#ne way this blog is my diary and i can say whateva the fukc i want !! yeah!!

[pawbeanies]

getting hit with the "feeling touch starved need to be Held" curse so hard like there is an evil wizard somewhere who hath set a hex upon me for all time . the only cure for such a powerful curse is like maybe a hug perchance

#boys who need like a hug So Bad. not even like touch in a s*xy way at this point im sure but maybe just little a hug #or maybe a hand hold i thjnk a hug would be maybe too much for me at once. maybe a hand hold... maybe a hand touch first we can work up 2 it #there is a BITCH ASS WIZARD and he cast CURSE OF TOUCH STARVED so bad i am shaking and curling up in a bawl. bawling even (not rlly) #whennn WHENN will someone hug me and put a hand on my back and shush me and tell me im ok and to breathe and relax when will it be my turn #(never is the answer actualy bc in the physical space i am terrified of people and letting them In My Brain . actually #its ok here tho bc like . there's space u feel me like. theres distance #ne way this blog is my diary and i can say whateva the fukc i want !! yeah!!