#literally promised myself id just do sketches yet here we are (its just sketches etc. im not even putting much time in. i say putting much

[nerice]

like. i know i have a perfectionism problem but im also completely unwilling 2 lower my standards. yes this is bc my bf saw me doing the touch typing exercises earlier nd got curious and turns out his typing speed is 50wpm. meanwhile im sitting here at 90wpm thinking hm kinda low could be over 100..

#its abt perception bc if youd ask me id have said he types maybe a little slower than me but not much #ive always had this thing where i just. estimate what normal based on context clues (that autism feel when..) and try to match that #so i know people who type fast are around 120wpm thats a reasonable goal. so me who only ever does writing but cant break 100 is slow #like i KNOW the average typing speed is supposedly 40wpm but in my brain thats like. yeah bc the average person isnt online much #ofc everyone whos texting a lot wld be around 100wpm reasonable right. UGH #elia txts #this is all a tangent i have barely slept in two days building the oc site. my art demons love the icon blaze im on #literally promised myself id just do sketches yet here we are (its just sketches etc. im not even putting much time in. i say putting much #time in lmao. #) #MY DEMONS. #anyway one icon left pop the bottles