#my thoughts are so cluttered

[crunchchute]

Shotgun wedding

Inspo from a Mac Conner artwork; uncropped under the cut - slight blood cw

#crunchchute art #my art #sam and max #productive procrastination in the form of sammymack wedding photos? #sams fine its just uhhh its spilled wine or something #i have a huge wip for these two which i dont know how to continue with and i also thought about another thing that i would like to try but #i ended up doing this instead #blood #cw blood #cw guns #ask to tag #theres so much clutter at the end i wasnt even sure what im drawing anymore. need to go back to simpler stuff cause my brain cant do frills #and folds and dresses in general

[m-kyunie]

Summerboy [Lady Gaga]

#jjk #jujutsu kaisen #satosugu #stsg #gojo satoru #geto suguru #i cant belive gaga literally wrote that album abt satosugu BEFORE satosugu like woah her mind #just imagine them being stupid on a date. mhm #i wanted to do a photobooth strip instead bc thats more age accurate i suppose but the thought o fdrawing 3 panels of poses fuck OUTTA here #also formating the canvas like ugh. for instagram? hell no #excuse my handwriting i tried to write it semi sloppy so the letters r cluttered as if 1 wrote it fast w sharpie #ALSO DONT ROAST ME ABT THE BG POLAROID I WAS TIRED! #speedpaint 4 this on Insta ty! #Gojo has a fanny pack u kno the ones. bc i think its funny.

[elitadream]

You know that feeling when you're distinctly unwell but not quite sick? 🥲 Sore limbs, tired body, mild nausea, aching head, preoccupied mind, loud thoughts...

And here I hoped this week's sunny weather would help me feel better. 😞 If you guys have some fun or light observations and ideas that you want to share with me, please do feel free to send them my way, as I'm sure it would greatly help lift my spirits. 🙏🍀

#I'm not sure what happened #I was doing fine and then... suddenly wasn't. #I've been kinda stuck in limbo over the past two days #Wanting to sleep and yet hardly feeling tired at all #Some irl stuff has really been worrying/stressing me as well lately - which is making it exponentially worse #I need to sit for a minute and gather my thoughts; but they're so cluttered it's dizzying 😣 #Sorry for the brief lapse in activity 🤒 #Hope this will go away soon ✌️ #In the meantime tho I'd be more than happy to discuss lightearded concepts! #If any of you want to of course <:)

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Heya! Was this the piece you were talking about?

Seems to be from someone going by seyorrol

YES!!!!!!

HOLY SHIT YES THERE IT IS!!!! THANK YOU LOVE YOU YOU'RE AMAZING MWAH MWAH MWAH

#it looks like they're no longer on tumblr so no WONDER i couldnt find it!! #i vividly remember rb-ing from the original artist and checking their tags #bc my immediate thought seeing this was 'oh theyre fuckin lmao' #but then the notes were like 'theyre fighting' #but i checked the og tags and I Was Right <3 #god this is SO FUCKING PRETTY #the details the sheer level of it w/o being cluttered #the colors the composition the Very unique subject of the work #the flow of motion the EVERYTHINGGGGGG #rambles from the bog #i have seen many a work of art but this one... man... it speaks to me somehow #i dont think i can put into words how it makes me feel #i look at this and sigh dreamily. Peak Art imo #its my kinda shit! maximalist! unique! 'weird'! abstract! #its the kind of artwork i'd stand and stare at for a prolonged length of time #and theres yk! a Story behind it! #i would love to know it.... #found their deviantart all their stuff is Stunning #talk about a rich inner world holy shit... #WAIT wait wait wait can i get a link to the original image???

[haloiisms]

in light of the newest mishagate which succession character do you guys think is the most likely to accidentally come out as bisexual, walk it back, then reveal a year later that they were pressured by their employer to keep up the ruse for publicity

#i have my own thoughts but i'll add it in a reblog to not clutter the query #obviously logan wouldn't want ANY of his associates to be queer. so this exercise takes some suspension of disbelief / outside box thinking #succession #mic check #misha collins #<- cause i do have some sick desire to keep this man trending

[27-royal-teas]

drew a tour poster for the lovely @earlgreytea68 in honor of Swan Song officially being published as a book!!! I love the story so much and I’m so proud of them— I wish I could read it. make sure to check that out if you can!!!!!! for this I thought I should keep the original concept of my design for banter and badinage’s art, but I expanded on it— attempted to mature it, in a way. I’m not sure if that came through.

