#posting at a late time for me but hopefully its a good time for egg :)

[couch-house]

suggestion for a short comic from @neurotypical-sonic :) "knuckles cloudgazing but by laying on his stomach and looking off the edge of angel island"

#sth #sonic the hedgehog #knuckles the echidna #amy rose #fanart #comic #id in alt text #tagging your sonic blog bc well. sonit :) #posting at a late time for me but hopefully its a good time for egg :) #i tried to take shortcuts to make it easier but comics are harrdddd its just harrdd aughghg

[amorganva]

Putting down my unhinged theories

I voiced all of these during my playthrough but I wanna put them down anyways Lies of P is a game of lies and I often feel like the game itself is trying to lie to us so...... Compiling Theories

Carlo and Romeo didn't die of Petrification disease I honestly believe that something else killed both of them. The Petrification disease is just too much of a convenience and would've been used as a cover up. Why else would the stalker be like "Gemini, get rid of them." "I'm so sorry....I was too late" if it was only Carlo contracting the disease. The pose the body is in to me clearly conveys DEAD. And even if he caught the disease, Mr. Geppetto, the amazing Geppetto of the Workshop Union who sends his son to the MONAD CHARITY HOUSE - Valentinus Monad: Leader of the Alchemists - surely, SURELY he would've gotten a cure for his son/be able to afford it. Hell, Geppetto knew of his daughter, Sophia, and of Simon Manus. He had the connections. Giangio cures Antonia after all and she only dies because her organs were too damaged already so the disease was the thing keeping her alive. If caught early on, Carlo would have lived and given Romeo part of his cure seeing as it's implied that Geppetto didn't very much like Romeo - worded as "a grudge." What this grudge is about - getting his son killed or something else....we don't know yet but hopefully will find out.

2. There's 2 Geminis "Gemini, get rid of them." ...How? He's a cricket guide. Or is he? I honestly think there's a cricket Gemini and a Stalker or puppet Gemini. Or it's one and the same and he's now "atoning" so to speak by helping PCarlo in his cricket form. It feels like Sophia knew Gemini from somewhere because she's like "I see they got Gemini too." And since Sophia knew Carlo as a child from their time at Monad... "Gemini get rid of them" may have been misinterpreted....and subsequently covered up since she was a famous, legendary stalker. Also his name spelled Gemini, to avoid copyright they couldn't go with Jiminy but...they could have also used any other name since most names are based on the original story or versions thereof and the cricket is only ever the cricket. Sticking with Jiminy but spelling it like the astrological twins sign is too much of a coinkydink for me. Gemini was there in the car, the car that Geppetto based his secret workshop in. Mhh..

3. If Camille acted on instinct saving a baby - something beyond her programming - then PuppetRomeo and P are 100% acting on muscle memory from their lives mixed with puppet strength/speed. Which means that Romeo and Carlo were actually pretty good stalkers-in-training. I talked about this in my Romeo appreciation post but I can totally see live Romeo doing fancy moves like that, like he's dancing, and Carlo just wanting to get things done quick and clean. This lends to my theory that something other than a disease must've gotten to at least Carlo because he'd be more skilled than that. (He took down all major puppets and a demigod thing by himself with the occasional Sophia rewind....no way in hell that's just programming, since P is awakening) Then again we don't know how old exactly he was when he died. But Geppetto made him a young adult puppet and the nameless puppet is clearly not a child (assuming it's Carlo's OG body yes?) so it's safe to think he could've handled himself in combat somewhat by that point. Something more powerful did him in and the game is lying to you and I stand by that until the series is finished and I'm either right or have to concede that it just do be like that and his origin story is just kind of "yeah he died. Nothing more than that. Let's get the plot going." But that feels very Un-Neowiz because this world and its characters are full of easter eggs and research and care that I don't think the devs would just handwave something as big as this.

4. Not so much a theory as a comment but imagine seeing the guy you had fun talks with, helped out, nerded out with, listened to music with all of a sudden just kills you and every one of your friends. The evil ending is so devastating and I feel the badest for our girl Eugenie she's so sweet. Eugenie and her country and origin will hopefully get more elaboration, maybe Carlo will sail beyond the seas of Krat. Also that literally no one at the hotel seems to realize P is a puppet. Maybe Antonia since she knew Geppetto. But since you are required to lie and P is a special puppet who can lie....easy mistake to make. Venigni would've realized Law 0 much sooner - that Geppetto can create exceptions. Which also makes the Romeo fight even sadder - because P is exempt every other puppet must attack him...he can't help himself. My bro better be revived with some ergo, we need more of him and I think the devs know by now how popular of a character he is...I think...I hope...(alongside the lords of drip - the BRBH) 5. There's not really a timeskip in the lore. Sophia was trapped for a few years...maybe? She knew Carlo and Romeo since they were children at Monad and she's maaaaybe in her late 20s? early 30s? That means that the time between Carlo's and Romeo's deaths can't have been more than a year or two from when the game started. The King of Puppets was created to cover up the true origin of the Frenzy - that's Romeo and he awakened way before Carlo - his model only looks shabby because he literally exploded into flames, not because it's decades old (if you look at the model textures they might look old and grainy but that's literally everything in this game - look at Ps sock textures).

They were created after Arlecchino - Covenant. Carlo's body proved unstable, volatile - making Geppetto spend more time on a new and improved version of a puppet which is why P looks so human and polished aside from the Legion Arm. I still commend Geppetto for giving his son freckles. He did this for us. Aside from that you'd probably recreate your child the way you knew them and the last G probably heard from his son was the Graduation which would be like 17/18. So he was probably just a little older - like early 20s.

6. Carlo's journey is that of a Heart, a Brain, and Courage. Tying in with the Wizard of Oz, if Dorothy doesn't end up as our player character, I feel like Carlo received his Heart in the first game from Geppetto and Sophia. The second game will focus on recovering more of his memories and personality - the brain. The last game, because it 100% is a trilogy, will focus on the courage to do what's needed to save....Krat? The world? His friends? Who knows - from whatever org Paracelsus belongs to. And then...we go home :)

This is probably why the game has stuck with me well after having played it multiple times. I love it when it gives you material to theorize with but also isn't so open ended that it's not satisfying, that the story is just whatever you want or gives you nothing to work with. Maybe I should do some Link Click crossover doodles mhh.

#lies of p spoilers #lies of p theories #thoughts #lies of p #neowiz

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Its A Game pt. 2

[ A/N ] - Part 2 is here!!! i love it i hope you love it please let me know what you think or if you have an idea for this story let me know otherwise enjoy :)

[ Pairing ] - Harry Styles x Reader!

[ Genre ] - fluff, smut future angst

[ Word Count ] - 2.5k

[ Part one ]

[ Masterlist ]

As much as it may seem, neither of you truly belonged to anyone. You hadn’t had a boyfriend in a long while and Harry was known to have a few flings here and there. You just hoped that this thing between the two of you was more than that. In truth both of you were scared to take that step but Harry seemed do unserious about it. You decided that after the amazing gesture he made last night for your birthday meant that you should give this a real try. Really put your heart out there.

You were spent the next morning when you woke up. Legs sore and heart happy, as well as other parts of you thanks to Harry and his many talents. Your impromptu late birthday celebration lasted well into the early hours of the morning. Cups filled with vodka and mixers swirled up in the passing time. Body parts tangled up with sheets and fabrics and here you were in Harry’s bed just waking up for the day. Peaking one eye open you saw the piled-up duvet and blankets on the opposite side of the bed. You reached your hand out and felt the material with your warm hand and found it to be cool to the touch. A small coy smile played on your lips. The sound of the elevator door opening meant Harry was just arriving back at his flat after leaving for a well-deserved run.

Taking a deep breath, you stretched in the bed. Bones cracking and lengthening all together.

“Ahh there’s the Birthday princess, sleeping beauty herself.” Harry spoke softly as he entered the bedroom. The large bed was being drenched with sun and you looked beautiful. Harry smiled to himself as he sat on the edge of the bed you were laying in. you pushed the duvet down to greet Harry with a proper good morning. Your top half was bare, smooth skin left to ruminate in the bright morning sun. nipples soft and peeking out of the sheet falling from your body.

The two of you shared a sweet good morning and decided it was time to replenish from the night’s activities. The kitchen of the penthouse was exactly as you would expect, eclectic but still modern and earthy, just like the man stood across from you making you eggs. The pan sizzled as he added ingredients, and you sat on the counter next to him. Your legs dangled above the floor and your hands were busy holding your phone.

Social media was no stranger to you. The world of the rich and famous knew you well and you had many friends in the industry. Harrys fans have known you to be spotted with him a few times in the past, but the photos were few and far in between. Like the one a fan account just posted of you and your close friend in your hotel room just a day ago before Harry’s show last night.

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@/harryflorials @yyY/nn3 and her friend @/assa22 before Harry’s show having a dance party.

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Harryfan_1 aww so cute!

Harryfan113 wait…do they know each other?

y/nharryshipper @harry fan113 yesss they’ve been friends for quite some time now. Hopefully more in the future.

You laughed a bit as you tapped the screen to leave a like on the picture. A few seconds later and your phone buzzed for a while as people mentioned you more in the comments. Most comments were nice but of course some people didn’t have nice thoughts about you hanging around “their man”. It made you laugh a bit harder, catching the attention of harry as he finished up placing eggs on a couple plates for the two of you.

“Who is it I have to thank for blessing me with that cute laugh of yours? hmm?” harry moved to stand between your legs and nudge his nose against yours as you giggled again.

“Your fans found me again.”

“Being nice I hope.”

“As nice as fangirls can be I guess.” You looked down at the food and your stomach growled. Harry helped you down from the countertop and sat down with you at the table to eat.

“You don’t have to worry darling I’ll be nice to you.”

The day was simple. After finishing breakfast, you lounged around the penthouse until Harry had to leave for soundcheck. Around 2 you left his penthouse. Your heels were forgotten next to his bed, and you wore a pair of his slippers to drive back to your hotel. You also stole a hoodie but what he didn’t know wouldn’t hut him. You had planned to get ready for the night with some friends of yours. Asara and Penn. Asara has been your friend since diapers the two of you are thick as thieves and don’t do anything without telling the other. Your other friend was Penn, short for Penelope.

The fangirls in your phone were still talking about how you intervened in their relationship with the star. You looked at some of their posts and liked a few tweets. You even shared a selfie to your Instagram story of the buildings moving in the window. Arriving back at the hotel you received a text message from Melissa, well Lizzo as her fans knew her. You met Lizzo about a year and a half ago through Harry and were fast friends. Often times the three of you will meet for dinner. You had seen each other in passing but it was at an award show you did some interviews for where you were introduced to her. The conversation the two of you carried on was short but you learned she would be in your section along with your friends.

Excitement buzzed in your chest as you and your friends threw clothing around the room trying to find outfits for the show. Make up hair supplies and shoes littered the room. Your friend Asara helped you sift through your luggage and soon enough you were in the shower getting ready to doll yourself up for the show. Penn arrived a bit later with more goodies in the form alcohol.

“She wants to ditch us for her man and then spend hours in the shower Asara. It a shame.” Penn joked as she walked past the bathroom.

“Ha-ha. I’m just taking your advice Penn. Weren’t you the one who said I should come on this trip?” you yelled out from the fog that covered the air in the shower. It actually was Penn’s Idea for you to come out here. You probably would have said yes to Harry either way, but Penn made it seem like a life or death situation. Both girls knew about your feelings for the man. How you wanted nothing more than to pleas your deep personal desires and live with him for the rest of your life like a princess. It wasn’t that simple though and you knew that. Harry was complicated but so were you. His list of exes was nothing compared to yours and you guessed that sometimes you could blame that on age.  

The girls on the other side of the wall laughed loudly and it made you smile. Spending time with them like this was your favorite past time. Besides spending time with harry of course. Pretty soon you were out of the shower. A speaker sat on the nightstand near your bed was blaring Asara’s playlist. Lil Wayne, 21 Savage and The Weekend serenaded you as you all dressed. The three of you looked hot. Your outfit was red from head to toe. You wanted Harry to spot you from the stage as you wouldn’t be in the pit tonight.  Asara was wearing an over sided shirt as a dress with black thigh highs. Penn had on a denim miniskirt and matching top with black heals. By the time, all three of you were ready it was time to head out to the venue.

“Okay ladies we need some shots before we go.” Asara was the first to crab the bottle of Casamigos from Penn’s bag. Penn lined up three shot glasses she brought, and you readied your camera. Once the song changed you started recording and the three of you did a cheer and downed the liquid.

“Fuck!” you groaned at the burning sensation and smiled at the warm feeling in your chest. Looking down at your phone you texted the video to Harry. The file sent with a swoosh and almost immediately a chime came back.

