#otherwise i'll regret it

[amateuraspect]

Suddenly, you realize you’ll never have the good relationship you wanted, and as long as they were alive, even though you’d never admit it, part of you, the stupidest goddamn part of you, was still holding on to that chance. And you didn’t even realize it until that chance went away.

Bojack Horseman, S5:E6 - Free Churro

#bojack horseman #bjhm #free churro #quotes #relationships #bad parents #shitty parents #this episode made me realize #i need to talk to my dad before he dies #otherwise i'll regret it #at least then i'll have tried #daddy issues

[canisalbus]

I could not stop thinking about the socks of Machete, so adorable 😭✨️ it's giving Cinderella but make it cosy

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#ah his socks! ;_; #he looks so proud of his socks #now I regret not drawing the cockroach thing in color because I keep thinking of him wearing #various thick and uncharacteristically colorful socks but only at home #he's still allergic to color otherwise but has just so many flashy socks #some of them hand knitted #your clean and steady lineart is so easy on the eyes #he looks terribly cute in your style #the floofy head and the teensy hands and teet #thank you! now I'll be thinking of this whenever I draw him and his socks #gift art #liliumelefen #own characters #Machete #Cinderella but make it cosy

[theflyingfeeling]

sorry for being horny on main, but if you are as well, below the cut you can find BC pwp (m/m) fic ideas I'd love to read (feel free to steal any of these and make me very very happy):

literally anything with Olli/Allu, but especially handjobs while making out, frottage with or without clothes on, and sucking each other off simultaneously (sort of lying on their sides ya know). In general, just being incredibly horny and in love 💞

also, Olli fucking Aleksi's tits 😩

Olli/Allu threesome with literally anyone, but especially Tommi fucking one of them while fingering the other OR jerking off while watching them go at it 👁️🫦👁️

Joonas fucking himself with a big, fat dildo. yep, that's literally it 👏

...or literally any of them being crazy horny and masturbating. where all my masturbation fics at?! (like, literally just them wanking/rubbing/humping for their own pleasure, with no listening/watching someone have sex or someone walking in and joining or whatever, I mean those are great too!! but can we also have some nice solo fun maybe? 👉👈)

Tommi rimming, fingering and finally fucking Joonas 🐻

Joel being a whiny needy bottom for literally anyone. No verbal humiliation, no tying up, no spaking, no choking or anything like that (nothing wrong with fics like that, but this post is titled pwp I'd like to read and those are not my personal kinks). instead, yes edging, yes praise kink, yes maybe crying a little because he needs to cum so bad and is maybe a little emotional about it 🥺

incredibly emotional goodbye sex ("for old times' sake") with Niko/Joonas (porn with feelings?) 🤧

platonic sex with Olli/Joonas 🥰 (I actually wrote this back in the day but with no actual smut because I was too much of a wussy)

to be continued at some point maybe 🤠

pls interact so I won't feel like too much of a clown lol ✌️

#i really am sorry and will probably regret posting this in a minute #i'm just trying to distract myself from awful thoughts because otherwise i'll go insane. no i will not elaborate <3 #i really should make a sideblog for these lol i'm embarrassed #@ anyone hanging out with me at BC gigs or wherever next year pls dont let this post be the first thing you think about when you see me lol #blind channel rpf

[werewolfbneimitzvah]

I get so tired of people saying that underage people are too young to transition in terms of taking hormones or that even the younger adult years might be too young. Turns out your body naturally does irreversible things to itself if left alone even though you're supposedly too young to know what your gender is. But apparently it's evil or abusive or irresponsible to replace those irreversible effects with different irreversible effects. Or even just make them happen slightly later so kids have more time to really think about which irreversible effects they want. No, the only moral choice is to force one kind of irreversible effect on kids and not allow there to be any choice at all ever. Making that potentially wrong choice for them is somehow the only good option. Farquaad-ass "some of you may die, but it's a sacrifice i am willing to make."

