#mostly becauss I avoid going to my mom for literally anything like it’s the plague

[bread-of-death]

Sometimes I kinda feel like my mom’s emotional support animal

#her coworker’s daughter died a few days ago #obviously very very traumatizing for the girl’s mother #and I could kinda just tell my mom was thinking about what it would be like to lose my brother or I #anyways she asked if I wanted to go to the memorial service with her a few days ago(service was today) #I didn’t really know the girl- we had met once or twice at our parents’ work parties #but that’s about it #but I went for my mom anyways #I dunno it feels like I just comfort her more often than she comforts me #mostly becauss I avoid going to my mom for literally anything like it’s the plague #but still #I think my mom loves who she thinks I am #but I don’t know that she actually loves my actual gay little self #I think she would #but in a much more obligatory way #I dunno #I’ll probably need therapy in a few years #we’ll see lol #vent post #just in case