#ofc to be closer to the stage since i was in nosebleeds last time

[i-luvsang]

i hate being on the verge of tears in public !!! and it’s about fucking kpop i need to get a grip!!!!!!!$;73&38&2$.!’$/$3!/‘j$€{€!{£&jhhdjdhwijwgeieiehhejeiddggdneiwiwhuwjeieuebidnejskaowhhrbdieiruruidieieiehndozi&$:$£7:)3&k$$;$&jhdhiahJh

#only feeling a little bit upset tho!!!! RJUDJDK #HAHAHA I DONT EVEN CARE #I SHOULD HAVE DONE MORE RESEARCH BEFORE GETTING MY HOPES UP LIKE THIS #HONESTLY FUCK KQ SO MUCH #OBVIOUSLY THEY SUCK BC #DUH ALL KPOP COMPANIES DO #AND I HATE THE THINGS THEY DO MOST OF THE TIME #BUT GOD #IM STILK UPSET #why did i expect anything decent god #basically since last tour i’ve planned and saved up to get vip tix! #ofc to be closer to the stage since i was in nosebleeds last time #but also because vip had hi touch and maybe even meet and greet if those are different idk whatever #and i was so so set on getting hi touch next time they toured #and now their touring and there is no hi touch or meet and greet whatsoever #and the prices are like triple compared to last time #and presale is tomorrow and i don’t even know what to do for tickets anymore #obviously i’m so so excited and lucky and privileged to be able to see them at all #as long as presale doesn’t sell out before i get anything lol #but still #i’m just having trouble getting over this part of it right now :(( #and every time i think about it too hard or look at them or listen to their music i get real close to crying!! #i’m just really disappointed and i’ll probably sob about it when i get home to start getting over it lmao #anyways i don’t have any feelings about it tho!! #again i recognize this is such a spoiled thing to complain about and im sorry if its annoying to read abt!! #i so get that #i used to think i’d never even get to go to concerts at all and ik some people can’t #some people can’t even buy albums and that kind of thing so i do apologize for complaining about having money basically #i just saved up for so long and got so excited :((