#this is a vague about someone i was following but am not anymore #apparently they detransed which fine! good for you! I'm glad you learned more about yourself! #but your experiences are not universal. not as a trans or detrans person #there is no universally good age or waiting period or procedure or anything for getting to decide what gender you are #or what you want to do to your body #there is no perfect universal amount of therapy or guidance (parental or otherwise) #especially because some people's genders evolve! #i consider myself to have been a girl. and been a nonbinary girl. and been nonbinary. and now I'm very man-aligned #and who knows how I'll think of myself in another 10 years! 20! 50! #if I'm a woman in 10 years then good for me! i won't have been not a guy right now though. #maybe there's no perfect body solution for me. maybe there is and I'll find it #point is. there will always be people making wrong decisions or decisions they regret #we want to minimize that of course! obviously! but the solution is not going #''you must wait until your age is whatever arbitrary number that someone else decides and in the meantime your body is going through #permanent changes anyway no matter what you want or know about yourself because some people you'll never meet made the wrong decision'' #that's just fucking bad and stupid #anyway. i had to vent. I'm going back to listening to ycdt and playing stardew valley now

[dollopheadsandclotpoles]

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#about me #aroace tag #i really didn't expect that post about people prioritising their romantic relationships and discarding friendships to blow up the way it di #and like I'm very happy it's getting traction #but some of the comments are making me lose my mind #one person literally commented 'i'm cishet and this has never affected me it's just the way things are i think people should deal with it' #and 'this is just what romance does to your brain it's very common' #like yes that is the point we are challenging amatonormativity here #if it's not something that affects you maybe this is not about you!!! #another was 'how can you compare you don't commit to your friends the same way' #do ya'll not understand what we're doing here #we are asking the question WHY IS THAT #why is society structured this way??? WHY are we under the assumption that friends can't be a part of your core support crew #anyway I needed to vent otherwise I'm going to make a snarky reply that i'll probably regret

[devourmist]

// i like that noah fully embraces his monstrosity. good for him.

#< out of character. > #// sometimes he does have regrets when he loses himself to his hunger but that kinda depends on who he hurt or what he destroyed in the #// process of it. if it was someone whom he considered a friend then he'd have regrets. but otherwise nah. the world is his oyster and he #// will eat it. #// they refused to accept him as just a boy so now they gotta deal with the consequences #// the whole 'u want a villain i'll give u a villain' vibe #// i mean idk that i'd outright classify him as a villain. he certainly isn't the good guy either but. u kno. just the vibe.

[companion-showdown]

possible future poll idea: same people as what ur doing now but which companion would win in a physical fight

even the TARDIS?

#I am planning on removing the TARDIS in future otherwise it's be TARDIS sweep for literally everything #I kind of regret putting her in this one for the same reason #unless anyone can come up with a better suggestion I'll probably replace her with kate #but winner in a physical fight is a good idea thank you! #future tournament ideas

[grimgummiesart]

WHenever I make a fan character I always tell myself that I'm gonna do sum interactions between them and canon characters then never do

Anyways I need to change that immediately becuz with each fandom I'm telling myself 'it's gonna be this one NO it's gonna be THIS ONE' and yeahhh

#Gummy rambles #AUGHH and I always have good ideas for interactions n stuff #ANYWAYS I gotta force myself to do it now with my spooky month OCs otherwise I'll regret it later and I got a bunch of good ideas too #that reminds me I gotta post my other spooky month OC later #I forgot to yesterday lol #WAIT I technically did an OC and canon interaction when I did that little doodle of my sona and Bob Velseb but I never posted that lmao

[wispagold]

I've spent all day deep cleaning my bathroom and whitening the grout and all that good shit and I am EXHAUSTED and in pain but also feeling so accomplished

#i'll regret it tomorrow but for now.... :3 #still need to clean the bath and showerhead but thats a job for another day otherwise i'll pass out

[noxtivagus]