“I’m jealous.”

“Lmao you’re going to have some catching up to do after the show tn.”

“Wahh you say that like I’M the light weight. We both know that’s not true.”

“Well then, we’ll settle this later at the bar!”

You giggled at the messages rolled in. swiping out of the conversation you posted a quick photo of the three of you pre showtime fits.

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@yyY/nn3 the girls are back in town!

Photo credit to @/assa22

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Liked by @yyY/nn3, @/assa22, @loopy and 100,564 others…

@/harryflorals paparazzi caught @yyY/nn3 heading to another one of Harrys shows tonight with two of her friends!

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y/nharryshipper wtf she’s so hot!!

Harry_fan33 Harry really has some good taste I see why y’all like her frr!

Harryisbae_ hmmm little sus that she gone to two shows in a row…did she even pay for tickets???? Its givingggg desperate for attention.

The rest of the night was a bit of a blur. The show was amazing you and your friends met up with Lizzo and Sza in your section of the crowd. You all chanted along with the music and even caught Harry’s attention. Madison Square Garden was hue and you felt so proud of him for accomplishing this goal. After the music ceased and he did his first round of talking with the fans he got a question about you from a girl in the crowd.

“what’s your name sweetheart?”

“Emma!”

“Emma, what were you asking just a minute ago?”

“Can we say happy birthday to Y/n?” the girl’s question was met with roaring cheers. Fans screamed as they turned to find you. You giggled and hid behind your friends trying to avoid the attention.

“Absolutely, because I know it will embarrass her. For those of you who don’t know, Y/n is an important friend of mine and it was her birthday a few days ago. So, on a count of 3 we all will scream a big happy birthday.”

“1…2…3! Happy birthday!”

You smiled so hard your cheeks hurt. You couldn’t believe this man. Forcing his fan to wish you a happy birthday. But you had to admit it was a happy birthday. The only thing that would make it better was if you could thank him personally. The grin never left your face the whole rest of the show. Secret waves and words were exchanged between the two of you.

On your left Asara was singing along. Her body catching the beat to Cinema.

“Something in the way you move.”

And you sang back even louder as you turned to dance on her.

“I like it when you dance for me.” Asara placed her hands on your hips and swayed along to the beat with you. Little did you know harry saw the whole thing. Seeing the two of you like that reminded him of when he used to joke about the two of you being lovers. It was innocent he never went too far but the two of you have done everything but be intimate with each other. The sate lights were already hot, and he wasn’t doing himself any favors by watching you grind against your friends. Taking another lap around the stage he was able to conceal his much-needed adjustment of his pants.

 Thankfully for the both of you, you got your wish to thank him in person soon enough. Your entourage was being escorted to a car service ready to take you to a club for an after party. Ny was probable the best place you could think to party. The DJ’s are better than Miami and the people were hotter too. You and your friends arrived at the door before Harry made it. The three of you walked to the door along with Lizzo and she helped you get in. she didn’t stay for long but you do remember after several shots she appeared with Harry at her side. Leaving with a quick goodbye you were left standing in front of a gorgeous man who had no drink in his hand.

“We need to fix that immediately.” You said and pulled him towards your table. The bottle service came fast and left even faster. The music seemed to get louder as ore people joined you. Hid band made an appearance and a few other celebrities you couldn’t remember. Heat was on the rise as harry lead you out to the dance floor. You didn’t remember what song was playing all you knew was that a pair of hands were on your hips. The rings on his fingers gleamed in the sparce lighting.

“Angel, I saw what you did to Asara at my show. Do I get a taste too?” harry whispered in your ear. After 3 rounds of shots and nursing a vodka on the rocks his voice went right between your legs. The bass was beating in time with your heart as you pushed your ass into his hips.

"Tell me, were you always this pretty?" harry asked you as you turned to face him again. You looked perfect. Your corset top pushed your breasts up just so wonderfully and Harry thought he could dive into your cleavage. Your neck was laced with jewelry and all he thought about was how his rings would look next to the silver.

“You think you’re hot shit, don’t you?” you challenged him with those words but your eyes remined playful. “Complementing a girl with that stupid James bond voice.” You poked fun at him but secretly you enjoyed it. How he showered you with his thoughts and even when he did that dumb impression.

“Oh, hush I do it cause I know you like it.” He pulled you closer as he laughed. And he caught your eyes as he held you chest to chest. Harry almost whimpers at the thought of you. How soft your lips would feel on his. How warm your skin is. His mouth almost drooling at the image of your legs in a vice grip around one of his hands. Your body trembling from how hard you’ve came. His fingers wet from touching you. Leaning forward he dips you slightly and locks you into a deep kiss.

As the night progressed after the kiss things did get a bit wild. The alcohol was flowing and little blank pills started floating around and the appeal of white lines crossed both your minds briefly.

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@/harryflorals Harry kissing on a lucky girl last night after the show!

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Harryfan45 wait a minute who is thisssss

Harry_fan33 OMG IS THAT Y/N!!

y/nharryshipper  @yyY/nn3 miss gurl you got some splainin to do!

#harry styles #harry styles imagine #harry styles one shot #harry styles smut #harry styles x black!reader #hslot 2023 #harry styles fanfiction #harry styles fluff #harry styles x reader #harry styles x reader smut

[across-violet-skies]

so lately I've seen a lot of things about lu wild and people's opinions and stuff and I thought maybe I'd add my two cents in a way that (hopefully, if I can articulate my thoughts well) won't make anyone upset. feel free to scroll past this or whatever I just thought I would share my view :)

semi long post under the cut!!

so. wild. first off, I like him. he's fun, he got me into lu in the first place, his games are my favorite in the series, all of that.

he's popular and unpopular all at once. generally, according to a poll I ran recently where I asked for people's least favorite lu link and why, people who like wild the least (which doesn't necessarily mean they dislike him, mind you) said it was mostly bc he's just so popular.

which... yeah, ok. he has the most content I'd say, so that checks out. but I also think the problem (if there even is one?? I'm unclear) is NOT that there's too much content for Wild, but rather that the amount of content he has is just so much more compared to the rest of the links.

basically, I think the amount of Wild content is fine, but it's more about how little content there is for everyone else.

Wild fics are fine. wild fics are good! great, even. I've written some myself. you can't have too much I would say, but you CAN have not enough content for other characters, and I think that's where people have issue with it.

and yeah, the other links aren't as popular, so it makes sense that there'd be less fics. but also there's a chicken and egg situation here: is wild more popular bc of more content, or is there more content bc he's more popular (this literally doesn't matter. I'm looking too far into it. it's 1 am please excuse my rambles)

but also... any wild content seems to be more consumed? if that makes sense? like take my writing for example:

two fics in a series together, two stories, around the same length, about similar subjects, written around the same time. one of these fics is wild-centric, and the other is hyrule-centric. I'm sure you can tell which one is which. (also, stats aren't everything. I'm happy with both of these stories, it's just an example to show the difference!)

the wild-centric fic has about 3x as many views, over twice as many kudos, and over twice as many bookmarks than the hyrule-centric one. the hyrule-centric fic has more comments and is part of a collection.

(these fics can be found here (wild) and here (hyrule). shameless self promotion)

anyways... yeah. again, I don't think there's a problem with people writing/enjoying wild content. always create for what you love! however, I think a lot of the dislike/less like of wild stems from the fact that any other character just doesn't have as much content available. I don't think it's the actual content or character that people take issue with.

(and again, I like wild. he not my favorite, but he's certainly not my least favorite. he's somewhere in the middle for me, maybe towards the favorite end more but still in the middle)

I hope this made at least some sense if you read this far!! I don't want to upset anyone so feel free to discuss things with me. I'm typically pretty easygoing online so don't be afraid to mention something I mightve glossed over or worded poorly, but just please be kind and respectful to other people because ultimately, its just an opinion/thoughts on other people's opinions and other people are ofc valid if they disagree :)

#also let me be clear: i wont tolerate any hate. you can ofc express opinions and all that just please do not get aggressive or hateful #im not trying to upset people and hopefully nothing i said was too controversial. i think it was mostly facts? #i hope nobody is upset by this #linked universe #lu wild

[ophexis]

I am alive! After a long delay (forced to work in office for 2 weeks killed me), here's my post on the chosen dnd cookbook recipe!!! lmao

I chose to make the Vedbread! They're mushroom rolls with cheese. Not exactly a meal by themselves, but I just really wanted to try them so bad lmao

The recipe calls for a different kind of mushroom but they say you can use shiitake, so that's what I went for. I had to buy a lot of shiitake sdfsg

Anyway, let us begin!

First thing to do is to dice the mushroom. I unfortunately don't have a food processor yet so I had to do it by hand. It...took a while.You cook the mushroom with salt and butter until the moisture is gone and they're all nice and grilled. You also dice some shallots and cook them with! And finally when this is all cooked you remove from the heat and add parmesan and fresh thyme. I'll admit I didn't feel like spending the extra money for fresh parmesan so I just used the cheap stuff I had in my fridge, which I admit probably changed the flavor but it was still tasty so wtv!

While this is cooking and smelling delicious you prep the dough. Shred some gruyère and all that.

The shredded cheese goes directly into the dough! It's a chunky dough. You have to knead it just enough thats its smooth and incorporated. Then you have to spread it in a rectangle, which was somewhat challenging due to my lack of tools and preparation lmao. Ignore the ball of saran wrap I dont wanna talk about it

Then you spread the mushroom mixture all over this nice rectangle!

Struggle number 2, rolling it up in an even tube! Mine was not even at all but it was a tube! Then you have to try and cut it into equal pieces. Mine were....not equal pieces but the show much go on! They tell you to trim off and discard the ends but since there's no eggs in the dough I just ate it. Which legally I can't recommend bc raw flour can also be bad for you (more likely to, iirc) so do as I say, not as I do!

FINALLY you place them side-up on a baking sheet and brush them with an egg wash! And then you pop them in the oven!!! And then you take them out and be in awe and the delicious rolls you have just created!!

These were super good! And I'm saying as someone who generally doesn't like cooked mushrooms, but I've been making an effort with shiitake lol. If you like the general flavor of shiitake but don't really like the texture of cooked mushrooms, I really liked these bc the mushrooms are minced really small! The cheese is also really good. They kept SUPER well at room temp in an airtight container and they reheat in the oven really quickly and for the entire week that I've eaten them they tasted always fresh after a little trip in the oven. This was definitely a nat20 on recipe choice!

Those of you who were looking forward to this I apologize for the time it took but I changed projects at work and it's been a nightmare lmao. I'll probably be stuck in office for a week and a half soon again so I probably won't do the next poll within that time, but hopefully soon. I might do a noodle recipe from one of the star wars cookbooks tho just cuz i feel like it. I haven't actually cooked a whole lot lately bc of work :'D So I kinda miss it. Anyway I hope that was mildly entertaining, and get out there and make yerself any kind of bread rolls bc everybody deserves breadrolls. (Cough cough check out misohungrie's video if you want the precise recipe cough cough)

#Phex cooking adventures

[bangct]

Doesn't care |MYG|

Pairing: idol!Yoongi x Fem reader

Genre: nsfw slight fluff

Summ: after having surprised your boyfriends on their vacation trip, an unexpected situation happens when you least expect it, hopefully, Yoongi does not care and is eager to help.

Warning: sex while menstruating, unprotected sex (be safe guys) somno (consent is key) poly relationship, reader is horny af and I blame it on her period.

Word count : 14k (sorry again 😖)

a/n: So, hi again, I'm posting this drabble since I'm working on my the In the soop series, and its taking me more than expected, so I hope this keeps you anticipating, I appreciate good feedback, but remember, be constructive not destructive <3

It was one of the greatest questions of mankind.

To be or not to be?

Was it the chicken or the egg first?

Would it be a good idea to have sex while having your period?

It wasn't for sure a daily question, because from the time you became aware of that bizarre process of your body and mind, you also became aware of the reactions to it.

From your alarmed teenage brother "You're bleeding to death!" at the sight of a stain on your pajama pants, to years later, the "Ew, but it's blood" from your first boyfriend.

Yes, it was blood.

Blood like the kind that covered almost every damn movie of the resident evil saga that both your first boyfriend and your brother watched with enthusiasm.

But no, it was yours that one who made them cringe.

You sighed letting your arms fall to either side on the mattress. It had been a week since you arrived to the mountains where your boyfriends where filming their much needed vacation. Your period arrived unexpectedly and you really never had that conversation, you just assumed that there was no sex during menstruation, since most guys didn't like it, so you never asked your current partners about it.

What was the problem now? Well, you had been as horny as a cat in heat for almost 4 days.

