#like girl why am i perpetually guilty for experiencing pleasure. why am i so concerned that i'm somehow a Bad Person bc i've made mistakes

[godofsmallthings]

i know i shouldn't be but i'm always so surprised by how many people are christian

#it's also so weird that organized religion still feels like an untouchable topic even in some leftist spaces #and i fucking hate it because i wasn't even raised this way but bc of growing up in a christian country #(in everything but the law) #i've internalized so much of it #like girl why am i perpetually guilty for experiencing pleasure. why am i so concerned that i'm somehow a Bad Person bc i've made mistakes #it's so annoying #and also just like. the obvious harm that it has caused. #idkkkkkkk #i don't care on an individual level but it's just dhekdjdjddhjdhdjrhdj #vi is typing...