#ooc: out of patience

[somewherebetweenrage]

SPOTIFY REALLY HAD TO CALL ME OUT LIKE THIS

#ooc: out of patience #taylor swift #spotify wrapped

[dirtytransmasc]

concept, cause the dynamics at play would be super interesting:

when Tuk and Neytiri are sucked into the hold of the Seadragon, what if Spider, unwilling to watch another one of this baby siblings, nor his siblings mother (despite everything cause he's a good kid), die without doing anything, jumps in after them?

they're now stuck in a flooding ship, spider knows his way around to a decent extent, they're all tired, they're all scared, they're all hurting. they have to depend on each other for survival.

Neytiri has to not only trust Spider, but has to follow his lead, has to trust him to guide her around a demon ship, has to untrust not only her own life, but the life of her youngest child to this boy.

Maybe they're separated, they have to find one another (my personal favorite scenario is that Tuk and Spider are together and he has to try and find her/guide Neytiri to him)

Spider taking Neytiri and Tuk's arms so they aren't separated by stray currents and raging waters (a parallel to "Sully's stick together"). Spider talking them through the breath holds he learned as a kid in case his mask malfunctioned before bringing them through the depths of the submerged ship (parallel to Jake and Lo'ak)

anyway. I just can't stop thinking about it. think about it.

Neytiri is faced with the fact that Spider jumped in after her and Tuk. he came for them, he put himself in danger to save them, to save her daughter. even after what she did to him. even after she held a knife to him, after she cut him, after she intended to kill him even after Kiri was released. he still jumped to her aid, even if he could have stayed with Kiri above deck where he was safe, he could have just aided Tuk and left her behind, but he didn't.

and there's so many ways to play with it and the aftermath. like.

Spider dragging both Tuk and Neytiri up the surface, trying his best to keep the trio afloat (namely Neytiri who was much less adjusted to the water and is exhausted by the night they've had) as they hope and pray to be reunited with the rest of their family.

maybe the stress gets to them and Spider just starts apologizing. I should have fought them harder. I shouldn't have let Lo'ak and Neteyam try and leave with me, I would have been fine. I should have seen it coming, should have taken it myself. it should have been me. my baby brother shouldn't be dead.

maybe he becomes partly delirious as he too gives into exhaustion, the big brother in him being the only part of him left coherent, so he takes Tuk close, whispering prrnen tsmuke [baby sister] over and over into her braids, assuring himself that she's safe and unharmed. he keeps praying to the Great Mother for his siblings to return to him unharmed. maybe he keeps asking where they are, if they're safe as his awareness fades and his memory weakens. all of his siblings. asking if Neteyam is ok, only to remember he's gone the second the words leave his tongue.

Jake and Lo'ak finding them when they come up with Payakan, both worse for wear, exhausted, clinging to one another, the only thing keeping their heads above water being spiders life vest, Tuk cradled between them. what a sight.

Neytiri watching as Spider looks over each of his siblings, taking them close, holding onto them as if they will be ripped away from him. the realization that he would die before he let that happen again hitting her like a ton of bricks the second she sees the look in his eyes.

a peace being made between the two in the wake of this event. spider silently claiming the role of big brother (he always was, but he had to pretend he wasn't. with Neteyam gone, he can't pretend he's not anymore), Neytiri silently agreeing.

idk man. it would be interesting.

#listen #I love them both so much #I just wanna give them both kisses on the head and a warm blanket and some peace and fucking quiet #Tuk too. my baby girl. oml #and I love putting them in Situations that test all of the patience and sanity that remains with them #its Fun ☺️ #(for me at least) #(they probably wouldn't agree) #forget about kiri for a moment. I love her. but I need her to play with her fishies (lovingly) and not interupt my favorite disaster duo #(trio if you count Tuk) #also. um. either Q's dead dead or be woke up from his little nap and dragged himself out of the boat. cause spidey ain't getting the chance #to find his ass in this situation. he's a bit busy being in a situation with the women who just tried to kill him. #😁👍 #idc if this ooc. I'm living my best delulu life. I haven't slept in days and these scenario is haunting my every thought. #avatar 2 #avatar the way of water #spider socorro #miles spider socorro #miles socorro #neytiri #neytiri te tskaha mo'at'ite #neytiri sully #tuk #tuk tuk #tuktirey #tuktirey te suli neytiri'ite #atwow

[ask-the-totally-real-peppino]

i wonder if fiend would spoil their own monster form….

that’d be funny hehe

WELL. MY HANDS ARE TIED.

#ooc post #ie they would but they are not going to #bc I said so #but you will see it at some point #and Fiend will give out a hint or two again too #I'm just focused on other things at the moment #October is always busy busy so I thank you for your patience!

