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#literally the worst brain rot for ex husband bkg
willowser · 1 year
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my god ur ex husband bakugou makes me want to throttle myself delicious angst delicious delicious suffering pining losing it’s giviiiiing very slay thank you! (i hope they get back together) lmao…
oh, friend, i think about him so much !! i really like to think that you're just so. kind to one another still. it's not like either of you want to be separated, but being together only hurt and hurt and hurt and hurt and it was like too much to bear, you know ?? but all the long nights alone with your itty bitty baby, and all the nights he had to be out on patrol, tense and uncomfortable and stressed to the max, in his hero costume — didn't take away how much you loved each other 🥺 and being divorced kills him, because he is too used to everyone feeding off his own anger and frustration and trying to give it back with the ferocity he can and you. don't do that. never have, except for the few occasions when some arguments got the better of you both, but i think your honesty and open smile and continuous love for him is like a knife in his heart. how can he be angry at you, how can he even think about living without you, when you hug him when you see him and still tell him you love him when you go ? AH.
also i think in my last post i made a comment about him having an apartment, but — now that i've been thinking about it, i think he keeps the house. the one he bought when you first got married. and he wanted you to have it, because it's an unfortunate, undeniable fact that you will end up having your son more than he will, just due to the nature of his job, and so he wants to know you're both well taken care of and he doesn't want his son to have to change from the house he's been growing up in.
but you had to sit in it, all alone, for so long, and now he wants you to live there ? in the house he bought, surrounded by all the things he bought for the two—and then the three—of you ? you just cant stand it without him any longer and so you refuse, telling him that he should keep it because it's his, really, but — what the hell is he gonna do in a lonely four-bedroom house, all by himself ? it's a very large argument for the both of you, and even though you tell him to sell it or rent it out at least, he won't. the concept offends him, because he's still holding onto the hope that the three of you will inhabit it again one day 🥺
and you have dinner at least once a week. it's the only way he would agree to signing the papers. no matter what happens, if you can't work it out—because he still thinks you can—at least he'll be able to see you and his son. at least he'll be able to pretend, for just a little while, that things are okay again.
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