And of course, your boyfriends weren't much help, specially the cute motherfucker sleeping next to you.

You turned your head slightly on the pillow to look at that dangerous little bastard. He could easily look like an angel, with his sweet features, almost feminine in how fine they were.

But Min Yoongi was cruel.

When he pretended not to notice the effect his distracted glances, pouts or slight smiles had on you.

Yoongi was surrounded by that fake indifference that could have you kicking on the floor for his attention and the most you'd get was a lazy look and a "Behave, you idiot."

That's how adorable Min Yoongi was..

But let's rewind a little and see how it all started...

You met him by mistake, and a mistake that brought to you the best years of your life, you were only 18 when you moved to Korea and decided to apply for a job as a makeup artist, you were part of a company who later got absorbed by the Bighit company, so you forcefully had to see them, despite not being a fan of the mainstream kpop groups, you decided to give it a chance. Of course you got along pretty fast, being the youngest made it easier for you. Everything happened so fast, it was the youngest of them, Jungkook who decided to risk it all and shoot his shot, inviting you to dinner, of course you couldn't deny, it was a friend after all, but again, you couldn't deny your feelings, feelings you though you didn't have.

So long story short, you started dating Jungkook, and after a few months, it happened. You were at the company late at night, working there for a long time brought you more responsibilities, now you were part of the creative team and you had more work to do, so essentially, you needed to be there to get work done. That night, you happened to be walking around the guys studios, and the sweet sound of a melody caught your ear, it was Yoongi's piano, it was so late and you were so tired, you couldn't help but get close to hear. His door was opened, which was weird since it never was, you apologized for interrupting but surprisingly he asked you to enter, another weird thing since you were almost sure he didn't like you, he was just so cold and quiet around you, so you never really approached him properly.

—You should be home, what are you doing here?

He asked looking almost annoyed by your presence.

—I have work to do, I want to finish as much as possible, I didn't want to interrupt, I just heard the melody and couldn't help but get close I'll go now, in sorry...

You turned back to the door but his hand on your wrist stopped you, he dragged you and made you sit on the small bench.

He sad beside you and began to play, you were speechless, of course you were aware of the talent he had, and it was mesmerizing for you to hear him play and rap. Again, it all happened so fast yet you remember everything single thing as it was yesterday, he was playing and looked almost irreal, you were dating Jungkook, so you didn't know why those thoughts were appearing, you didn't notice the way he was looking at you, neither how close he was getting, one thing lead to another and when you least expected it, he kissed you, he closed the distance between you two and pressed his lips against yours, what where you doing?...

Tht night, you left without saying a word, feeling like a traitor for doing Jungkook so wrong, it was months later, when you found out, it was Jungkook's idea for that to happen, at first, you were angry because of how that made you feel, but later, you realized how if that didn't happen you wouldn't be where you are today.

And speaking of today... The memories of all those shared kisses between the two of you weren't helping your actual state.

You sighed remembering all that and couldn't help but think back to your first time with him.

Oh, that didn't improve your condition.

You sighed turning over in bed while Yoongi mumbled something in his sleep.

You pouted as you watched his sleepy face. His straight dark hair falling over his forehead. That perfect curve of his eyes, the adorable childlike shape of his little face, his small, pink lips hiding the sweetest smile you'd ever seen. And you couldn't help but lean in to kiss him softly. His eyelids twitched and you thought he would wake up, but soon his body relaxed back into deep sleep.

You should leave him alone.

Your failed again as you slowly pulled the comforter away from his body and lowered yourself to rest your head on his stomach. You smiled as you felt his belly rise and fall to the sound of his quiet breathing and then decided that Yoongi was too sexy to sleep in peace that morning.

Your hand descended to his gray sweatpants (which he had bought to sleep in because Yoongi hated to play sports and only did it in very specific situations) toward his crotch area. Your fingers ran along the fabric of the pants and you raised an eyebrow as you felt the hardness of dick beneath it. You bit your lower lip as your fingers molded to the shape of it and began to stroke gently moving your hand up and down.

A soft moan came from Yoongi's mouth and you laughed softly watching him sigh at the pleasant sensation. He was awake, but the sleepy smile he had on gave you the green light to play alone for the moment.

You licked your lips, stopping your hand movement to pull the pants down. You knew perfectly well that Yoongi only wore underwear when strictly necessary, so you weren't surprised that he wasn't wearing them.

His morning wood popped free, flopping onto his stomach. Your fingers grasped it again, this time feeling the warmth of his skin and you continued to stroke. The tip had a lovely dark pink color that was gradually fading as it moved down Yoongi's off-white colored shaft. That pale hue made the veins mark bluish under his skin and you loved it.

You were caressing in rapt fascination as if you were looking at a work of art by Renoir himself, but no, you were talking about Yoongi's dick.

You leaned in slowly, still stroking until your lips were pressed to the underside of his penis, almost at the end of the shaft and you kissed slowly, making sure they were tongue kisses. You moved up slowly, going all the way up the shaft and looked up to find Yoongi with his eyes fixed on you.

—Oh, keep going, pretend I'm not here.

He said, raising an eyebrow.

—I see you two are getting along really well.

You laughed softly, shook your head and watched his smile appear.

Every time he smiled, you wanted to eat it up.

No, not his smile.

You parted your lips to press the tip into them and Yoongi held his breath, hissing through his teeth. His knees bent a little and you repositioned yourself between his now spread legs to give you better access. You closed your eyes and decided to lose yourself in Yoongi's delicious salty taste, your head bobbing up and down in a slow but intense rhythm. That low sound coming from Yoongi's throat was extra motivation and every time he moaned it was a small victory for you. His fingers buried themselves in your hair, caressing it lovingly as you sucked, licked and kissed his erection passionately. You pulled it out of your mouth, never taking your eyes off Yoongi and with a smile, descended until your tongue caressed one of his testicles. Yoongi moaned throwing his head back on the pillow and you continued to lick and play with your tongue on his testicles while your hand masturbated his hard and now wet member by your saliva and his pre-seminal fluid.

—Fuck . He gasped, gritting his teeth

—What's wrong with you this morning?

You laughed softly, clearing your mouth so you could answer.

— I don't know, maybe it's my period.

You rested your hand on the mattress and with the other you grabbed his erection from the base to keep it still while you licked the tip briefly.

—My hormones are a bit altered...

You put the tip in your mouth listening to Yoongi's moan and resumed the rhythm by licking and sucking the sensitive head of his erection for about twenty seconds before pulling away for a few seconds and putting it back in your mouth, this time with the intention of seeing how deep you could take in his member.

You felt his whole body tense up at your attempt and his fingers tighten in your hair as your stubbornness ended up causing you to gag and you had to pull away coughing with tears in your eyes.

Mental note: Don't try to do everything you see in porn.

—Are you okay?

Yoongi sat up with a jump, leaning over you to check you weren't dying while you caught your breath.

Wow, nothing was as sexy as watching you struggle to keep from drowning like a trout out of water. You thought sarcastically.

—Better?

—Yes... yes.

—Good.

Your body was suddenly in the air for a few seconds before hitting the mattress so hard that you bounced off and it took you a few seconds to understand that it was Yoongi who had literally thrown you against him.

His mouth pressed against yours aggressively as he positioned himself on top of you and his lips moved down your neck as his hands kneaded your breasts on top of your clothes shamelessly.

—Yoongi...

you gasped, unable to help but find it difficult to speak while he was touching you like that. You heard a "huh" in your neck and your breath cut off as you felt his erection on your stomach.

— I...I got my period and....

He pulled away and you guessed he had forgotten that detail, with the way he was trying to fuck you.

—Is it because it hurts?

He said, looking at you.

—Ehmm...What?

—Singing in C major...

He rolled his eyes, looking almost annoyed

—C'mon, you know what I mean , what else would it be, doing it on your period.

You blinked in confusion.

—No... well, yes. I don't know. I've never done it. How should I know?

Yoongi frowned looking even more confused than you.

—What do you mean, you've never...? I thought you didn't want to do it because it hurt!

—What!? No! It was because men don't want to...you know, when the battlefield is all... bloody....

—What the fuck are you talking about?

Yoongi looked at you as if you were saying the Earth was flat, between a mixture of bewilderment and "you're a dumb ass". You loved him even when he used that expression.

—You know what? You can explain it to me later, I don't have the time right now.

You opened your eyes wide, parting your lips to ask him to wait but he didn't give you time to react. Your pants came down along with your panties and you were afraid to imagine what it would be like down there but you couldn't focus on the fear much longer because Yoongi had already penetrated you.

Then you realized that sound came out of your mouth.

You squealed.

Yoongi stood still and you could see the tension in his face when he didn't know how to interpret your scream.

—Are you...?

—FUCK YES.

A small chuckle of relief escaped him and his hands went to your hips clutching them in place to stop you moving and he began to set a slow but steady rhythm, starting softly.

You closed your eyes, whimpering his name, in pleasure. You couldn't quite explain what was happening but it was as if your sensitivity had increased threefold and you could feel even the texture of Yoongi's veins as he penetrated you.

Fuck, it was as if your vagina was so awake that all it needed to do was talk.

Your body squirmed as you moaned so loudly that someone in the building would probably have woken up because of you.

You couldn't have cared less though.

Yoongi's hands rested on either side of your head and he lowered himself until his face was inches from yours. You thought he wanted to kiss you, so you raised your head towards him but one of his hands clutched your jaw with some roughness, while the intensity of his eyes burned you.

—Don't you ever ask me again, let alone assume that anything about you or your body disgusts me, do you understand?

The grip on your jaw tightened to borderline painful and you loved it. You moaned softly closing your eyes as the rhythm of his hips continued and nodded weakly.

—Good, now turn around so I can fuck you properly.

You gasped as he released your face, so hard that your head fell back on the pillow and you hurried to sit up to follow his orders as soon as he was out of you.

As you did so, you caught the image of him naked, his firm erection stained red and his eyes full of desire. Something inside you grew warmer with that image. He didn't care.

He doesn't care.

You turned around, positioning yourself on your hands and knees and soon felt Yoongi lining up at your entrance to thrust inside you.

From then on there was no coherent thought. One of his hands gripped your hips, the other gathered your hair into a ponytail which he pulled frequently as he fucked you fast and hard from behind.

You whimpered, pleaded, moaned and screamed, but nothing seemed to arouse Yoongi's pity.

Until it was too much.

You cum like you could never remember before in your life and you were sure it might as well have been a micro faint when you fell onto the mattress. Yoongi carefully pulled out of you and ordered you not to move for a few seconds, until you felt the warm thickness of his cum fall on your back and ass. You heard his gasps as he patiently stroked himself, spilling every last drop on you.

Once he was done, he collapsed beside you on the mattress and looked down at you with a smile before moving in to kiss your lips sweetly.

You felt a warmth in your chest. Maybe it was your hormones making you too sentimental (among other things) or maybe it was the realization that Yoongi loved your body and your nature as a woman so much that your femininity was not a restriction to him.

You were always complaining that it wasn't, but the truth was that Yoongi was so romantic.

—a hundred and thirty five.

You furrowed your brow without understanding what he meant.

—Wh-what?

—On average, one fuck a day, during the four days of your menstruation, multiplied by the years we've been together. That's a hundred and thirty five fucks you owe me.

Okay, you might as well leave it at that Yoongi had his own unique way of being romantic.

And you loved it.

#bts x reader #hoseok x reader #jungkook x reader #jimin x reader #seokjin x reader #namjoon x reader #taehyung x reader #bangtan smut #yoongi x reader #bts au #bts yoongi #bts suga #bts x female reader #yoongi #yoongi fluff #yoongi smut

[cowshampoo]

I don't know which of my mutuals are comfortable with it but I'm making a post for y'all right now to express my appreciation in a silly way and if you don't like it tell me how I can express it for you otherwise. Let me learn yalls love languages and let me love you.

Anyways here goes. (this got way too long so I'm putting it under the cut)

Mutuals, I am kissing you on the mouth (silly). I'm in love with you. We are going to the grocery/convenience store and buying candy and snacks and stuff. I'm making you dinner. I'm playing with your hair and giving you hugs. We are cuddling under a heated weighted blanket. We are baking cookies. You have eggs and sugar and fuzz in your hair and I pick it out like monkeys do with bugs. I'm giving you a blanket or my hoodie when you're cold. We're both too tired to cook so I'll trim the chicken and chop the veggies and you do the seasoning and the oven. We're trading life stories and getting high. We play with our OCs like dolls and watch cartoons or shitty TV. We sing along to old rock songs and sit in silence. We gush over our cute pets and plants you tell me which fictional character you want to screw the most. We make our own constellations with a bag of old glow-in-the-dark stars we found in the basement. We make stories about those constellations. We're dancing silly whiteboy bad style. We're battling with nerf guns and lightsabers. We put on noise cancelling headphones when the noisy ass cars are dragging down the street. We find the neighbor's outdoor cat (he escaped again) and pet him and take pictures. We're getting drunk and riding the bus home. Hopefully we don't get lost because we can't afford an uber. We go volunteering, maybe at the shelter, and we fantasize about adopting the animals that cling to us the most, or maybe the ones that are scared and hiding from us because we want them to not be scared anymore.