guys i've been improving a lot lately i'm happy w myself

#🌙.rambles #I MADE A NEW FRIEND TODAY FR BCS I GOT OVER MY ANXIETY. LIKE FUCK THAT YK 😭😭 no regrets !!!! #i've been. hesitating less lately. just yk being more comfortable being myself fr #i'm.. really happy i've managed to find more peace in that aspect #n i haven't been like. writing as much as i used to. like uh. pushing myself too much to write in order to remember like #in my spotify playlists yk making them organized n i used to be very consistent w writing a lil thing for this playlist i make each day #it's nice but it ended up stressing me for a while. but now i'm so much better. so much kinder to myself #n then w things i haven't done yet.. no i know for sure i'll do them one day. #i've been pushing myself a bit more lately but now not in a stressful way. like yk in a good way like i'm not settling when i know i can #do more n i can manage it n i know i'll be kind to myself while i'm doing it n regardless of the outcome yk? #guys sorry to that new friend i made tho i cannot text ppl like during convos. #LIKE NO WAIT I CAN BUT I LIKE TO THINK A LOT BEFORE I DO INTERACT W OTHERS YK T_T #WHICH IS WHY I GET SO ANXIOUS TYPICALLY WHEN OTHERWISE.. #guys i want to bring back writing letters to each other so badly like i want to. to my future lover can we pls send letters to each other #OR EVEN TO MY FRIENDS BCS LETTERS R JUST SO CUTE YK !!!! A WHOLE LOVE LANGUAGE FOR ME 🥺 #like you can start w smth cute like yk 'dear __' orrr hmm yk decorating the letter hehe n then #writing things w handwriting is so cute ! so personal so sweet ARGHHH #the way i used to like message one of my twt/tumblr friends was often by sending like long messages n thennnn #tumblr asks c: i feel so at home w them yk #i write. long. n GOD IF I WERE TO WRITE LIKE YK ACTUAL LETTERS.. I WANT TO MAKE THEM LIKE #YK THOSE LETTERS THAT THOSE OLD WRITERS USED TO SEND !!!! THEY'RE SO LOVELY #hang on i have smth due in like less than an hour n i'm nearly done just one more simple thing but i got distracted help #DUDEEEE LOOKED AT MY NOTIFS AGAIN N I CAN READ SOME OF THEIR MESSAGES BUT I CAN'T SEE THE PIC ???? #okay this means a lot to them bcs it seems me n apollo r genuinely the first ppl they've met that #are fellow enthusiasts of yk smth personal for majority of their life. GODDAMN #I RELATE W THAT 😭😭 n then i don't mean this in an arrogant or idk egotistical but it seems. me n apollo have been like #special ppl in other's lives..? idk i don't want that to come off the wrong way but.. yeah 🥺 #DUDE I CANT SEE THE PIC YOU SENT AFTER 'DUDE READING ALL YOUR MESSAGES GOT ME LIKE' IN MY NOTIFS N IT'S #DRIVING ME INSANE BCS I HATE INSTAGRAM SO MUCH N HOW IT SHOWS IF YOU'VE SEEN MESSAGES 💀 #hi hello this is me in live action n why making new friends is hard for me :^) I GTG NOW BUT AAAAAAAA I'M PROUD OF MYSELF

[navramanan]

I will never understand people who open a message despite knowing they don't have time to reply at that given moment

#ouhhhhh you guys the way it makes me regret having sent that message in the first place #i said 'damn so you liked my messages but dont reply' and she goes 'i'm busy rn will reply later' actually dont #whole vibe ruined #now i want to delete every app that helps me communicate with people so i dont start hating you #(she wouldnt have said i'll reply later and actually replied if i hadnt reacted btw cuz this has happened multiple times) #sometimes i fr think if it's worth to pit up with little annoyances like this for the sake of a friend that's otherwise great #or if it's better to adress it like hey this behaviour upsets me could you pls not so it #bc it feels like i'm complaining about nothing and giving too strong of a reaction #nesi rants

[taconafide2]

how come people don't think the 'flowers' acheron puts on enemies aren't a dot. babyyyy why do you think she's nihility

#unless they're a separate thing altogether . a debuff w a separate functionality #but idt so honestly... we'll see. #i neeeeed them to work together otherwise i'll regret kafka just a little bit

[six-of-ravens]

actually this is better than i was expecting

#trying to find the will to go to the grocery store now #i will nap when i get back but i gotta go there first. otherwise it'll be busy and I'll regret it

[fifty-ten]

i think i am coming down with the sickness -_-

#my throat has felt weird and kind of sticky since i woke up #then to (coincidentally) increase my misfortune the yolk of the egg i was cooking burst in the pan #but then i cooked a second egg that didn't burst and was delicious. and i put it on leftover noodles and fried rice and it was awesome #well that's not really about my misfortune because it was a delicious lunch. anyways i am once again blaming this #on the neglegence of the government. #because otherwise i'll get really pissed off at my classmates & that's not really helpful for anyone #MORAL OF THE POST: try putting a fried egg on your leftover fried rice and/or noodles. you won't regret it #fiftytenpost