have responsability on Manila Mikey, but he would see that it wasn't only him.

That made me imaging Izana saying "Wtf happened in your timeline for you to end like this?" And I just laughed for not crying because... Well, Tenjiku happened and we're all living it 😭

Since curses and time-leaping exists, my new headcanon is that this two talked in dreams, or something. I don't know, time magic or some angsty cursed connection. I don't understand the logic, I'm not trying to understand it. I just need to think that some nights, this two comforted each other in dreams. 🥹🥹

@just-sp-in-inginthevoid feel absolutely and completly free to add to this brain riot. Anyone else is more than welcome to add to, please.

#i need some healing #it's only being two days and i'm a mess #how i'm supposed to live like this until tuesday?#delulu is the solulu #denial is a river in egypt #now i'm really drowning in it #tokyo revengers #tokyo revengers spoilers #izana kurokawa #bonten mikey #manila izana #liden films you should also start to pay some theraphy bills #in my tenjiku depression era #tokyo revengers headcanons #me writing🌻

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chaoticdelinqueerwithglitter · 6 months

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Okay, I can't make a proper comment because this is just pure pain. So... Some moments and me crying about it, yeeey! 😭😭😭

Izana running all happy bc he thought it was his mom coming to visit him? That was a new freaking layer of trauma. And it was so not okay 😭😭

LOOK HOW HAPPY WITH SHINICHIRO? HOW I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO LOVE THIS LITTLE KID WHO JUST WANTED A FAMILY? (this is breaking me, yey)

That fight? I totally showed the emotion and how Izana was losing it... All the flashback and their words. Mikey saying Izana still have him, that he still have Izana (knowing he's not going to have him in a few minutes... I was seeing Bonten Mikey in this words, argh).

This was so cute and sad at the same time... So bittersweet. Kid happy Mikey who still had a family talking about this. Uf.

This? And Kakucho crying when he's talking to Izana?

LOOK AT THEM HOW I'M GONNA COPE WITH THIS? PLEASE, WHY IS THIS SO PAINFUL AGAIN? 😭😭😭

Oh... This is why. Okay.

There is a lot more scenes that I didn't put here, so much kid Izana, Izana breaking under the rain, Izana ignoring a happy Kakucho when he goes out of juvie... This epsiode was really painful and if I keep looking for images to the the collages I'll never stop crying 😭😭😭

(Edit: I almost forgot. The lighter. The fact the bullies broke the lighter put such a new layer of pain 😭😭😭)

Also, I had the feeling that they are focusing lot more in showing us that Kakucho was always there for Izana. And ouch. Ouch. Ouch.

#tokyo revengers #tokyo revengers spoilers #in my tenjiku depression era #ken wakui pay my theraphy bills #liden films you should also start to pay some theraphy bills #denial is a river in egypt #now i'm really drowning in it #izana please don't die #poor kakucho #my babies 😭

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