You're a mother struggling to get her stroller out the bus door so I pick up the other end to help you out. You thank me with a smile and I get back on the bus because this isn't my stop but I love you and your kid and your kid's otter stuffie. You're strangers to me.

We get heart-shaped swag glasses from the condom manufacturer's tent at the pride parade festival thing. We trade lipsticks and I do your eyebrows.

We go to an empty movie theatre and talk and dance and get separate popcorn because you always add too much butter.

I give you the yellow skittles because they're your favorite and my least favorite.

We go to a haunted house and you squeeze my hand when you get to scared and I make a joke to make it a little less scary.

I go through old jewelry boxes during spring cleaning and find a bracelet I know you would love. Maybe you don't wear it but you keep it anyways because you know I love you.

There's a hairdye stain on the shower curtain from when we got a little too wild. It won't come out in the wash and I'm glad.

I sew patches on your jacket and you buy me lunch.

You help me pack up my things. There's not enough room in my new apartment for all my stuffed animals. I give you my giant Squirtle because it's your favorite and I know you'll take good care of him.

You break your favorite coffee mug. I don't have real gold but I glue it back together and paint the seams with glitter kintsugi style. It won't hold water anymore so it sits on your desk holding your pens.

We go to the thrift store - I try on a silly hat and learn the hard way that the ribbon on it is held in place by sharp pins. It's cold out and we don't have gloves so I hold your hands and try to warm them up with my own. The bus is late and it's raining and cold so we wait in the 7/11 and hope the bus takes its time.

You're clawing your way out of a rough patch but your room is a disaster so I help you clean it. You're embarrassed by the sheer amount of instant food wrappers and dirty dishes on the floor but I don't mind.

You call me drunk because your date ditched you and you don't feel safe heading home alone. I pick you up with icecream and a movie and we watch it in our pajamas. You don't want to wash the makeup off your face so I bribe you with a fancy face scrub and we treat ourselves well for the night.

We play old videogames we've had for years that are only fun together. We go out stargazing. You're nervous about a date and I help you pick out an outfit and hype you up for it. If your partner doesn't treat you well I threaten to kick their ass even though we both know I'd lose in a fight. I might just do it anyways.

We go to the skatepark and I try to learn to skateboard. It's not going well. We mostly sit at the top of the ramp and talk. I tell you about a game you don't really like but I do and you tell me about a band I don't like but you do and we listen to each other. We disagree on things and we have our own opinions and we're people but we love each other and we talk nice and hanging out is fun.

I text you after months of not talking and we get coffee together. We're still friends and we're still in love.

I tell you that I'm in love with you and you know I mean it. I love you as a sibling, a friend, a stranger, a mentor. I love you and I want you to know that. I love you and I want to do all these things with you. I love you and I want you to be happy. I want to make you happy. I love you and I'll love you tomorrow and I'll love you when we're strangers again.

I hope this makes sense. I'm rambling now. I'm trying to remind myself that I'm in love with things.

Remember that you love things, too. I think it helps.

#to summarize: #we are silly and we are humans and we are in love and we do things #we hang out and help each other and be happy #and that is enough #i feel like i should tag this as something but i don't know what

[sardonic-sprite]

I'm Back!

Wow, so Lent is over now, so my tumblr fast is also over and I'm still a little in shock, lol. I had hoped the past six weeks? I don't know, Time is weird, would be more productive but at least I got SOME stuff written/posted. Anyway, I have one more month of school and then fucking FINALS so expect sporadic updates at idiot-o-clock hours of the night, and maybe yell at me to sleep, eat, study, or drink water whenever i do post 😅

I am up to SO EFFING MANY wips rn on so many different fronts you guys have no freaking idea 😭 so here's a status report for EVERYTHING on or going on sardonic_sprite. (Its gonna be a monster post, y'all, bear with me)

in absolutely no particular order:

Wayne4Ham: We have a LONG way to go with this one, so just be patient and I'll slowly but steadily plug on through. Aaron Burr, Sir, should theoretically take me no longer than end of april

Wayne-Crazy: there's like 4 specific requests on it, plus a few 'series' i started, but after those, say 6-7, i'll probably mark as complete and only re-open if someone offers me an idea

Batman Beginners: i'll tell y'all up front, this one will take me forever. i don't even know what all I intend to cover, but know that i'm halfway done with the DITF arc, and it'll probably come out in the next two months

Just A Kid: this was my shits-and-giggles fic that got like 3000 notes in a weekend lmao. it's something i do intend to continue bc its so fun and i enjoy the concepts in it, but i don't have plans to actively write more of it in the immediate future.

Rev Wayne: just gave y'all Jason's fic, so the next probably won't come until late in summer, extrapolating from my few data points. if anyone has ideas for timmy's intro, let me know, i'd love some inspiration

Celeb Batwaynes: reported separate from wayne-crazy for reasons. i think theres like 12 specific requests plus 2 ideas of my own. i may put out a poll for the next one to write, but not until after school's out, because these fics are HUGE time-eaters for me. speaking of, are non-tumblr-users able to vote on polls?

Welcome to Gotham U: this was again, me doing shit bc why not. will probably add more in the style that i first posted, but i doubt i will write any prose for it. if you would like to give it a try, please reach out, i'd love to see what you write!

One Diamond: every time i touch this i make the cliffhanger worse lmao. i finally do have a direction, but execution is gonna have to wait a while.

The Young, Innocent, and Righteous: this is mostly just for me anyway, but i'm just gonna say that i'm waiting until i finish watching miraculous season 5 before i go any further

AS you wish: i have 5 more requests to do and i am so sorry to everyone waiting you do not deserve this lmao. i promise im trying, i love your ideas, it just takes me a really long time to fill in the rest and then actually write it. the next one on my list is particularly hard to pin down and so it's halting the ones behind it to. if not before, then after finals i will sit and bang my head on the keyboard until something good comes out

Light Isn't Fadin': soooooo many people have asked me about this one oof. SOMEDAY, i swear. right now its a huge, nebulous, hulking monster and im sorry it's just not happening yet.

A christmas carol: wait until december. please

Father's Day: june.

A Little Problem: over the summer, i will watch marvel movies until they once again hijack my brain and fuel this to completion. maybe.

easter eggs: how the fuck did i forget this lmao. i'm doing as much as i can in april, but when the month is done, i'm sorry, we'll all be waiting until next lenten season. hopefully it won't come to that.

aaaaand i THINK that's finally it. there's also a bunch of random paragraphs in word and google docs that may appear, not to mention ideas that kidnap me in dark alleys. but i also have like a good half dozen other wips for other places that im trying to attend to, so please be forgiving if it seems like its taking a while to post something as sprite.

as always, i love questions, comments, concerns, even some complaints, so feel free to interact.

See ya when I see ya!

sprite

#sprite said #sprite's plan #wip update #status report

[thesemiprofessionalkonditor]

Another shit weekend another late post. But whatever.

Today we make a favourite of mine...

Cake in a jar!

Good to take in the go/transport and easily portioned. As well as easily modified.

My go to is lemon-mousse but you can easily use any kind of mousse or flavored whipped cream.

For lemon-mousse you will need:

Any kind of cake layers(sponge cake is easiest)

Whipped cream

Grated Chocolate(optional but gives a great contrasting taste)

Lemon curd

For the lemon curd you will need:

250ml lemon juice

250g sugar

4 eggs

5 egg yolks

120g cold butter

Seperate your 5 yolks and add everyting except the butter into a medium sized sauce pan. Crank the heat to medium to high heat and stir constantly, preferably with a whisk until the mixture starts to thicken. Lower the heat and continue stirring. Stop occasionaly and check for big bubbles. The go: blubb blubb... Plop! Caution: they might splatter. Once you see the bubbles, kill the heat and add your cold butter. Keep stirring until it is all combined and put aside to cool for a bit. Half an hour or so should be enough to be able to use it for the mousse. Stir occasionally to stop any skin from forming and to make sure it cools evenly.

In the meantime prep your cake layers. Make sure they are not too thick, maybe half a centimeter or... 0.19 inches... But centimeters are easier to measure😅. If you don't have a ruler... About half your thumb thickness. Take your jar and just use it as a kind of cookie cutter amd cut out as many layers as you need. Alternatively use a cookie cutter the same diameter of your jar. You will have cleaner edges but that is the only difference.

Whip up your cream with a bit of sugar and if you have it a bit of vanilla. Once your lemon curd is cool enough take a whisk and add one tablespoon of the curd at a time. Five tablespoons will probably be enough for about 200ml of whipped cream.

(You will have a ton of curd left. But don't worry. It will keep in the fridge for at least a week but I usually use/eat it all befor it can go bad.)

Now. Your whipped cream WILL have turned a bit runny. That is OK! After all, everything will be contained in a jar. If you want to use it normally (not in a jar cake) you can use gelatin or agar agar to make it keep its shape or you can fold some melted white chocolade into it. The chocolate will solidify once you put it in the fridge to set an keep everything in its place.

It is time to assemble!

Now this is up to your preference. You can start woth a layer of mousse and then the cake or the cake first and then the mousse. But I like to put a layer of cake in, then a layer of mousse and, for a little extra a dollop the curd. Then another layer of cake and repeat until the jar is full. If you opted for the grated chocolate, you can add that at any point after whipping up the cream. I like to layer it in wherever but always add some on top. Done.

Put your jars in the fridge until you are ready to eat/go. They will keep for about 2-3 days in the fridge but after that you should be careful. Because of the lemon you will probably not notice if the cream went bad so make sure to test befor hand. If you are unsure toss it. But keep the jar😅 they are quite useful.

Here another picture with a chocolate sponge instead of vanilla and in smaller jars.

Hope you try it for yourself. I made the ones from the first picture today and all in all that took me about one and a half hours. I did use storebought sponge cake. There is absolutely no shame in that.

And with that Tüdelü and till next Saturday(hopefully😅😇).

#thesemiprofessionalkonditor #baking #lemon #cake in a jar #why can't everyone use the metric system? #it is so much easier

[enby-mama]

I barely know where to start, but I guess we'll start with a bit of back story.

My lovely spouse and I have been married for almost a year now. While we've been happy, we have come up against a few challenges too. Within this last year, we've had 3 miscarriages, all within the 4-7 week window (right on the line between a chemical pregnancy (when an egg is fertilized but fails to properly implant and doesn't make it) and a true miscarriage). We booked a specialist appointment after the most recent one (which was in February) and that appointment is in about a week from when I'm writing this.

I hadn't had a cycle since the most recent miscarriage, and they often take a little longer to show up, and for hormones to level out, so I didn't think much of my cycle being almost 2 weeks late, as after previous miscarriages it sometimes took up to 2 months for the cycle to return to normal. I had been sick with a flu so I didn't really notice the morning sickness or the achiness or tiredness like I had with the earlier pregnancies. All of them I knew before we took tests, I just knew. This one I chalked up feelings to being sick, and even though the possibility of me being pregnant had crossed my mind, I mentally handwaved it as just being sick plus hormones not lining up yet, nothing out of the ordinary.

But after I started to feel better from my flu but nausea, insomnia, and exhaustion remained, I decided I should probably take a test and well!

Looks like we're expecting! With everything involved its hard to figure out conception time, so I'm not sure how far along we are, but my tracking app estimates about 7 weeks. If that is accurate, it's the furthest we've got so far and I'm very hopeful that this one stays. Our specialist appointment is coming up, so hopefully we can talk to them and we can see why the miscarriages happened, and what we can do to prevent future ones.

If this dating is accurate, our due date should be somewhere between end of November and beginning of December. (Different apps estimate Nov 26-dec 4). Will have to wait till we get an ultrasound and blood work to determine fetal age.

I also wasn't able to contact my dr yet due to everything being closed Easter weekend, hopefully they're able to get me in for ultrasound and blood work before my specialist appointment. I also need to cancel an MRI I had coming up as they're not recommended in the first trimester, as well as the fact that I'm very claustrophobic and can't do an MRI without an Ativan, which is also not pregnancy safe. Also the MRI was a follow up to a previous MRI that was checking for damage after I had a head injury last year and was continuing to have post concussion syndrome symptoms a year on almost, and they found pituitary swelling, and wanted a follow up. Apparently the pituitary gland also just swells durring pregnancy apparently so that might just be that and not require a follow up after all. Will see.