#I hope you like it!!!!! I’ve been looking at it for so long that frankly I feel a bit sick of it so I’m not the best to judge it atm #toby speaks #Toby’s art #swan song #decided ultimately to call Sean’s band System Error bc. why the hell not!! it sounded cool and i kind of thought it fit #i know the poster looks a bit cluttered— sorry about that #also I will get to work on the merch designs asap I’m just a little busy rn — but I’m super excited to start #I have a few ideas already :)) #the words are not centered……. augh #well it’s my own fault for exclusively drawing in pen probably

[covenofthearticulate]

Only Lovers Left Alive (2013) | Interview with the Vampire (2022)

#one of my favorite aesthetics i gotta say #depressed dark haired vampires who live in obsessively cluttered yet ornately decorated dwellings #with their light-haired peppy lover <3 #the SECOND i saw this scene i IMMEDIATELY thought of olla like the resemblance is so striking ugh i love louis' Clutter Era #amc iwtv #iwtv #olla #only lovers left alive #iwtv 2022

[ilikeshitposting]

Today I am officially leaving JJK. My best wishes to everyone involved in it.

#jjk ch 236 #satosugu #jjk leaks #jjk spoilers #jujutsu kaisen #the angst is UNBEARABLE #ofc im joking i cant leave it even if I want to #will spend the rest of eternity binging hidden inventory arc 2 and hoping satosugu got a better conclusion than this #(which- there's nothing wrong with the way things ended rn but-) #(i personally would've liked a more intimate moment #if that makes sense?? #like??? #a bit more nuanced and thought out? #i know that's not how things usually turn out but this conclusion. is cluttering my brain. and everything is currently clanking about it #so yeahhh :/ #anyways

[dykedvonte]

Discussing the NCR (Fallouts NV's Military Industrial Complex)

Fallout regularly discusses the idea of the military, its faults, its strengths, and most importantly, the psycho-social aspects of it regarding those who are members. We have seen a direct critique of the military generalized through the Enclave's overt nationalism, the hoarding of resources and indoctrination through the Brotherhood of Steel, and an almost eerily modern critique of the whole military-industrial complex through the NCR in New Vegas. In these series of posts, I will be focusing primarily if not exclusively on the last one.

The NCR we see in the game is strictly the military side of things and the depiction of active occupation during a time of eminent war, conflicting factions, and resource scarcity. It is in this we are missing a major factor that negatively affects the view of the NCR in the game and out: Civilian life along with citizen opinion on the military. While we do get Mojave civilian opinion on the military (often neutral or negative) we do not get those who are New California Republic citizens, not those who actually discuss the military more so not understanding the importance of the occupation and the President's choices.

We do not see how life is regularly lived by the average citizen as we have not seen New California in New Vegas, though, we get words and glimpses that the people are relatively content in the growing country minus the fact many people are not happy with the choice of encroaching on the Mojave. This most similarly reflects it's real-world application that many civilian citizens reject acquisition and war due to the economic effects it has on the country and the general violence/loss associated.

In this, we come to an issue of losing a perspective that is unique to the NCR as a military representative. The Brotherhood is notably a place where its active members are intertwined with its efforts, the young are raised to be scribes, paladins, etc... To where even if one is not fighting for The Brotherhood, they are still intertwined, it's propaganda is the life. The Enclave is even more cut n' dry in that it is mostly made up of government representatives. It is a group even smaller than the former, even more selective and intertwined that their propaganda IS a form of Eugenics. The NCR is unique in that there is a clear distinction between what is the military force, the civilian population, and the choice if one wants to be a part of the former.