[ahollowgrave]

I have so many ideas for screenshots and such little drive (': Opening Gpose is such a struggle lately and it's so frustrating!! Sometimes the nicest thing you can do for yourself when you're hitting a creative wall is to go do literally anything else. I'm very happy that the Stardew Valley update hit when it did because I've just been sinking into a new farm and letting ideas simmer. Mermaid AU was also a blessing because man I do love mermaids so much and seeing folks having such a blast with pirate/mermaids aus got me sooooo excited to join in on the joy. (Thanks for sharing your joys btw<3)

#ooc #this post has no purpose i've just been feeling feelings #I know I've talked to others about shots with Odette and even Prudence #and those are coming (': It's jsut that mermaid odette has been swimming around taking chomps out of my brain with her big sharp teeth #Thank you for your patience weeps #i know i wanna do a shot with marlowe/odette #and I know I owe cinder some prudence shots #and Yein #and hazel #and ris #ahhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHH #my heart is full love you all mwah

[guiltye]

so sorry for those that are waiting on replies and things from me, i had an intense weekend!!!! had to be completely moved out of my old apartment and had to do it all by myself (and then ran into my ex there, so that was triggering itself), had to go to the doctors to reinstate my medicine (and up the dosage), had to go to the car shop and get my car fixed, had to unbox boxes, had to find a way to pay off certain bills, etc.

lot of real life shit that i had to sort out before i could mentally come back here, but i'm back after a few days, and i'm ready to wreck some feelings NFJESNKDNFKJFSJKFNJFJFKDS

#ooc. #lots of triggers were triggered this weekend LMAO NFSDNJFSKNFSDJKD. #so i was emotionally spent. #and had to face some of my own past fears in the face of a new relationship and i am just trying to navigate it all. #but the new guy went out and bought me coffee this morning from my favorite bookstore/coffee shop. #and said that he's going to build the shelves that i've been wanting in my bedroom <3 #while im at work :pleading: #ill cry. #anyways i LOVE U ALL THANK U FOR YOUR CONTINUED PATIENCE AS I NAVIGATE ALL OF THESE EMOTIONS.

[fadewalking]

Anyway, young Astarion

#i tried editing him to be un-vampirized as he would have been that young #but it turns out i just do not have the time patience or skills at photoshop #to do so in a reasonable amount of time #so fuck it just have it #ooc #bg3 #astarion

[fortrivmph]

he's smiling btw if you even care.

#᛭ out of patience ( ooc. ) #|| IM JOKING BUT I CARE. #|| I LOVE HIM SO MUCH MY BABY. #|| CONNOR MAKES ME SO PROTECTIVE RHRGRHRGH GET AWAY FROM HIM. #|| anyways he thinks haytham's funny as fuck. when not committing atrocities. #|| connor 'rarely smiles' 'no touching' kenway: grabs haytham's arm and smiles when he jokes. #|| LOVE WILL NOT SAVE THEM BECAUSE IT JUST CANNOT BE EXPRESSED RIGHT. #|| BUT IT'S A TRAGEDY BECAUSE THERE IS LOVE.

[pantachorei]

sorry I'm having ratiorine thoughts again but dr ratio who infamously said that only in moments of solitude and despair, when help is absent, fools grasp how to pick themselves up gave aventurine something to help him out exactly in that moment instead

#// personally I think he has a soft spot for him whether u ship it or not but #// I think it's also a testament to how kind ratio is beneath his grandstanding and snobby act #// screwllum had him figured out!!! He kept saying he's acting like a medical doctor #// he cares about people no matter his snide remarks and seeming lack of patience #// also when he says that showing his true nature to help ppl is usually counterproductive; #// does he mean his sharp side? His soft side? #// given he seems focused on making people learn to pick themselves up #// I think his true nature is his kinder and gentler side #// which he rarely shows because he doesn't want people to rely on him #// but rather to rely on themselves #// in this essay I will— #// also happy pride month got em #▷ mediocrity incarnate ◁ ooc.

[writedisaster]

things that trying to write has felt like lately:

when you're about to sneeze but you don't sneeze but then the entire front of your head is still full of the ghost of the sneeze you could have sneezed

when you're hungry but nothing seems appetizing so you just keep opening and shutting the fridge every 15-20 minutes

look i want this to be a three-thing list so bad but it's just not happening

#out of coherence | ooc #//as always i thank my partners for y'all's patience

[fourthclone]

honestly most of the time roche brushes off cloud's sass with HEE HEE funnay but sometimes he's truly just SILENCE , TWINK .

#⚡ ⸺ ❝ moghome . [ ooc ] #cloud: ugh. why are you so annoying. why are you always bothering me. #roche: ??? because from where i'm standing you love the thrill of battle and have not once DISCOURAGED me or denied me coming back??? #roche: can we stop w the charades now and idk make out already like i'm tired and also dying; c'mon man. #LIKE SOMETIMES HIS PATIENCE IS TRULY FINITE

[talentforlying]

tuning in briefly to say congrats to the uk on this, their 11th thatcher deathday anniversary. it's what constantine would have wanted lmao.