For now were just waiting till Tuesday when it's time to make like 6 phone calls to sort things out and make sure we're ready. My spouse and I are reading through what to expect when you're expecting, and doing more research as we get ready.

We've not told our families just yet though... After so many miscarriages the risk of another is high enough I don't want to get their hopes up only to immediately dash them. Also somewhat selfishly I can't stand pitying, and find it easier to handle losses if I don't have people walking on eggshells around me or constantly talking about it. Once we have done blood work and ultrasounds and we've confirmed everything is looking good and our specialist thinks we're out of the woods, it's time to tell the family! My parents are going to be thrilled! This will be their second grandchild (my brother has an almost 4 year old boy), and my in-laws first.

Idk if anyone will follow this blog at all, but I look forward to having a record of these special days, and I can't wait to meet my little one! See you soon baby!

(also note for anyone just finding this blog, know that shitty remarks, abuse, or just assholery will not be tolerated. This blog is gonna be a safe space to talk about pregnancy and parenting and I will not tolerate shit stirring)

#pregnancy #parenting #new blog #millenial parent

[earth2carmen]

I haven't really been posting tbh I kinda forgot about this shit my life been so busy lately just work work work I dont have any days off I work 7 days a week, 2 jobs and one of them is third shift which in itself its hard asf not bc the job is hard but because I have to stay up until 7 am and come in at 10 or 11 depending on what they schedule me on, I have lost 15 pounds since feb 19th or around that date and its now march 5th so that's really good, at this rate ill be at my goal weight soon. just gotta keep consistent that's the key. my diet has literally been consisting of a sf vanilla iced coffee from McDonalds, gateroade zero, bacon and egg salad and sometimes if im feeling crazy LMAO a Big Mac w out the bun. so basically staying under 25 carbs a day, I found keto bread so that w sum better. I be fucking that shit up, I have to get on top of my school work bc I haven't been doing it. me and my moms relationship hasn't gotten any better , we joke and have fun but after an hour we can't be together its too painful, we argue and fight like so bad. we can't be around each other for long and that hurts. I love my mom but im seeing that its toxic for us to be together and I know I am part of the problem no matter how much we make each other laugh its not worth the damage and strain it puts on our relationship and each other. with that being said I am not cutting her off I just need to set extremely healthy and stern boundaries. I can't allow myself to suffer anymore. I need to rest even if it means being lonely. im tired for fighting for peace. if she won't change certain behaviors its up to me to remove myself. hopefully one day we can truly mend but after I told her about what happened to me and she said I was lying, I truly felt a small piece of myself remove myself from her, I felt so detached and just in overall shock, I never would have thought she would do that EVER. after she said that the next day she was still mad at me and this carried on until later that day and she acted like nothing happened, we haven't spoken of it since and I won't bring it up but definitely that changed my outlook on her. and its so hard when I work with her, so I have to see her everyday unless I want to call out but I dont have time for immature games and being petty, I need to pay my bills and get my shit together. im fucking grown and won't let her control my emotions anymore

[spacefromearth-blog]

I'm bored. So I'm going to post the first chapter of a sci fi story I'm working on.

Morning, another morning on the Utopia Planitia. There isn't really a natural waking up here. The Neurachip has a set time, and will automatically force my brain awake at that time. This is good, as now I have never overslept and been late for my duties. Although I will admit, just being suddenly woken up is often difficult. I still must force myself out of bed. I often think of how I wish the charger in my bed would send some of its energy to me instead of just charging my neurachip. But alas, I still require caffeine to continue.

As I roll out of bed my lights remain dim. Opening up my InfoPad, I see that the sand storm that started last week is still blowing. Could be blowing for another couple weeks, which is keeping the base in a low power mode. Worried, I check the status of the cargo spaceship that I was to work that day, and to my dismay, it had been delayed. Instead it would park itself in orbit, and wait another week for the dust storm to clear to a safe level. As a result my duties would be changed today. Checking my schedule, I look up what duties I would be performing that day. All I can muster is a disappointed scowl. I'll be spending another day working at the Edison factory. I'll admit it's an important job. The spaceship I was hoping to work with today is bringing a load of colonists from Earth who are going to need these vehicles. But work at the factory is often grueling, and dangerous. There are good jobs there, but there's a reason it's assigned and not volunteered for.

Taking a deep breath, I head into my bathroom, where there sits a small sink, a mirror, toilet and a small one person shower. After freshening myself up, I wipe the fog off the mirror. My wet brown hair obscured my face. Combing it out of the way, I see a small pieces of a beard growing in patches on my cheeks. Grabbing my razor, I shave it away without bothering to grab the shaving cream. No point really, it's so short, and I'm not willing to waste time on comfort when there are better ways to spend my morning. Scrubbing the last bits of hair off my skin, I splash my face with some cold water. My skin was pale, but here everyone with a lack of melanin has extra pale skin. Stepping out of my bathroom into my living room, I sat on my couch and looked around. Here I keep a small desk with a computer, a lounging chair and a tv with a few posters along the wall. Sat just opposite was all my cooking elements, which was just the microwave, sink and dry foods cabinet. I usually don't like to eat at home here, since that food is often not as good as some of the restaurants in the recreational habitat, but right now I don't have a choice. I heated a pack of dehydrated scrambled eggs, the only packages I have left.

I gagged as I opened the package "I'm getting low on packaged food. I'll have to make another order soon." I told myself. The scrambled eggs are the worst. They smell awful, and as for the taste, I'd describe it to you but it'd be easier for you to go outside and eat some dirt. It's a little more flavorful than the eggs, but you'll get the picture. But alas it is the cheapest food available to me, alongside packaged noodles. I dreaded ordering more food because it meant checking the value of the Mars coin, and see what I can afford. Good lord I hate doing that. The Mars coin's value jumps around like crazy. Taking massive drops and slow builds back up. Between individuals trades with coins are unheard of, unless your new to Utopia. But when buying food directly from the Utopia network, or paying your transfer fees, that's all you've got. Hopefully the value has gone up since then, but it probably won't recover from the last drop over such a short period of time. I open up my account on my InfoPad, while attempting to eat my eggs. The number of Mars coins I have haven't changed of course, but what I can buy with them has. Luckily the value has gone up. With the few coins that I had left in the account, it allowed me to buy some pretty good meals for the next week. Thankfully with the duties I'll be working today I should make that money back, unless they find something else they can charge me for on the way. I place an order for some Salisbury steak, potatoes, breakfast sausages, and to be safe, a bunch of scrambled eggs and noodle packs. Now I might be able to save up the coins I earn, so long as the value doesn't drop drastically again.

Finishing up my breakfast. I grab the keys to my Edison, and head outside. Hopping in, I input the address for the factory. The vehicle drove itself through the service tunnels making its way along to the factory. The tunnels where rather packed, but they always are. Since everyone has one, and even though they are all self driving and will automatically avoid each other to prevent accidents, with nearly 4 thousand vehicles on the road, its slow going. I appreciate the fact that the Neurachip wakes me up so early so that I can get a head start, but you tend not to beat traffic when everyone has that idea. A good chunk of the vehicles are going to the Edison factory since it is one of the highest priority duties available to us laborers. Sometimes I wonder why I can't just walk, but the service tunnels don't have any pedestrian access points, sidewalks, or crosswalks. And sure I could spend the walk dodging cars and avoiding security bots, I definitely won't get in on time, or be let into the factory. Pulling into the factory I follow the crowd of workers like myself to the assignment center. That's when I heard a voice call out to me.

"That can't be Solomon working down here with us lowly Edison workers? What are you doing here?" I turned to see my friend Jack Franklin, one of the people who arrived at the same time I did. He was a dark skinned man with buzzed hair just a little shorter than me and an always upbeat personality. "What happened to the cargo spaceship you where supposed to work with today? What was it you where gonna do?"

"I'm the fuel production engineer. You know that, it got delayed due to the dust storm. That's why the lights have been dim this morning." I responded. "Didn't you notice that? Or do you not bother to check your infopad for updates."

“Why should what's happening up there affect me here. Not all of us get out there as often as you do." Jack said. As we made our way to the duty line.

“Say weren't you recently promoted to manager? Why are you in this line and not sitting in some fancy new office?”

“To many managers working today. But that's ok. I like working on the line. Allows me to watch and make sure every bot and car that comes out of this factory that I've handled, come out perfect.”

“So since your going to be using that manager attitude on the line, will they pay you a manager's wage?”

“They pay me enough to get by. You know what, just to show you some kindness, I'll pull some strings with my manager friends, and get us assigned together, that way I can keep an eye on you.”

“Alright man. If that helps you sleep at night.” We laughed as we walked through the line. As we came up to the front, Jack spoke to the duty manager, and true to his word he got us both assigned Edison Bot maintenance. Making our way to the work site. We continued to talk.

"So," I began "What have you been up to in your time off?" He laughed at that question. Turning to me.

"What time off? I've been volunteering for extra duties for the past couple months now."

"And I thought they payed you enough to get by. What kind of extra work have you been doing?”

"Food deliveries." Jack said, "Sometimes package or equipment delivery. Worked for a bit at some of the restaurants around the base. Just filling my free time up to continue the grind." Jack explained.

"Oh, of course. If you keep grinding Jack, there isn't going to be much left of you." We began to work on our first bot. It needed an overcharged battery replaced. Which required taking off the chest plate. Jack handed me some tools to get started.

"And the parts I'm grinding away are my transfer debt. I've been making down payments on it."

"Your transfer debt? God I haven't thought about mine in a while. I'm still just making the minimum payments. Every time I look at it it goes up, doubly so when the value is low." I took a series of screws out from the chest plate, and handed them to Jack.

"Yeah" Jack said handing me a tool, "I can hardly keep track of how much of my own I've paid off. The value changes so rapidly, but I'm pretty sure I've taken a good chunk out of it." He took the parts from me and set them down, while I began working on checking the batteries.

"Sure. But the only way to really tell is when that damned number reads zero" I explained. Jack nodded, groaning in pain as he did. "You ok Jack? " I asked, replacing the batteries and putting the chest plate back on.

"Yeah man, I've just been having some migraines lately. Nothing to worry about." He said as the next bot walked up. "On our break, I'll take pills for some relief. But we gotta get to that point first." Hooking the bot into the maintenance stand, we continued working. This bot had a loose shoulder joint. I made a few checks and ran a couple tests, and determined it needed to be replaced.

“How long have you been having the migraines?” I asked. Jack shrugged his shoulders as he scrolled through the part selection catalogue finding the joint motors we needed.

“On and off for about a week. I usually just take some headache meds and they go away. Mostly.” He said, selecting the parts we needed and watching as the conveyer system brought them over to us.

“You thought about going to a doctor about it?” I asked. “Could be serious if it's on and off for that long.”

“Nah. The doctor will just look at me, tell me I'm over reacting and charge me like 100 or so coins for just that.” He said handing me the part. “It's alright I've had migraines like this before.” He said.

I sighed, and felt awkward for saying that. “Alright I guess.” Trying to change the subject while I put in the joint, I turned back to Jack. “Hey, how is your relationship going with, what was her name?”

“Samantha, she wanted something else that I couldn't provide.” He explained. The third bot walked up to the section. It appeared to have fallen over and cracked it's camera lens. “We've been broken up with for a while. But we parted mutually.”

“Oh, I'm sorry.” I said. “I guess we haven't gotten together in a bit. We've got a lot to catch up with.” I said removing the lens from the bot's camera.

“What about your love life?” Jack retorted. Having had the replacement ready for me. “There isn't a miss or mr. who's caught your eye.”

“Well, no. You know I haven't got a lot of interest in that. Besides, I couldn't afford to pay for someone else to eat in my home.” I said while putting the lens back into the bot.

As we finished the final bot the alarm for the launch period sounded. Wrapping up the work station, we started heading to the cafeteria. As we found our place in line I checked over my infopad.

Laughing I turned to Jack, "Looks like I'm being reassigned after lunch." I said. "Going to be doing some out of base operations." Getting to the front of the line, we ordered our meals.

"Out of base operations. One of the perks of being EVA qualified huh." Jack said as we found a place to sit down. "Can you tell me what you'll be doing?"

"Let me check." I said as I took a bite of my food. "Looks like the International Mars Research base is in need of some supplies. So I'll be driving out to them for a couple days."

Jack finished his burger rather quickly. Groaning with annoyance. "Why do they get to dip into our supplies? Why don't they get their own deliveries from Earth."

