#merry has another 6 week round of antibiotics and painkillers to go and idk how to afford that either

[loserchildhotpants]

i have had a bad day

#melanie lives #my vibes have been rancid all day #friend is upset w me and won’t tell me what I did that upset them #fear response is strong!!! #also I’m hella fuckin poor #it’s gonna be like $600 for my fuckin neuropsych testing #therapy has been effective lately which also means I’m feeling skinless and fucked up #dreading Mother’s Day which my email is reminding me of every day #merry has another 6 week round of antibiotics and painkillers to go and idk how to afford that either #and I feel terrible that he’s in discomfort and I can’t fix it #ugh feeling defeated and Bad