#sPECIFICCALYL his fateful aegis outfit came to mind and i wanted to wither on the spot

[fisheito]

(Looking through my friend's seed collection for things i want to plant this year)

(Stops on a flower packet)

Oh... this one kinda reminds me of yakumo ☺️...

(Pause.)

I, someone who has never liked flowers, grimacing at myself: what the fuckkindabullshit

#considering that a YEAR ago while planning my garden #my friends kept trying to convince me to plant flowers #and i shot them down instantly #why would i waste energy growing something that i won't be able to eat? i said #flowers? useless to me. cut flowers? even more offensive #show up at my house with a bouquet of burgers or i'm kicking you back into the streets #sPECIFICCALYL his fateful aegis outfit came to mind and i wanted to wither on the spot #this man's got me admiring the beauty of nature for aesthetic and spiritual purposes or somshit #i need to go put myself in a headlock. maybe punch myself for a while. brb