There is a distinct difference in the cultures of the factions you are born into and those you must enlist or join (forcibly for some). While this is a long-winded way to get into the actual discussion I want to facilitate throughout these posts I wanted an initial background post to understand the aspects I am and am not exploring and explaining along with a hub post to link everything I intend to discuss in the coming days and weeks, starting with:

Why Do People Join the NCR?

...which will be discussed and linked back here like everything else regarding to this topic.

Links: TBA

#fallout #fallout new vegas #new california republic #these will be longer posts so be warned #prepare to be sick of me #you thought i could yap before #should pin this but Im just gonna link it in the pinned post to be concise and since this isnt just a fallout blog I just am just obsessed #plus I dont want it to be centered focus while im only half way through with the first word doc #the three posts are just the beginning on my disection of the NCR and how the MIC is shown through it cuase #like pls its so much more nuanced with the specific ways each character in the faction interacts #at least the ones you can talk to and have options for like i know so many people do independent route but its so intriguing and you get ho #the military takes advantage of people but also how the individuals try or believe they fight for a good cause cause of all the brain washi #like some perpetuate and others dont but its a system that just gets worse the higher you go like grrrrr #a take cant be nuanced if you refuse to look or discuss the reasonings of another side or generalize their arguement through a personal len #like you need to be objective at points cause while you may feel a way in an analysis the context explains why in canon they feel a way #a retrospective on tumblr??? shocker #was gonna make this one giant mega post but it wouldve been cluttered and i wanna space them out cause its a lot to work on in one sitting #and what if I want to be silly in between???

[cerubean]

love how me taking a break turned into me building a whole ass high school

entirely way too many pics under the cut if you want to see more <3

literally almost every activity and skill item that exists in this game is on this lot the way god intended <3  

the classrooms are done but they’re boring who cares! the elective rooms are way more interesting imo. which ones you’re favorite/ where did you spend most of your time in hs? i was a theater tech kid so the theatre and the workshop was where i hung out the most

#my god i was so hyperfocued the only reason i stopped was bc my computer was getting really hot #i wasnt gonna build a hs but i was getting so annoyed with all the ones on the gallery and i also found a really good floorplan on google s- #so shout out to wilbur mills architecture also its 3am i thought it was 12!!!!! i did all this in a DAY like 10 hrs on and off send help #anyways im not bak yet i just love sharing my wips i feel like taking pics of my progress of it helps motivate me to finsih it #ok im rambling i need to sleep gn <3 #wip #the theater is my favorite <3333 iwent all out it took me hours but it def paid off #this is so messy but wtv just wanted to share my progress the classrooms are done next is the principals office/ nurse room/ teacher lounge #THEN adding hallway clutter and finally adding flooring/wallpaper then touching up the landscaping then playtesting etc. etc. #anyways this is now day 3 so ur getting 2 rambles in one post ur welcome! #i talk too much i will admit not irl though so at least i have that going for me

[photon-crest-art]

I don't have a witty caption for this tbh. Get Zooble'd or something I guess.

#the amazing digital circus #TADC #Zooble #Eyestrain CW #Bright colors #2024 art #God it feels weird to not type 2023 art anymore #ANYWAYS lore time for this! #Basically I lost my drawing tablet pen and nobody was able to locate it #So I was basically rendered unable to work on pretty much all of my WIPs since I can't draw steady lines without a tablet to save my life #Obviously I didn't wanna let that stop me from drawing altogether so I decided to challenge myself and draw something in MS Paint #Everything here EXCEPT for the signature was done in MS Paint #God bless those line tools I don't think I would've made it without them #Additional fun fact: I have 4 separate files relating to this piece on me #I drew Zooble and the background on separate files and then copypasted Zooble into the background file once I was finished with both #The third file is basically the final piece but without the signature since I added that in using CSP #And then the 4th is an earlier background that I scrapped because I thought it looked like ass #My original idea was this patchwork collage of different mismatched squares with different patterns #Though in retrospect that may have made the drawing look too cluttered anyways #Probably for the best I didn't go with that idea #Ok enough rambling for today time to go hibernate until I finish something else

[hitwiththetmnt]

Psst @desceros

I’ve gotta tell you, this comic is quickly becoming my new wip baby. I’ve got about 7ish panels out of 19 done so progress is strong

So, while I chip away at this comic I was wondering if you had a name for this villain rise Donnie universe - or if it’s up to workshop a title?