"I suppose they see the benefit in having it delivered by spaceship.” I took a bite of my burger, savoring the one flavorful thing in my life right now. “Usually their stuff is delivered through automated rovers. I suppose the storm is making things difficult.” I said

"I suppose. I'm surprised Efrin let's them use our equipment for that. Aren't they the ones keeping us from starting the terraforming program and expanding to another base?" Jack said. He crossed his arms in annoyance. "It's like they don't get our mission to preserve humanity and to make Mars habitable."

"Yeah. I know. But it's not like he can just leave them there to die. Even bureaucrats gotta eat, if they fill out the right forms of course."

Finishing up our meals. I said goodbye to Jack. "You take care now Saul." Jack said. "Oh, and if you want. I'll take a break and I'll stop by once you get back from Elysium. Perhaps it'll do us both some good to head to the Olympus for a few drinks." He said.

“That sounds like a plan. I'll let you know when I get back.”

He headed back towards bot repair and I walked back to my Edison to head towards the Rover Garage. I was actually grateful for this chance to drive out to Elysium. The long drive will not allow me to spend anymore of my coins ordering food. Sure all I'll be eating is whatever was provided for me for the journey, but it'll be better than any more eggs or noodles. The drive was a lot nicer as the traffic from this morning had already reached it's destination. I was tempted to take the wheel myself, but being that I spent all my coins on making sure I had food to eat for the next week, so I decided to not risk being charged for traffic violations. Once I arrived at the garage I spoke to the rover manager. A shorter gentleman, with a patchy goatee and a bowl cut. He looked up at me.

"You Solomon?" He asked. To which I nodded. "Good. Look I don't like sending people out in these kinda storms. But Efrin said that the delivery needs to be made. Orders came straight from him. Your one of the most experienced drivers on the base. So I asked for you specifically. You know the rules. Take it carefully, in your pressure suit the whole time, and watch your ground radar. Don't end up in a dust trap." He explained. As he lead me to the airlock.

I got dressed into a pressure suit. The suits on the base are pretty simple, just the pressure farment and a helmet attached. Very similar to those worn duibg launches and landings. There are more advanced EVA suits available that I woulr love to use, but because I'm the one who has to pay for the rental the cheaper pressure suit is what I went with. Heading outside I boarded the preloaded cargo rover, and once I was given clearance, headed off towards Elysium Mons where the International Mars Research Base resided.

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[blogger-yura]

Entry #27 Oct 23rd '21

#YurasLife #DailyYura #SweetSaturday #Food #Cooking #Recipes

𝐃𝐚𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐘𝐮𝐫𝐚 - 𝐑𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐩𝐞𝐬 (Carrot cake)

*contact Yura for removal of any food related posts taglist

Hello hello my beautiful muffins~. Happy Saturday! Wow, I don't think I've ever actually posted on a Saturday, have I? It feels so surreal somehow hahaha! I just missed everyone so much!How is the weekend treating you? Are you guys having fun? Or alternatively are you guys relaxing and recovering from a busy week? Whatever it is, I hope you enjoy today and take good care of yourselves! Do something nice for yourself, would you? Treat yourself to something you like. You deserve it for working so hard!

Ah you might be wondering why am I posting food if its not Friday too, aren't you? Well, I've been away for so long! I just want to make up a little to you guys and everyone likes a nice recipe from time to time~ Plus this is such a good cake for autumn! Don't you agree? I made some carrot cake again the other day for a friend's birthday and I just thought it'd be nice to share it with you guys ♡ So you can try it out whenever you feel like it!

I've been trying out lots of new recipes lately, I told you this! So of course I want to share some of my favorites so far and hopefully we still have a lot more autumn days for me to show off my cooking and baking skills hahaha! I hope you guys try it out and enjoy it~.

Prep: 25/40min - Cook: 40min - Level: Super easy! - Makes: aprox 9 portions

Ingredients-

▪400gr (3) Carrots ▪ 2-3 Eggs ▪ 150ml Vegetable Oil

▪250gr Sugar (mixed if possible)▪ 225gr Self rising flour

▪Orange/Lemon

Optional:

▪Waluts, pecans, raisins...

▪ Spices (cinammon, nutmeg, ginger...)

Steps-

1- As always, our first step will be preheating the oven! Very important step, no one wants to wait longer than needed when cooking!

2- While the oven heats up, we're gonna get started with preparing our ingredients! We're going to shred our carrots and a small amout of orange/lemon. If you've decided to add anything like nuts or alike to the mix, get started on chopping if needed too!

Shredding carrots takes longer by hand, obviously, so if you have a food processor with a shredder attachment that'll be faster and save you the orange hands aftermath. Also, keep in mind carrot cake has bits of carrot in it, obviously! If you don't really like munching on it, try to use the smallest size you can get when shredding!

3- As I said before, this is an extremely easy recipe! Once the ingredients are ready, all we have left to do is mix them all! Remember to always mix dry and wet ingredients separately to begin with and add your carrots last! You can decide whether you'd like to prepare the carrots with the spices first or add them in the mix too. I personally like preparing the carrots on the side and add just some cinammon to the flour mix.

5- Once you've added the carrots and mixed it all together, yes, it's butter time! As always, make sure to butter your trays, pans, or molds properly! Otherwise your cake will stick! You can always use some parchment paper too, as it'll help take the cake out of the mold once cold!

6- We're going to bake our carrot cake for around 40 minutes at 330-350°F or your ovens lowest setting. Carrot cake is SUCH a delicate cake, if overcooked it'll dry out too fast! Make sure to cook just until it's baked through and not longer "just in case"!

I like to decorate my carrot cakes with cream cheese frosting and flavor it with some citric sometimes! Do you like cream cheese frosting? Basic buttercream is so good too, though! Icing is a bit harder, carrot cake is already so sweet! But paired with a nice citric icing it can be wonderful too!

What was the greatest carrot cake you've tasted? Have you ever tried making some before? Let me know on the rbs! I'd love to try out some new places too (^-^)

This is it for today my angels! Take good care and enjoy your weekend to the fullest, whether it means partying hard or sleeping 12 hours straight! Ok then! I'll see you around~ -Yura ♡

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#yura types 🧡 #daily yura #cw food #yuras kitchen 🍽

[the-queen-of-ships]

So, I got back into a Disney classic, specifically Beauty and the Beast. I watched the live action in cinemas, a bit auto tuned and Emma was a bit stiff during her performance and I have a few nitpicks here and there but the clothes, cgi, and choreography was stunning even the yellow dress tho I was not impressed when I saw it and still think its not all that good I love how she twirls in it. And the additional songs are lovely currently Im obsessed with 'Evermore'.

So, beware cause I'm gonna start gushing about how this song is perfect for Whitney and Calpernia whether you think of it as romantic or unrequited. I wouldn't have pieced this together if I wasn't writing an indulgent fic but here we are. I'm only choosing the ones that correlate to the canon story so far and since I now have a one shot idea I ain't throwing all my eggs in one basket and really bc I dont want to make this too long bc I need to sleep.

I was the one who had it all

I was the master of my fate

I never needed everybody in my life

So this one is pretty simple, it's basically about Whitney's poor choices because of his upbringing. Couldn't afford the luxury of trusting anyone even his siblings and the one time he did, he almost died for it.

I learned the truth too late

I'll never shake away the pain

I close my eyes but she's still there

I let her steal into my melancholy heart

It's more than I can bear

So, this would be around the time he finally sought to change. He'll always live to regret his actions and the very last one who he wronged; Calpernia will still haunt him even when he has apologized. Like guy dedicates a journey for apologizing to other people and he decides Calpernia to be the last one.

Now I know she'll never leave me

Even as she runs away

She will still torment me

Calm me, hurt me

Move me, come what may

So, pretty much the same as the last one but I'd like to bring your attention to 'torment me, calm me, hurt me, come what may' Calpernia really does affect him. In the comic, she has 'tormented and hurt him' this could go two ways literally and figuratively.

Literally, when she was still mad and when she puts him on the spot during Gwen's dinner party.

Figuratively, like the thought of her. I'd imagine the thoughts of Calpernia and those he has hurt accompany him during his travels. When he arrived in the CPC, he started being tormented and hurt by his guilt increasing because he was unknowingly developing feelings for her.

She also 'calms him' when he was having self doubt and contemplating leaving.

Now I know she'll never leave me

Even as she fades from view

She will still inspire me

Be a part of everything I do

When Whitney was having self doubt about his and Calpernia's change, she was able to prove to him that she has changed by fighting bootleg Johnny Bravo. That inspires him to help the Princels with their couch.

And also, if we think about it they're in the present today because of their past mistakes. Calpernia who let herself be stomped down and be the bait to lure in Asa. Whitney who plotted to murder Asa but accidentally stabs the wrong person.

That's about it really. Since I'm looking to make a hopefully short one shot bc I mentioned before I was writing an indulgent fic about these two and it somehow turned out longer than I imagined. So am I procrastinating, since technically I'm still doing stuff I'll know I'll post?

#cursed princess club #webtoon #cpc whitney #prince whitney #cpc prez #This is rambling at 1 am after watching a beauty and the beast stage play #beauty and the beast #Its been awhile since I rambled via post

[tommybaholland]

Hiya! I was wondering if I could request a one-shot with Sugawara where the reader is his best friend and secretly loves him but he doesn’t know? Then maybe another person catches his attention and the reader starts to distance themselves from Suga to try to spare themselves the hurt? Then maybe turns out the other person was just using Suga/wasn’t serious bout him and he realizes that the person he really loves is the reader but now they’re staying away from him and just angst and fluff and dramatic confessions?? Sorry if it’s far too much detail, I get carried away. Your writing is amazing, keep up the fantastic work!

somebody, some body

featuring: sugawara 

goddddd i’m so sorry i am late with a post AGAIN. this has been way overdue to be posted actually, and last night i finished it and was almost done with editing but accidentally lost everything i added and edited in the draft :// so thank you for being patient with me! this ended up being pretty long, so hopefully that makes up for the wait :) anyway, i really liked this idea! i have a little personal experience with this kind of situation, so it was fun to explore those feelings a bit. thanks for requesting and enjoy!

you didn’t always know that you would be in love with koshi sugawara. your dynamic was always friendly, and nothing more. so where did you go wrong?

when you think back to your history with suga, you could never find yourself resenting any time you spent with him. it all started when you moved into his neighborhood and as a shy child, you didn’t have the easiest time making friends. but he was a kind boy who was around your age and made it easy for you to form a bond with him. after all those years, neither one of you had changed that much. you were still reserved at heart but, he was the one who pushed you to things that you both could enjoy. 

one is joining the high school volleyball club together. you weren’t usually one to go outside of your comfort zone, but with him, you felt like you could do anything. he had you fuel your enthusiasm and you had him to thank for that. volleyball ended up being a great idea because it was quite a versatile sport that anyone could play. you found that you were quite athletic and took a liking to the libero position. there was just something exciting about digging a ball off the ground and rolling on the floor to get back up again. also, it looked pretty cool. 

so that was great until you hurt your shoulder during a game, which ended up being more severe than it seemed. now you couldn’t lift your left arm very far over your head unless you wanted to dislocate your shoulder again. it was already a tough recovery period because all you wanted to do was get back to the game. 

he was there with you for the entirety of it and even though he mostly encouraged you, he had to make sure you knew you wouldn’t do anything to hurt yourself. you felt helpless. it was the lowest he had ever seen you and he did everything he could to lift you back up again.

that was something you could never take for granted with him. 

the thing about you and suga is that you were in constant contact, especially during school. if it wasn’t sending each other funny memes or tiktoks, you were either on snapchat with each other or texting. sometimes simultaneously. 

are you alive?? 

yeah i’m awake, unfortunately

what do u want sugar-wara 

whoa how are you up this early lol and sugar is my thing ok

let’s go get sweet buns before class

ur right, it is ur thing. ur sugar-wara

okay i’ll meet you by the light in 15 

there was a lonely intersection in your neighborhood with a red stoplight that seems to have malfunctioned and now the light never stops blinking. you and suga lived on the same street, with the intersection being a perfect place to literally meet in the middle. 

“hey, sugar-- uh oh. someone doesn’t look so sweet today!”

he was always so peppy in the mornings. 

“yeah, well, maybe if someone didn’t wake me up with their annoying texts..”

“if you really don’t want to be woken up, you’d put your phone on do not disturb. you can thank me later for being your alarm clock.” 

he gave you a bright smile and a few head pats before you set off down the road to your favorite bakery which happened to be on the way to school. you didn’t go every morning, but most days it was necessary for you to start your day off right. 

“how’s the team looking this year, mr. vice captain?”

“pretty good, actually! four first years joined the team and one of them’s over six feet tall. our blocks will be unstoppable!”

 there were several things you loved about suga but, if there was one thing you enjoyed most, it was hearing him get psyched about volleyball. even though you couldn’t play anymore, his undying enthusiasm for the sport made you feel like you were living through him vicariously. 

