#might kms if i have to stay home instead of go out for nye

[yoongisautumnleaves]

going to be dramatic for a sec here

#not a sec this is going to be me all day but #might kms if i have to stay home instead of go out for nye #how are u going to say hey if yall are not doing anything for nye let’s go out and then last night say actually im going to a party with my #other friend like ? we have been talking about what we should do for over a week and then suddenly switch up #and sorry but im not going out as a 2 person group even tho i love my bestie to death but she got work in the morning at 12 bc she’s a #server and needs to be home by 1 am #like im actually feeling so violent rn definitely has to do with not eating or drinking anything so far #but FR KMS i can not do this my feelings of rejection and abandonment are on the rise