#posting stuff im too scared to post on my main acc here

[varianofthe7kingdoms]

#super mario #super mario movie #bowser #mario movie #mario bros #this song is so catchy #peaches peaches peaches peaches peaches #posting stuff im too scared to post on my main acc here

[tkbrokkoli]

wanted to write smth abt top surgery ⬇️

#not fandom related #personal log stardate #trans stuff #ok so ive been wanting top surgery longer than ive wanted to go on T. my chest makes me the most dysphoric and if it wasnt so hard to acces #top surgery i wouldve gotten it long ago lol #so the hardest for me is the many steps that are involved. finding and contacting a surgeon. getting there for a 1st appointment #for the sugery for getting the stitches out. getting Surgery in general and its risks. staying at a hospital which is not my #Routine environment. possible pain itching restriction in movement complications. the results might no be as expected #just a lot of steps involved that require me to step out of my comfort zone and stay out of it for a longer time as well. #but what are a few weeks of discomfort compared to a chesticle free rest of my life right. so i def Want it #but. there are like 3 decent top surgeons that have a lot of experience in my country that i know of. id have to travel at least 4 hrs #or longer and ive never driven my car for that long and im too scared to take the train/bus by myself and i dont think i could make myself #do it. like. if it didnt involve all that other scary stuff i might manage to try taking a train by myself. but just the train. nothing els #i just cant tackle several things that are difficult and uncomfortable at the same time. #ive read that a few ppl have gotten top surgery in the city i live #ive taken the bus and tram here. no problem. this would be perfect #only problem is there are almost no reviews on those surgeons. there seem to be at least 2 thatve done top surgery. idk who the 'main' #surgeon is. ive seen like 4 result pictures that ppl have posted. ive talked to 1 person whose currently 3 mo post-op but said they #might get a revision done if the results wont look better in a few months. the surgeons themselves dont mention top surgery on their websit #one mentions doing surgery for gynecomastia so this is probably the one ill contact first #basically there is barely any information available. if it comes down the surgeons might not even have done many top surgeries #so my results might not look good. i dont necessarily need it to be perfect. i just want my chest flat. i dont plan on being shirtless #except for doctors appointments and sex if ill ever have any. its unlikely ill go swimming in public and there i would probably wear a #rash guard anyway to protect myself from the uv rays. so my priority is a chest that looks flat underneath clothes. and if it looks like #shit i can get a revision if i want to . i think im gonna contact the surgeons here and prepare a list of questions for the appointment #i feel like i can take these steps. but i cant take them w the far-away surgeons. im gonna talk to my therapist abt this as well. maybe the #have some information on the surgeons here. i also contacted the local queer organization but i havent heard back yet :/

[thermodynamic-angel]

HELLO ! ! !

Welcome to my blog. !!!

Here is some. V silly stuff about me. So you can get to know me. Or. Whatever the point of these are. !!! :D

Anyways,,,

BASIC STUFF :3

(Bold (I meant ITALIC but whatever...) is most preferred !!!)

☆ - Name(s) :: Ciel , Cecilia , Collette , Chelovek , Tobias , Mattias. Give me new ones too. And also I'll probably steal your name if I like it so. Don't mind that. :3

☆ - Pronouns :: It/Its , Kie/Kym , Hy/Hym , Literally anything that isn't She/He/They , Hell give me new pronouns idc /lh /gen

☆ - Age :: 15 !!

☆ - I am :: Genderfluid , Abrosexual , Arretaromantic , Hypersexual , Hyperromantic , Aplatonic , etc (This will absolutely probably change eventually. So.)

Fandoms / Stuff I enjoy / Idrk !!!

☆ - Genshin Impact (Kaeya/Neuvillette main !!!) , Honkai StarRail (Dr. Ratio main and future Sunday/Boothill main) , Identity V (Puppeteer/Night Watch main >:3) , Will Wood (+ Literally anything with Will Wood in it) , STOMACH BOOK , Whump , Vocaloid , Character.AI (That should say enough abt me I'm sorry) , Popee The Performer (my beloved...) , Cult Of The Lamb , Deltarune , Fundamental Paper Education , Hello Charlotte

Uhhh random stuff abt me !!!