#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS. #the fact that on this day in 2013 'ding dong the witch is dead' topped the charts......effervescent #still tuned tf out but i'm slowly creeping back into some semblance of person-shaped form thank fuck #will try to log back into discord soon and catch up on messages <3 thanks for your patience y'all

[somewherebetweenrage]

@defectivexfragmented and @sioraiocht should know that i ship your Peter and Matt so hard and i read literally everything you guys put out for them 💕

#ooc: out of patience

[stillcominback]

guys, meet my new daughter 💗🎀✨ i met her today and will bring her home after i’m back from london! leaning towards the name leia for her (but still open to suggestions)!

#i’m hoping she’ll be just what i need — a sweet companion and something to motivate me and get me out of this mental/emotional slump #she’s so sweet i fell in love with her instantly 🥹 #also I know I’m a broken record: but I DO really miss writing and being here but life’s just !!! not really giving me the time or energy to #be here when I’d like to! #I appreciate all of your patience and support so much and love you all lord my friends #discord is a much better way to get a hold of me! #so please don’t be a stranger! I miss you all and would love more plots/writing there! #hope you’re all taking care of yourselves! 💗💗💗 #00. // OUT OF AMMO ( OOC POST. )

[silentknives]

i admit, i've been binge-watching b.ridger.ton, and i'm already starting S3 just finished everything so far. i have some ideas, some thoughts, on what Emily would be up to if she were ever involved with the ton:

i'm undecided if i'd go off of her canon age, because at this point (1815-ish?), she'd be in her late 50's. but if i do, she'd likely be someone who'd spectate the season or become a sponsor for a niece/nephew on her father's side.

and if i decide to alter her age to be in her mid-20s during this time period, she would very well be forced coerced to participate in the season. something something about her father's cousin passing away, and they needed a debutant to fulfill and continue their status in high society. something like that.

either way, her true intentions would be to gather intel for a particular artifact she's been searching for. and, yes, this is still an AC AU, and she'd still be a part of the brotherhood.

she hates everything about high society LMAO. initially, anyway.

she'd taken a few pointers from a fellow assassin in new orleans, through stories and a few corresponding letters to the master of disguise herself.

luckily, she learns quickly and would be able to adapt to the demands of such a society just as fast. maybe not so much with the dress fittings though.

emily would have callers left and right. i know it. and she'll still deny every single one of them LOL.

she's a "job first, romance later" type of gal. ;)

she's lowkey a fangirl of lady whistledown. she wonders if lady whistledown is affiliated with the assassin's/the brotherhood. perhaps the most entertaining highlight of her day is reading that pamphlet (while also looking out for clues for her "mission").

emily wouldn't be looking to marry, but if it happens, it happens. :shrug_emoji:

#( OOC. ) – out of patience ! #[my followers in unison]: agaaaaainnnnn with the AUs???? #yes. yes because this is as much writing you'll get from me as you can get :) #anyway. em lives for the drama and all the while would potentially *become* the drama ;) #i'll tell you rn- she'd get along w/ eloise and penelope. maybe even benedict?? just casually anyway

[coollyinterferes]

"Back by unpopular demand:"

"Us!"

#[*trips and falls to the ground like that one pepe frog meme but dramatically explodes into a million pieces instead* hi hi] #[i'll start by apologizing and thanking y'all for your patience bc wheew its been almost 2 months since my last post holy shittt] #[mental health along with intrusive thoughts and stuff have been absolute ass and still are right now] #[not gonna go into much detail bc i'm dealing with tons of bad stuff and negativity but yeah] #[at this point i aint even going to say 'im back!' bc everytime i do some even more terrible shit happens irl so naw] #[i also can't promise thread replies today bc i already know i'll likely not be able to finish any] #[but i will try to at least start working on some of them ;v;] #[other than that please feel free to send in stuff if you wish!] #[i haven't been around in so long that i feel completely rusty and out of the loop rn] #[but i think i'll start with the few asks i was unable to get to last time] #[if you guys who sent them see this: i'm sorry for the super looooong wait and thank you so much for your patience!!! <3] #[hope everyone's having a lovely day/night!!! <3] #;ic #(? #;ooc #(?? #[the world will never truly know *x files music plays*]

[sageofthestrange]

Glad to see I haven't been the only one taking a break suddenly, hdjdjf;. But it's very good and inspiring to see everyone come back and be so patient with one another even if it has been weeks or months. ❤️🙌

#OOC. #(listen. i deeply appreciate people's patience and using their time for me ;_;) #(i get scared to come back but seeing everyone pop in and out WITHOUT anxiety or time stress is incredible and very relieving) #(you are all gems :'D)