#ramblings from the heartsgone

[kiwibirdlafayette]

dudE DUDE dude I am. I am so giddy over bdubs episode from today OH YM GOD like just. Everything about the terrain, from the color work and the composition tickles such a particular itch in my stupid little artist brain Im so Freakin impressed aaaAAAA I LOVE IT

LIKE THE GRASS TRICK OMH YMG GOD. THE GHIBLI GRASS THING BLUER SHADOWS YELLOWER HIGHLIGHT AS A POP OF WARM TONE IS MY LIFEBLOOD AS A LANDSCAPE PAINTER IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY TO HEAR IT BEING USED IN MINECRAFT AAAAAA he mentioned it wnd i was like!!! HOLY MOLEY

#i am happy stimming so much rn n when i was watching it makes me so happy i #i love his videos his building technqiues so much i am learning so much its so #its so like done from an artists perspective i can tELL this man can draw #(ive seen his artwork of his builds and AAAA 💖💖‼️💖❤️💖💖) #color concept and composition is one of my favorite parts of being a background artist and it just. im so happy #sorry for ramblingn so much but. one of top episides for me hands down i needed to get my emotions out before i exploded #hermitcraft #hermitcraft season 10 #bdoubleo100 #ramblings from the heartsgone #lafakiwi talks

[kiwibirdlafayette]

chat watching me have consecutive breakdowns over etho and bdubs and syndisparklez and mumbo all at the same time (daily agenda on this blog)

#maybe ill watch another isles tonight #it got so overwhelming for multiple reasons so honestly i paused but perhaps it is a sign i need to watch more… #ramblings from the heartsgone #im being consumed /pos #i know all ive rbed is mianite and bdubs posts but sont worry abojt it #me: oh yeah im multifandom #i havent browsed posts outside the fandom tags in a while im not gonna lie

[kiwibirdlafayette]

i need to stop letting musical theater own my brainrot bc why i am thinking about a mianite SIX au rn sweats

#based on nothing but song vibes. mostly #like tom just gives me. dont lose your head vibes #idk the others but. yeah #im trying to not entertain it too much before i get the urge to draw those fuckass outfits again #again. emphasis on the word AGAIN. #lafakiwi talks #ramblings from the heartsgone

[kiwibirdlafayette]

ok chat dont let me forget to apply for the mianite zine i am forcing myself to get it done by the end of this upcoming weekend

#truth be told im nervous as fuck #also my art tag is just full of life series rn its not lookin real great on the mianite front #and what mianite art i do have is massively AU nonsense so yah 😭💀 #ramblings from the heartsgone

[kiwibirdlafayette]

update last life changed me. there is something physically wrong with me now /pos

the level of insanity i am experiencing with bdubs life series character i get it. Im starting to really get it

#if anyone knows which pov is best to catch bdubs in session 7 hit a boy up #i heard ab the corrupted footage situation with his pov but i desperately need to know how it ends #but man. Man #illness the illness has befallen me #ramblings from the heartsgone #lafakiwi talks #liveblogging

[kiwibirdlafayette]

new drawing WIP no context

#time to shreep good night!!! #she originally had only one gun but i think she deserved a second #ramblings from the heartsgone

[kiwibirdlafayette]

creatures in heaven as a post-last life ethubs song can anyone hear me. can

#im ill #im a little ill #trafficshipping #i just. yeah #ethdubs #ramblings from the heartsgone #lafakiwi talks #i can expand on this but. trust. listent ot the song and trust #i have an art piece in my head now oh gods

[kiwibirdlafayette]

i have the urge to be insufferable again

#i personally think im just depressed but we’ll go with that #in like the way of ive felt lonely and i need to feel something again #ramblings from the heartsgone #<— the nonsense tag but its funny bc it originates from toa which i dont talk about anymore

[kiwibirdlafayette]

btw i caught up on the pirates smp lore and tldr;,they unleashed the taint monster/goddess that was holding p!aimsey hostage in a sunken underground city that was overtaken by a frost and ig now a demon is loose in the faction isles. also theres pretty lady who im assuming is the leader of some cultists or that cutscene was a flashback and that's fucking. edith or something

still trying to figure out how the krakens and co. fit into all of it. have some ideas but still rotating them in my brain but im not giving up on them for pirates smp im sorry im insane

