#my knives are a solid for Cool Factor or Practical Use only. not for bad mental health times

[orcelito]

currently wondering whether collecting my blades for a group pic would be bad for my tenuous mental health atm

#speculation nation #i was trying to list out all my blades but i have far too many to reasonably do that way #so the natural next step would be to collect them all up for a pic #i havent done that in a while. now is probably not a good time. #like!!!!!!!!!! it's not like i'd be scared of hurting myself on them or anything #my knives are a solid for Cool Factor or Practical Use only. not for bad mental health times #but having a bunch of blades before me might not be the best plan #..but also. also. i kinda really wanna collect all my babies in one place #i dont even know how many i have. i have way too many & it's been several years since ive done a group count #/ picture. and this time i will TRY to not drop my machete on my finger #still sometimes astounded that i managed to drop my machete on my finger point-first and somehow did NOT take a finger off #i was very very lucky it hit the bone rather than the joint. hurt like a bitch and left a scar but couldve been Much worse #uhm. i learned from it though! no more big machete in unidentified boxes #oh yea i forgot my machete is still located in my bed frame. im so used to it i forget i literally sleep next to a machete every night #a naked blade as long as my leg. but i keep it wrapped up with the blade Down so no injuries have occurred! #........ when i talk about this shit like this it makes me astounded no one's tried to stage an intervention #ive only gotten lil knicks from my stupidity so i guess ppl have decided im not That much of a hazard to myself #the machete in the bedframe is just from paranoia anyways. just like my axe on the display case #oh fuck i forgot i own an axe. and a spear. and several swords. #and a CANE SWORD and a fuck ton of pocket knives. guys i own a lot of blades. #this is not stopping my wish to gather them up for a group picture. it's been so long i have forgotten most of what i own. help