Alsssooo- *this will totally not lead to more comic work* but your little blurb mentions that our dear reader is draxum’s lab assistant, so that creates a perfect scenario for them to conveniently be caught in the destruction of his lab once again after the three other turtle brothers stumble upon it as they do in the show (OvO)

WITH THIS IS MIND (this ideas has dragged me to the depths of brain-rot) it becomes the perfect set up for 1) mutated lab assistant and all the angst of no longer being a human AND 2) injuries reflecting Donnie’s terrible past on his lovely and all the emotional turmoil surrounding an injured loved one (maybe a little revenge for #3?)

ANYWAY - just everything involving this villain Donnie universe has taken a hold of me. Everything from the cutesy relationship stuff to just the gut wrenching angst potential

#tag me if you make more for this universe! I must consume villain Donnie content!! #so many questions: sorry for the cluttered thoughts #we are full on making a comic now #I’ve kidnapped you #your my little blorbo writter now #I just accumulate more writter friends through Yorshie #tmnt rambles #random #hit #art 4 others

[palominocorn]

I was raised atheist. My father was atheist, my mother agnostic, and neither of them bothered to teach me what religion even was, much less anything ABOUT religion except that involved some dude named "god" whose name we used in a lot of phrases.

(This led to some hilarious situations, such as when I thought the Bible was a poorly written fairy tale and also the time I tried to found my own religion, but those are stories for a different day.)

A thing I've noticed a lot is that Christians and especially ex-Christian atheists assume that my childhood was Just Like Theirs, Minus God.

They assume that OF COURSE I celebrated Christmas, in fact, I probably love Christmas more than they do because I never got dragged to church.

They assume that OF COURSE I grew up with Christian neuroses about gender roles, relationships, and sex! When they find out I'm queer and trans, they automatically assume that the process of accepting myself involved a lot of messy reckoning with my entire upbringing and worldview.

They assume that OF COURSE I was raised to never question things and to be seen rather than heard and to defer to authority, and that the process of becoming the loudmouthed nonconforming scientist I am now was one of rebellion.

But none of these are true! While my childhood was deeply authoritarian and bigoted, it was not in a Christian way. My experiences are fundamentally different from those of someone raised Christian.

And the idea that all of these Christian things are just default childrearing practices, as opposed to specific manifestations of a particular cultural and religious context, is one of the hard to combat ways that Christian supremacy works. By convincing people that these things are not Christian, they're ubiquitous, they assimilate people into a Christian context even if the victims don't necessarily convert.

#I'm so FRUSTRATED #Atheist spaces are dominated by ex-Christians #many of whom stopped believing in god but did absolutely nothing about the rest of their religious baggage #Like at this point I get more non-theistic but distinctly Christian evangelizing from atheists than from Christians #Which sounds like nonsense but it's true! #Anyway posting this with the full understanding that once ex-Christian circles get ahold of this they'll clutter my notes with junk #Just more proof of my point I guess #Before you ask YES if you're from a minority religion feel free to add your thoughts

[androdragynous]

it is very difficult for me to read most days so I would appreciate it if my limited abilities did not have to be used on the stupidest takes imaginable in my notes

#patch me through to palaven command #i have it set to only show tags and comments because i like seeing people's input #but dear god sometimes there are words combined in orders that are frankly emotionally unethical to bring into my house #most comments are really nice or thought provoking or cover things i miss but the bad ones . #are always so needlessly long and cluttered and dogshit. at least condense yiur points

[morbidpaintz]

fuck having alt accounts if you cant handle me at my most bye shawty its a button click away

#i use to make alts for shitposting and whatnot on silly bird app #because someone gave me shit for cluttering my media feed with silly shit #cough cough #so if you need to block the #morbidtxt #tag do so #i have a brain with thoughts and feelings #im tired of this parasocial bullshit man please i post for ME #lk yes i appreciate and im grateful for my audience but i post for ME above anyone else

[dutybcrne]

Kaeya is rather touch averse, cringing away from casual contact people give him under the guise of being distracted or idle movement. He's used to it, the Ragnvindrs and Adenlinde got him used to frequent affectionate physical contact, but it can still be entirely Uncomfortable if he's touched by someone outside those he is close to or someone he's otherwise Allowed to touch him.