#pirates smp #lafakiwi talks #i know the purple corruption isnt called taint but im calling it taint #cant put tendrical purple stuff in front of a mianite fan and not expect them to think about taint #monty 2am thoughts #ramblings from the heartsgone #in the meantime im gonna keep writing aitheaca things but im also planning a pirates smp!Krakens illustration

[kiwibirdlafayette]

in other news i went to see a local production of Beauty and the beast and the whole time I while i was enjoyin the show i was also like heheeh sonja n capsize and tom and martha n the cast in mianite au bc of cat’s fics /pos

also super cool!! A lot of queer coding of like lumiere and cogsworth and lefou was just like. gaston’s government assigned twink or something like i loved him so much but he reminded me a lot of esmp!oli which made me cackle

#gay lumiere is the correct answer btw i literalky dont care #i mean. he could be bi he could be pan #cogsworth. however. no reason to pair him off at the end imo #i think the. aria and plumette would make a nice couple too #is that her name? i forgot #im half asleep if. youre wondering why im rambling about batb bc where i am i #idk anyway i really liked picturing tom singing lumieres parts bc i could so fucking. hear it #toms voice is so. imprinted into my head i can just input it into other things i hear #appreciating the actor playin lum and also being like. hehe tom #lafakiwi talks #ramblings from the heartsgone

[kiwibirdlafayette]

hellsite im begging pls fix the tags dude. i blocked one person and now I dont see anything in the tag anymore dawg

#like its just barren in the latest tab for me im sobbing #i know im missing fandom posts atp but i couldnt stand the thing (vague on purpose) #salt tag #ramblings from the heartsgone

[kiwibirdlafayette]

oh yeah before i forget happy fuckin new year!! The mianite posting will continue. I am not going to get better hope yall stick around for the third year in a row of Me (tm)

#‘​seek help’ erm my therapist didnt tell me to stop so i wont be <3 #im coming into 2024 with a very defiant and fuck it we ball kinda energy #more AUs try to get lore actually written #i want to get the aitheaca storyline like settled. like basic sequence of events as if i was writing for a mianite season with room for odd #happenstance #hermicraf and life series taking over my brain so that as well #i just like drawing the mounders <33 #im planning a new CMV for the anniversary as well so WOO. things to look forward to :D #(if theres any other mianite cosplayers out there. Hmu i got some thoughts /nf) #ramblings from the heartsgone

[kiwibirdlafayette]

learning more and more that more than half the time, my art block comes directly from the fact that theres a WIP sitting unfinished in my files and taunting me like a medieval goblin that has thrown at me some curse of binding totem that can only be broken if i finish the WIP

#losing my mind but fuck it we ball #ramblings from the heartsgone #lafakiwi talks

[kiwibirdlafayette]

twitter is so silly istg sometimes they act like a fandom is dead unless a popular creator makes fancontent for it like theres a way to seek out fancontent any day of the week they act like tags dont exist. or the search.

the fandom is alive and well, its not unheard of to find new fancontent from in the past couple years for an old/dead series

#salt tag #ramblings from the heartsgone #im just. in a mood #rant

[kiwibirdlafayette]

ive been tryin to find voiceclaims for the s2 npcs and somehow for martha ive landed and cant move from zombiecleo being her voice and honestly. Im not mad

#cleo just has like. the kind of british accent i imagine martha has #martha the mystic #ramblings from the heartsgone #for context catchin up on mianite batb AU and i like to hear the dialogue in my head :D #additionally: #andor. merlin from bcc merlin #capsize and red both have scottish accents #mot. irish like a higher pitched hozier

[kiwibirdlafayette]

has anyone assigned life series members to mianite gods i am wondering for Reasons (blorbus insanity)

#i know ive seen #grian is a dianitee and id argue scar too #ianitee pearl was the only other one i recall #i think etho was also ianitee coded by someone once icr who #im tempted to give my thoughts. idk yet #im aware of the hermitcraft one but i think its different. their life series selves v the hermitverse #lafakiwi talks #rambles from the heartsgone #mianite #life series #mianite x life series