“and there’s one who’s on the shorter side, only a little taller than noya. but he seems to have so much energy and drive, it’s just-- i don’t know, i have a feeling we could actually make it to nationals this year.” 

“wow, that’s great!” 

“you should come to practice and see them! also we just got asahi back so i need to make sure my sets really land.” 

“kou, you know i love watching you guys but isn’t that what kiyoko’s there for?”

“well, yeah, but you know how i play best!”

“yeah, sure. it’s not like i have anything better to do.” 

“you never let me down!” 

 his smile never let you down. 

it was your senior year of high school and it felt like things were going to be nothing but great.

“so...speaking of you knowing me best,” he started rather hesitantly.

“what would you do if i...made you dinner?”

“i...what?”

“oh, uh, oh, no. not, like, i make you dinner but, like...rei finally agreed to come around tonight and i thought i’d make something for them.”

“oh, um,” you tried to force a smile. “yeah, i think they’d like that.”

“yeah? you don’t think it’s too cheesy or anything? we haven’t hung out very much but i’d thought it would be a nice way to show them that i mean what i feel, you know?”

“yeah, yeah! that sounds perfect, kou..”

if only they knew that they were so lucky. 

you knew about this person, rei. they were your teammate and even a friend at one time. they transferred to karasuno during your second year and you bonded over your shared interest of the libero position. they didn’t get to play much that season until you got injured and had to quit playing. 

to see them fill that position so easily, it made you feel so type of way. a way that suga couldn’t know because even though he was there for you, he couldn’t deny his feelings. you remember when he told you that he liked them. about how he’s liked them ever since they came to karasuno and about how he was nervous to talk to them. 

and guess what?

you encouraged him. you encouraged him to try to pursue someone who you knew and liked, so now you had to hide that you were envious of both their position on the team AND the fact that your best friend is in love with them. 

at first, you tried to look at it as a positive point. you were still friendly with them, but volleyball was the only thing that connected you so you didn’t talk to them that much anymore. but now that suga, the person you’re closest to, was talking to them, it opened up the possibility that you would be able to reconnect with them. you had to be supportive. you were his friend, his closest friend, after all. 

-

the next morning you didn’t wake up from a text from suga. no, it took several snooze buttons to wake you up, which already put you in a bad mood. 

it’s ur turn now. are u alive??

i actually woke up to my alarms, how weird. u must be dead lol 

also have you done the english assignment yet? i need serious help >_<

you weren’t afraid to double, triple, even quadruple text him because more often than not, he did that to you. sometimes he’d even send longish paragraphs as he did later that day when classes had already started. 

hey sorry today has just been filled with fun and thriving and good stuff! rei asked me if i wanted to meet up with them before school last night and they made me some sweet buns and they were soooo good. i think we’re going to eat lunch together with some of their friends from vbc. ugh english sucks for me too. idk why you think i’m good at it

you almost jumped at the gesture to reply. it was never this long that he would go without text you at least one dumb thing. 

haha it’s okay don’t be sorry! so i guess last night went well?

also ur great at english sugar-wara what r u talking about??

it surprised you how quickly they seemed to become so friendly. it was kinda weird that he would already be spending a lot of time with her and now meeting all her friends. he probably already knew of them though, with volleyball and everything. the thoughts of how long you would have to wait for a reply crept in your mind, but that was quickly erased by an elapsed period of only a few minutes. 

yeah it went great! they had never had someone cook for them before, so they really liked it. this morning they told me they’d show me how to make fried eggs bc i said i dont know how to use a stove lol 

wait you made a whole meal for this person and u don’t know how to use the stove??

i used a crockpot and microwave ok :// don’t make fun of me dingus 

well a stove would definitely broaden ur horizons lmao that’s nice it went well though 

thank you i hope its going well 

that conversation was truly the end of the beginning. 

Every day after that seemed to happen the same way. you’d wake up, no text from suga. he hadn’t even replied to what you last said the previous night. you didn’t see him much either, but you knew who he was with probably. you would still stop by at volleyball practice where you did get to see him but they were there also. so you found yourself dipping out a lot more. 

it just felt weird. seeing him talk to someone he didn’t even know before. they didn’t even know him. even when you two were on the team together, they never once showed much interest in him and now it just seemed strange that they would. 

the transition was particularly difficult for you, as much as you didn’t want to admit it. one night you were so overwhelmed with work because you had waited too long to do it. frantically texting suga was an understatement. 

you knew you couldn’t put all your reliance on him but it was weird that he wasn’t replying on a school night as he was just as much a procrastinator as you. you dragged yourself through the night, trying to put together a somewhat coherent speech for english the next day. which, again, started as it had for the past few weeks. you still hadn’t heard from him, but it doesn’t even matter anymore. by the time he replied, it was almost embarrassing on your part. 

oh my god y/n i’m so sorry i didn’t reply sooner. i tried to get all my work done early so i could hang out with rei last night and i was asking my mom for advice and she told me to just pay attention to them as much as possible so i just wanted to be with them, you know? but i really hope you didn’t beat yourself up too much about it and that you got at least a little sleep. i’m sure your speech went well :) 

you sounded desperate for his help and meanwhile, he’s genuinely trying to show someone how much they mean to him. could you look any more stupid? 

you didn’t even want to reply but you felt like you had to. 

no don’t be sorry koshi! if anything i’m sorry i was just super frustrated in the moment and didn’t know what to do. i managed to pull something halfway decent together i think so it’s all okay now 

was it okay though? 

that was when you realized that things would never be the same. you’re his best friend and that’s simply it. you mean something to him, but not the same something that they mean to him. you couldn’t go to him when you help because then you’d be taking his time away from someone who wanted to feel that special meaning. it was a hard pill to swallow, for sure. but there were still several questions that lingered in the potential of what your relationship could be.

isn’t it possible to be both a best friend and a partner at the same time? you didn’t see any problem with it, so why couldn’t it be true? 

-

two weeks past and suga, your best friend, decided to let you in on some news. 

going up against all these powerhouse schools is definitely tough but it’ll help our team in the long run. we’re really amped to play seijoh soon but also i have an s/o now who can come and cheer us on 

WAIT you guys made it official?? when?

haha we’ve been official for like two weeks now 

oh well that’s great! 

(what the actual hell.)

months went by and you saw suga maybe two or three times. and only saw him, usually with the rest of the volleyball team or with rei and their friends. you texted now and then but it wasn’t the same. you had to accept that it wouldn’t be the same, so you did. you had a good group of friends who you spent more of your time with, as well as trying to focus as much as possible on school. entrance exams were coming up and you couldn’t let this be your downfall, even though you and suga had previously talked about possibly going to the same college together. but that wasn’t important anymore. 

you had your priorities and suga had his. 

which was the biggest reason why you decided not to go to the game against aoba johsai. you told him that you would try to make it, if schoolwork and college prep courses would lend you the chance. you were just trying to focus on yourself and work hard in on your own. you still texted him just to show that you still cared. 

sorry i couldn’t make it to the game! how did it go?

we lost :’(( we were so close too 

oh no :( i’m sorry kou. but i know you guys will get them next time!

he never replied, which only made you want to grow further from him. 

summer vacation rolled around and it was about a month out from suga’s birthday. a strange text appeared from someone you didn’t expect. 

Hey so I wanted to get manga for suga for his bday but I cannot for the life of me remember which ones he has so can you try to casually ask him which ones he has? like the next time you guys talk about manga or something?

you felt weird that they were asking for your help, considering that they now spent more time with him than you did. but you weren’t going to completely ignore them either.

to be honest we haven’t talked a whole lot lately but i’ll try to subtly ask him 

Okay awesome thanks!

what were you thinking of getting him?

Deathnote lol nothing original

hmm maybe the new aot volume? 

Yeah, that’s a good one. Or maybe BNHA

yeah that too! do you still want me to ask him? 

Yeah could you? 

yeah sure!

Yay thanks! 

okay i’ll let you know what i find out

going through with this was even worse. if it were you, you’d take him to see his favorite artist in concert. he wasn’t never much of a concert guy but he would talk about how badly he wanted to go see them live. or a more lowkey and personal option would be to customize a crewneck for him. you had a knack for designing and decorating plain-looking clothes and he would try to do it himself but would always remark how much better yours always turned out. 

but this time you’re simply the messenger and wouldn’t get that chance to get him something you know he’d love. not that he wouldn’t like manga, but it just seemed like they weren’t putting a ton of thought into it. maybe you couldn’t blame them though, it had only been a few months that they had been dating. 

that conversation honestly seemed more out-of-the-blue than anything, but you were hoping that suga would be as oblivious as ever. it didn’t even matter in the end because he never even answered your subtle way of asking. you didn’t feel like double texting because a.) you hadn’t done that in months and b.) it seemed too obvious. 

in the end, you did all that you could do and told rei that you had no information to provide, even after a week had passed. that was your, now monthly, interaction with suga that month. 

but it wasn’t like you weren’t thinking about him. 

your interactions moved from text to strictly snapchat, where you would hold streaks for considerable amounts of time. but every time you seemed to break contact with him, you found yourself blaming them. but you couldn’t blame them. they were with him, dating him. they had a right to claim a spot by his side. you had learned to pull back and just live your life. 

but life didn’t want you to have a great time either. albeit through a simple app like snapchat, he was the one asking you if you were okay. at this point, you would probably just deflect but somehow, you found yourself telling him about how you didn’t do so well on your entrance exams, despite having done what you could to prepare for them. you just thought you were so focused to do well, but maybe it was too much focus. you told him it would be alright. another notification came through.

snapchat from sugar wara  

you opened it to a selfie of him, one that was angled upwards to position him looking right up into the camera, his wide hazel eyes being the centerpiece of the photo. the caption simply said, “promise?”

and that was when it happened. you felt something different in your heart like it was knocked around in your chest. you smiled at the simple response and replied, “yeah i promise!!” 

it felt strange, but you finally admitted it, 

you were in love with koshi sugawara. 

timing was, without a doubt, a demise in all of your previous relationship endeavors. you could never seem to get that part right, also coming in too fast or not knowing if you should wait. you had only hoped that someone you liked would like you just as much. so catching feelings for someone, strong feelings at that, was not part of your current life plans. let alone with suga, someone you were, at one point, extremely close to. 

you know so much about him and what scared you was that your confession would be the only one that could mess up whatever relationship you had left with him. why couldn’t you just enjoy where you stood with him? why should your selfish feeling have to get in the way? 

stupid was an understatement as you how you felt. he was still dating rei, and that didn’t look like it was going to end anytime soon. you didn’t know what to do or how to cope. you can fight your feelings, but they can’t change right away. and for as long as you’ve known suga, the history you’ve shared with him, it seemed like these feelings weren’t leaving anytime soon. 

you spent the next couple of weeks trying to get everything out, while simultaneously trying to forget. you vented about it to your friends and while most of them offered advice, you stuck with just remaining stagnant. one of them suggested that you confess to him but that was what you feared most: that your feeling would become so overwhelming that you had to do something impulsive to relieve them. he would probably never talk to you again. there was nothing you could do. he was in a relationship with someone he really likes. why would you try to ruin that for him? 

you didn’t go to any of the preliminaries, mostly because of prep courses and trying to prepare for the next round of entrance exams. you still kept up with suga and saw that they won in the game against seijoh and we now going to the finals against shiratorizawa. you swiped up on his story and typed a simple, “omg that's amazing!! see I knew you guys could do it.” you continue to scroll through your phone, not thinking that much about it until a notification popped up.

sugar wara is typing…

snapchat from sugar wara

yeah it was great! Wish you could have been here though :(

me too! college prep courses seem to have been taking up all my time :P

is there any chance that you could try to find time to come to finals? 

we've been trying to get all the support that we can

plus it would be nice to see a familiar face there :) 

yeah i'll see what i can do to try to be there!

 wymd a familiar face? hasn't rei been going to the prelims?

they have been but we actually broke up about two weeks ago

i sort of initiated it but i promise it's okay

your eyes almost fell out of your head when you read that 2 weeks ago you were talking about how you were in love with him and were and decided to accept that it wasn't going to happen. now you're hearing that at the same time they had broken up? It seemed odd and... bittersweet. 

oh no i'm sorry kou :(

you bit your lip as you couldn't help but ask.

wdym you initiated it tho?

so kageyama has been killing it as our setter especially with his quick attack move with hinata 

rei was worried that i wasn't being treated fairly bc i'm a senior and vice-captain and all that. i tried to reassure them that i just want to see our team thrive and go to nationals but they still were worried about it and would talk about how they would go to games and never see me play once

it's been hard especially that it happened right before the seijoh game and now before finals

yeah i'm sure it's been difficult 

but don't beat yourself don't blame yourself so much! the team needs your support just as much as it needs players. nobody could replace that :)

thanks y/n :) i appreciate you so much

although you thought you would be happy, you can’t help but still feel weird about this whole thing. you felt like the ball was in your court but your bum arm couldn’t receive it properly. your feelings for him had been strong and you felt like you had to pack them all the way so now it just felt wrong to let them flow out again. but now that there was no conflict of interest, did you have to hide your feelings? 

it was more complicated than it was before. you didn't know how anything was going to play out at all and that kinda scared you. you did know one thing though, and that was how to be a loyal friend to suga because that's all you ever were from the start and that's what you could and would be for the future.