#hc; kaeya #//Mentioned before; but am Elaborating on other aspects since Aven get brain juices flowing for this #//Unlike Aven; he's FAR more tolerable of people who touch him unprompted. & more willing to indulge for himself outside his comfort people #//Unless he himself had actively given the indication he doesn't want it; in that case THEN he's likely to anger & retaliate #//But yeah; his response is usually Discomfort & trying to get away from it one way or another. Can tolerate it to appear friendly; sure #//But would rather not want people to touch him so easily. Is decently okay with brief touches tho; like shoulder pats or the like #//Will actively lean into it & encourage further touching ONLY as a means to an end; adjusting any wandering hands only when going too far #//Esp if he can use that like a carrot on a string–if they concede to what he wants; they can touch him more. Maybe MORE than just that too #//He won't initiate any touch unless he deems it Absolutely Necessary; WILL internally scream if they Immediately reciprocate the contact #//Uses it as a 'reward' sometimes; a little pinch of the cheek; a hug; getting right into their space; if he sees they'll react favorably #//Maybe more if they have connection enough; like Huffman or one of his longer-running liaisons. Is p ok w/ sleeping w/ them as reward #//Sometimes he forgets some people don't like that he does this; like Rosie. Tries the tactic to get a favor then Remembers #//Absolutely apologizes; feels mortified when she scrutinizes him for it. Esp since she'd be one of few ppl who KNOWS just how Averse he is #to it in the first place. Him slipping up like that in front of HER is smth he'd STRESS over. She could hold over his head for all he knows #//How can he even joke abt it? Worse if she asks abt his way of doing things or indicate she doesnt Like that he uses himself as bait #//Has absolutely accidentally tried to seduce/bait sb like that who he absolutely should Not have. Like Jean. Ended up playing it off like #a joke between friends; but damn near had a panic attack from the guilt the moment he was safely in his office. bc Jean is SPECIAL to him #could he treat her like THAT? How could he almost let her SEE that side of him? His casual charm and facade are ONE thing #//But him actively doing something like THAT; esp for Jean of all people; is COMPLETELY off-limits; no matter his feelings #//Actually; especially BC he harbors feelings for her. Ppl like Lisa on the other hand; he is VERY comfortable doing this with/to #//She GETS the flirty habit & dishes it back without losing image of him in the way someone he regards at Jean's level possibly could #//And as far as Lisa knows; it's Only a playful habit; not a means to an end. The ones who prolly Know might be certain folks in the church #//But that's just bc he gets frequent checkups after every lil Rendezvous of his. Which is why he's got dirt on Every Single Person There #//Except Barbara; but he absolutely makes SURE she's not the one he's dealing with whenever he goes. Wants to spare her his messes #//Damn; veered a little but it's alright. 'A little'; HA. Nah; my tags are but the cluttered corkboard of my thoughts jhdbfjdf #//Diluc; Addie & Jean are the people he most Fears finding out abt his methods. Doesnt wanna THINK abt how they'd feel/regard him after tha #//Knows for SURE it'd be painful if the way they treat him changes even a SLIGHT. ESP Addie; he can bear the other two; but Addie??? #//Nah; he'd be fucken DEVASTATED. That's the ONE person he knows hold true unwavering unconditional love for him; no matter what #//To do anything to damage that? He'd be so fucken GUTTED. He expects everyone to get fed up with/disdain him at some point. But not HER #//Keeps this shit on the down low by always having dirt on the people he gets Involved with; if not using keeping it up as an incentive