#men i've met but holy jesus fuck he can't teach. he can talk and talk and talk but he doesnt teach you how to get those conclusions and

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i think im in big trouble

#i hate history so much #i think i once made a post about ''the reason i hate it is because i dont understand it but im getting there and economics is interesting #and politics is too i just hate it because i dont understand it'' bc i genuinely thought so. no i just hate it so fucking much #i have a presentation next week about a current event and i have to answer ''how does this affect canada'' and its gotta talk about either #economics or politics and i know NOTHING about that. literally 0. today this kid got humiliated because his current event was about a #school shooting recently and it was like social psychological soething and no econ/politics and i wanted to die #its gonna be me next week im actually going to cry i hate history guys like. i'd rather physics and thats saying SOMETHING. it also doesnt #help that my history teacher is like. bullshitting everything. he's so smart dont get me wrong. one of the most philosophical and smartest #men i've met but holy jesus fuck he can't teach. he can talk and talk and talk but he doesnt teach you how to get those conclusions and #actually apply them to like stuff. yeah i have to talk about the economy and shit but how do i do that. i can memorize thigns he says but #that's not understanding???? there's an alternate history teacher and im actually going to cry bc hes an actual teacher and he also likes #me very much. (he is literally paying for my physics tutoring...). anyyways that's that. #also at work i won an award for personnel with most customer 5/5 stars #like god i love my job #and today i might or might not have purposely flirted with a man so that he could do the survey that gives me 5/5 #lol #produce guy is actually a robot i fear. either that or he genuinely doesn't like me because