-

it was the friday before the finals game. 

you decided to stay late after school to maximize your focus on studying. it seemed to have worked because the sun was going down before you knew it. you wanted to get ahead on work so you could go to the game tomorrow. you and suga had been talking more recently and while it wasn’t as much as it used to be, it was more than it had been in the past several months. 

you quickly gathered up your things and left school for the night. the pretty orange and pink sky lit your way home through the quiet town and into the residential parts. at that point, the dark had met and light and-

“y/n! hey, wait!”

you turned to see none other than suga, jogging up behind you to catch up. you smiled at his sudden presence, looking past him to see the small group of the rest of the team. 

“hey! funny seeing you here.”

“yeah, haha,” he chuckled, catching his breath from suddenly running a considerable distance. “are you going home?”

“yeah.”

“can i walk with you?”

“of course.”

great! so i’m guessing you stayed late at school? you’re still wearing your uniform.”

“oh, yeah,” you affirmed, looking down at your monotonous outfit. “i just wanted to be all caught up on work and studying so i could go to the game tomorrow.”

“oh, yeah? that’s good to hear! yeah, we were-- we just had a late practice. coach left before us but we wanted to stay a little longer.”

“i hope you guys win tomorrow, it seems like you’ve been working really hard.”

“yeah, i hope so too. we’ve come a long way in such a short amount of time, it just feels like we can’t stop now.” 

you nodded in agreement. there was a beat of silence just then, and while it wasn’t awkward, it felt like something was lingering in the air.

“so, um,” he spoke up after several seconds. his eyes met yours and you felt that pang in your chest again, quickly looking away. “it’s been a while, huh?”

“yeah. yeah, it has, i guess,” you laughed lightly. you reached the intersection with the never-ending blinking stoplight and you turned around to face him.

“but i guess i’ll see you tomorrow, right?”

“yeah. yeah!”

“okay, get some sleep. goodnight.”

he nodded and you grinned at him before turning around to walk the rest of the way home until his voice stopped you again.

“hey, y/n?”

“yeah, kou?”

he looked down and all around, anywhere but your face.

“i, um, i know things have been kinda weird between for a while but it’s made me realize that i missed you, a lot.”

“yeah, i missed you, too.”

“but it’s also made me realize that i enjoy spending time with you and talking to you. like, even now, just talking to you makes me feel-- i don’t know. it makes me feel at ease like i’m home. and i’d really like to spend more time with you because i, um, i really like you.”

“you, you what?”

“i really like you, sugar.”

in all the ways you had imagined this happening, you never thought that you would feel your face fall to a frown, your heart beating in your ears. something just didn’t sit right with you about it.

“i, i, i don’t know what to say...”

“it’s okay if you don’t! i just wanted to tell you.”

“but why are you telling me this now?”

“do you-- do you not feel the same?”

“no. no! i’ve been wanting to hear you say something like that for so long, it’s just. you broke up with rei not too long ago and-- i don’t know. something isn’t right about it.” you shook your head, unsure of what you were trying to say.

“it’s how i feel,” he shrugged. “i just wanted to tell you and have a good feeling to hold onto to make tomorrow a little easier.”

you looked at him in disbelief.

“oh, so you think you can confess all that to me right before this big game and that i’ll automatically reciprocate those feelings when you just broke up with someone not even a month ago? i’m not a second choice--”

“no, sugar, listen, that’s not how i meant it at all--”

“no sugawara.” those words made him go quiet instantly. you never used his full name, there was always some sort of play on it, so this was serious. 

“maybe that’s not how you meant it, but that’s how i’m taking it. i’ve been wanting to tell you for so long how i felt but i wanted to respect your feelings so i didn’t. so please, respect mine. i’m not the good luck charm that you can just confess to and expect that it’ll all be okay. this just isn’t right. i’m sorry, koshi. 

your voice broke as his name left your lips, tears beginning to fall. you didn’t even give him a chance to respond, a rush of adrenaline telling you to quickly turn and get out of there. 

-

you didn’t get much sleep that night. 

it was hard not to think about your conflicted feelings over suga’s confession. you had hoped for that moment for a long time but the timing simply wasn’t right. how funny and ironic is that? you thought your timing was off. maybe you were meant for each other in that way. you couldn’t help but let your feelings get the best of you and you were beginning to become what you feared most from him. you thought he would immediately reject you and make you feel bad about ever saying anything about how you felt. but the roles are reversed and that was the part that blindsided you the most. 

you didn’t think that how you reacted was wrong but you also couldn’t imagine how he was feeling right now. he just wanted to feel good right before a big game but that backfired right in his face. some might call it karma, but part of you thought he didn’t deserve it. 

the pressure was setting in as the game went into the fifth and final set. what made it worse was kageyama wouldn’t be starting that set, his nose bleeding from the spike he took to the face. suga was genuinely thrilled to be a teacher, a mentor, and a support system for his fellow teammates. he didn’t mind that another, rather talented, setter had joined the team because that meant he wouldn’t have to worry about passing the position over to someone who he thought didn’t deserve it. 

he almost forgot he was actually a player on the team when everyone looked to him to fill in. this was his moment and it just happened to be at the most overwhelming part of this game. Both teams were tired while simultaneously running on pure adrenaline to see who was going to come out on top. 

suga had an opportunity, not only to start the set but be the trailblazer for their success. 

the nerves set in as he held up the paddle with the number nine on it, kageyama holding it up with him for a moment. It was symbolic in a way. suga always thought he’d be passing the baton to him, his successor as karasuno’s official setter, but this felt just as sentimental. Suga hadn’t played much this season but he got to watch the team grow into something that it once was: something great. They’ve had their share of loss and strife but it finally seemed like they had come so far and the only direction they can go is up. 

the nerves set in as he looked around, anywhere to ease them. His eyes automatically went to the team banner, black with the simple word ‘fly’ written over it, where all the school and their supporters were watching. he went down the line quickly but the wave of a hand caught his eye. his eyes shifted back and felt that familiar grin on him.

it was you. 

“c’mon suga! You can do it!”

and so he did. 

once the final ball hit the ground, the room was quiet with shock. it had been tight for most of the game but no one really expected this outcome. they were going to nationals. daichi, suga, and asahi embraced, taking in the satisfying feeling of victory. 

after the awards ceremony, you were buzzing with excitement for them, trying to calmly follow the rest of the crowd out of the gym. you could tell they were somewhere along the hallway as another crowd formed to congratulate the winning team. you weaved in and out of it, even getting on your toes to see if you could spot a familiar head of gray hair. 

you finally caught a glance at him from afar, his smile growing as his eyes locked onto yours.

“y/n!”

you mimicked his expression and found your feet moving quicker than your brain could process. he put in the same amount of haste to meet you in the middle. you both stopped at about an arm’s length away from each other. his flushed cheeks and slightly red but glistening eyes held your smile as you decided to speak first. 

“hey, kou.”

“hey, sugar.”

another minute couldn’t be wasted as you finally crashed into one another. it felt better to hold somebody that you knew and genuinely loved. you could be sure that he felt the same way as he held your body tightly against him. 

heyo haikyuu night! send any requests right here..

#haikyuu x reader #sugawara x reader #sugawara oneshot #sugawara fluff #sugawara angst #tommybaholland

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🦋Wed 11 Nov ‘20🐀

It’s 11/11, make a wish! Well, hmm, let’s see...I wish for concerts to come back sooner rather than later, that’s for sure! And so, apparently does Ticketmaster: in the face of a possible COVID vaccine, Ticketmaster is changing concert going policy to include new requirements for concert attendees. After buying a ticket, you will have to verify that you’ve either been vaccinated or tested negative for COVID in the 72 hours leading up to the event. You send the test result to a third party company which would confirm the health status to Ticketmaster; TM says they will not have access to other medical information and that the info will be securely encrypted. Okay, look. I can’t wait to get concerts back, right? But registry lists and the issues of privacy and demonizing that come along with that are going to become a big part of the landscape around COVID in the years to come, and this is part of a larger picture. However badly we want concerts back, let's keep an eye on all the privacy policies and implications: historically, registry lists have NEVER been a good thing for the people that are on them.

Harry, psychically foreseeing the discourse about Larry baiting and wanting to defend his title as Larry Baiter Supreme against the always fierce competition from Louis, put on his Blue Bandana and headed out to be Seen recently (hopefully before he went into quarantine!). He paired the much discussed hankie with a bright orange button down with lacey white patterns on it, his cross necklace and pearls, some sunglasses, a black mask, and a single surgical glove on his right hand. Despite the odd conglomeration of Styles, I'd definitely call this a better look than the pastel joggers and walrus hoodie he was wearing last week! In an interview today with Joellen Lapidus (she specializes in making folk instruments, including famously for Joni Mitchell and for Harry who sought her out because of the Joni connection), we learned that Harry has not just the one dulcimer from her that he talked about using on Fine Line, but a collection of them! She says that she names every single one she makes and that Harry bought ‘the Crying Seahorse’, which is decorated with - you guessed it! - crying seahorses (also butterflies and seagulls, all inlaid in gold, blue, and green), which was inspired by an experience with unrequited love. Harry thought it had a “soulful history” and liked the sound, and bought it alongside four more, including an adorable one that looked like a tuxedo. So let’s talk about, um, seahorses for a second (that’s not something you expected me to say today right?): seahorses ARE fish, and they are one of the few kinds of fish that are fiercely monogamous - they mate for life. It’s the male seahorse that gets pregnant, after the female plants the fertilized egg in his, uh, pouch (I’m sure Harry wishes this was him, don’t worry, H, you’ll get there). Each seahorse also has unique identifying markings: the patterns on their bodies are different for each seahorse, kind of like a tattoo! OTP: if ur a fish, I’m a fish STRIKES AGAIN (grrr, the larrie baiters).

 Liam came back with some more watercolor rats, and they’re all really cute! This one is a brown and white one with a pen and ink outline and filled in with watercolors, adorably chewing its own tail. He says “ watercolors are now my fave” and “think rats are becoming a thing too.” And! He got on a zoom call with fans earlier this morning. What fans? How? Dunno, but it's probably the same thing as last time we saw this, when fans who had bought the most expensive LP Show bundle tickets got Zoom M&G calls. He asked one fan if she liked the “story driven” aspect of the Halloween show, and she told him his acting was great. To that, he replied, “that’s because it wasn’t acting. About 90% of the time, I just didn’t know what was going on - though that could be because I don’t read my emails”. Me too, friend! He also wrote a ‘thank you’ to military members and their families and friends on his instagram for Armistice Day. Celebtm continues to larrie bait and use Louis’ name for clout without any involvement from him. People, please, they’re not doing anyone any favors, and they’re certainly not helping Louis. Let’s just ignore them and they’ll go away - it’s certainly what I’m trying to do! Louis liked Liam Gallagher’s post about his on the river “Why Me? Why Not” boat concert, which will be on the 5th of December, and *I* learned that you could resize pictures within your instagram story, which is useful, because it tells me that I know NOTHING about whether a story pic was taken in the app or is from the camera roll: Louis’ picture from yesterday, for example, could have been either. Niall is going to be on the Late Late Show tonight with Ashe, and he posted a picture of them in the Royal Albert Hall in Gucci! Niall is wearing a mustard yellow jumpsuit (no, not something I thought I’d be writing about, either) and Ashe is barefoot in the same golden Gucci golden overcoat Harry has. Honestly, what a mood! Look, they’re such a dynamic duo but if they don’t perform more than one song together tonight then HONESTLY what even IS THE POINT!!! (I know, I know, but consider this: an Ashe/Niall cover of ‘Seeing Blind’. I would literally die.)

#harry styles #liam payne #louis tomlinson #niall horan #ugh celebtm #sighhhh #well as we all know if they publish a part 4 I’m on strike again #I really hate the whole story #Louis WONT be taking this Pat test guys sorry #and I so just wanted to spend the day looking at dogs on insta sighhh #anyways! #song of the day! #Road to You by Five for Fighting