☆ - I am a Therian (Red fox , Crow , Cat , Moth , Rat , etc) , Otherkin (Angelkin , Vampirekin , Dollkin , etc) , Fictionkin (too many to name here srry :3) , OCkin (Mattias , Caelum)

☆ - Very silly. The silliest even.

☆ - I have 2 husbands who I love very much and I would give them my entire soul if I could.

☆ - Age/Pet regressor. !!! (I have been V SCARED to mention that anywhere because. Trauma. Unfortunately. But. There it is !!! look at that. :3 (After like 2 years of being scared of mentioning it anywhere !! We are better. :D))

☆ - Professional silly lil guy.

☆ - If I make posts like. Freaking out. Just ignore it please. Bcz im probably just having an episode or smth.

☆ - Also if I say I'm gonna kms I'm either joking or just. Not being serious. So.

☆ - I think thats all :3

☆ - No DNI. !!!

Accounts / links (in the same place because of image limit. :'])

@wh-wh-whumpified - Where I reblog whump stuff !!! (I WILL WRITE WHUMP EVENTUALLY...(I am LYING))

@genderhoarded - Genderhoard reblogs where I reblog stuff I shove into my genderhoard. >:)

@translucent-equinox - Headmates' blog. For all the guys that are in my head.

@angelkiddoz - Agere/Petre reblogs !!

@ciel-x-crispin-incorrect-quotes Joke acc. Probably repurposing soon.

@cheloveks-lament - Repurposing. (For what ? Idk yet !!! I do have some ideas tho... (Edit: IT'S STIMBOARDS. :3))

@idkanameyetlmeow - Repurposing.

@bleuctipie - repurposing.

Uhhh I have many more blogs but those are the ones i will let you see. :3

Rentry (NO MORE RENTRY. >:])

Youtube / Youtube 2

Pinterest / Pinterest 2

Spotify / Spotify 2 (Will add later. :'])

Spacehey

Reddit

Instagram / Instagram 2

Anddd that is it ! :3

Thank you for reading. :D

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[tsui-no-sora]

when i first got into the fandom i didn't want to make any content for it despite making consistent fanart for multiple fandoms at that point bc i genuinely thought my acc would get flooded with hate for being c!dream focused/sympathetic 💀💀 and really its one of the main reasons my tiktok art acc died bc i didnt feel like i could post about my hyperfixation without getting mauled. dreblr was a godsend fr and im glad u don't care about the hate !! also what's yout tiktok acc ! 👀

Oh I get this entirely it took me quite a few months until I started posting anything at all and even then I only ever did it here on Tumblr this whole posting anywhere else is a very new experience to me even though I had also written for a buncha fandoms before

This fandom specifically can be so intimidating and honestly for good reason I remember thinking during all those first months that I would get eaten alive for any post and I still think it at times I also have friends who straight up refuse to interact with it at all because they are too scared of the fandom

And I get them, sometimes even with my really very small accounts I get vagued and stuff pretty usually and I understand the people who just wanna avoid that experience all together it can be rather unpleasant

But same Dreblr it's really so godsend if it didn't exist and wasn't already this pretty established thing by the time I got into the fandom I wouldn't have known what to do, I really feel that sensation of not really being able to create things unless they are about your hyperfixiation and mines from the beginning was always a more sympathetic outlook into c!Dream (I tried so hard to get into L'Manberg stuff and c!discduo and c!Wilbur specifically and I just never managed to lol)

I used to be really afraid of getting hate for my stuff but so far it's going pretty well some comments to erase here and there and a buncha accounts to block but it's alright I know there's people who enjoy the fan content I make and that's nice

#that all being stated if i get another uhmm this breaks boundaries commentary on anything i am actually straight up gonna explode #i am way too used to the Tumblr people being far more normal and experienced about fandom stuff #beloved's asks #sorry for the overly long answer i never know how to shut up about anything