#savv 🍕

[wooahaes]

hi hello here to talk abt the masterpiece that is uts ☀️

are there any deleted scenes that you could tell us about? or scrapped plots/scenarios?

hi hiii skdfhsdf savv calling it a masterpiece... i owe u my life...

anyway uts spoilers technically

yep!! i have scraps leftover from mingyu's part where i wasn't sure what i wanted to do regarding his injury. i had one idea where mingyu would have pushed reader out of the way of a falling, cracked glass jar and ended up with it shattering as it hit his hand. it'd be incredibly messy and painful and i dont really remember why i chose the burn over this? i think i just picked the one i wanted to write more. there was a slight vague part of said 'how gyu get hurt?' process where i considered something like him fucking up his leg while pushing reader out of the way.

actually now that i think about it, i think i chose the burn because it wouldn't have been so 'mingyu saving reader.' i didnt like the idea of reader having to deal with the guilt of being the reason mingyu got hurt and i felt it'd be cuter to just have reader decide to take care of him because they truly cared for him--not out of this sense of obligation.

uhhh the original original ending of cheol uts would have p much outright stated that he and reader had sex (i think i implied it in a few endings but left it entirely up to readers choice on whether they did or not--it was left very very vague). i scrapped the idea entirely because i felt like the emotions in the scene were too high and that they didn't need to take that step, and then later i scrapped the scene entirely (and shared it here) because i wanted reader to be the one who confessed to cheol. like idk i just Really liked the idea of reader taking initiative to confess to cheol and do something special (+ i really like the sentiment i wrote into it where cheol found everyone, but reader found cheol). plus idk my blog is almost entirely sfw (save for that one hosh fic i wrote where its outright stated he and reader bang + i think some sexual implications in my own bday fics that i wrote For Me lol) so it felt weird to end cheol's part of a series by outright saying "yes they sex" esp since im p sure i have some readers who are ace and i didnt wanna alienate 'em if they don't want sex at all

plus also something something reader was still recovering from being sick so i felt like cheol would be Very vigilant about not pushing reader too hard & making sure they were taking care of themself. banished to cuddle in his arms for one million years until he knows ur better >:(

in said og og ending there was a mention of there being a mix of bliss and regret because it felt like reader and cheol had rushed into this kind of relationship when like... he felt like reader deserved something softer. sweeter. to take them on dates and sneak kisses when the others weren't looking. but that he'd ultimately feel relieved in being there next to reader. maybe ill release it at some point haha

i DID however take the part where cheol breaks down crying in the ending of his part from it (the whole 'it's not beautiful to watch a person crumble' thing) as well as the following bits. the line w the 'love itself was an uncertain beast' and cheol admitting that he thought he needed to hide his feelings because hes supposed to be strong and reader makes him weak.

technically i scrapped the idea of doing moodboards to introduce everyone. i was going to do a lil moodboard + have a litle blurb with their alternate name & a little about each. i think that was before i wrote the 'before.' chapter that pretty much said everything + i only finished seokmin's before i changed gears.

i thiiiink i considered 'fawn' as the nickname for reader in the very beginning? but joshua was supposed to be the deer of the group so.

aside from thaaaaat.... im not sure? i think i followed most of my fic plans for UtS pretty closely.

OH OH i can talk about maybe scrapped poly au endings since i know how im ending it now haha

so the original poly au was gonna go fully delulu tbh? one by one they would have all disappeared until it was just reader and cheol, ultimately 'facing the sun' and accepting the memories that have returned to them (and the fact it meant they would disappear from this world). it would have branched off into two endings i think? one where reader refuses to let go, and both reader and cheol agree to just... stay there forever. together.

and then reader would have woken up the next day in a field with a blindfold over their eyes. they take it off to see a pretty man with brown eyes. who is he? and... for that matter, who are you?

and if they chose to let go, accepting that they might never see cheol (or any of the others again) bc as much as they need them, the world needs them more, reader would have woken up in their apartment, annoyed at how long they felt they'd slept. they find a little mouse plushie they don't remember buying, and they can't really remember the dream they had--only that they went to bed sobbing and wishing life would be simpler.

weeks pass. reader ends up getting coffee at a place and overhearing one of the guys behind them whispering about how their drink order sounds good and they forget to give their name for the order. the order gets called out, reader goes over to get it, only to run straight into said guy--who recognizs reader instantly with a quiet 'mouse.' and reader turns to realize they've come face-to-face with vernon (and seungkwan, who was with him), bc i liked the idea of it coming full circle to be reader seeing vernon again and immediately recognizing him as everything started to come back.

the three of them ended up going back to someones apartment while calling all of the others over bc "dude its fucking important" and they all reunite, unsure of what will come next, but glad to be together again, even if only for a little while.

aaaaaand the other ending was going to just be a time loop. reader fully confesses their love to the group and then wakes up in the field the next day, remembering nothing.

BOTH OF THOSE ENDINGS FUCKING SUCK THO-- bc they don't fit the idea of what UtS is to me. a huge part of UtS is the acceptance of grief in a sense and moving forward and i kinda hope to dig into that far more with the poly fic once i finish planning it and get around to writing it. although i do like the split idea? honestly if i bring it back... pretend u all never read this.

#wooahaes.ask #tumblr continuously hates saving my tags ig so i have to manually get the pizza emoji.... oh cruel world.... havent i suffered enough... /j #savv 🍕 #uts.spoilers

[hoshiyoshis]

BIGGEST HUG THAT I AM PHYSICALLY CAPABLE OF GIVING

cries... hi savv ily <3 i am giving u the BIGGEST n tightest hug <3 i have been told i give good hugs btw

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[wooahaes]

ok 1, i love that u said that any groups u write for are open and also mark lee 😂 and 2, i’d love to know what u’d do for our man bang chan in a fantasy setting

ksdhfdf id say the rest of dreamies but i dont have a solid grasp on the rest of em. mark's the only one im confident in writing haha

but oooh fantasy setting chris... consider. dragon boy chris who dutifully attends to his job of guarding fairytale royalty reader in their tower. at first its supposed to be some kind of 'slay the dragon' quest, but he and reader ended up befriending one another and readers like 'can i just use you to like. weed out shitty people? like... you can scare em off, idc, i just dont want to get married to someone shitty since thats what this stupid quest is for.'

and like. chris is a chill dude. your parents have 0 idea that hes not a 100% Pure Dragon but a guy who shifts into it as he pleases and hangs around a tower. it was just a fun coincidence.

anyway u two fall for each other bc chris will just hang around u until he senses someone crossing the barrier into his domain, then he'll shift to dragon form and find a way to casually question shit before scaring ppl off... and he just kinda realizes one day that 1. you never give your approval to anyone and 2. he... doesn't really want anyone else to catch your eye? kiss kiss fall in love. chris calls reader 'my treasure' as a term of endearment but in the end its true <3 reader is his treasure and he'll guard them w his life.

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[wooahaes]

hi daisy!! 14 for the ask game!!!

omg hi savv!! i hope you're doing well!!

14 is admittedly a more self indulgent one since it has a chubby!fem!reader. it's current title is 88/134 and its a bang chan college au <3 it originally started as a re-skin of lonely hearts club but kinda evolved past that. its kind-of strangers to lovers p much? it'd be a multi-part fic so it's def not happening until i finish either UtS or sweet night, but it's one a lil more personal to me hehe <3

#wooahaes.ask #savv 🍕 #also reader is a foreign student so tht'd also be mentioned in the fic summary n whatnot #no specific mentions /where/ reader is from or their race tho. they're just not from the country

[wooahaes]

hihi!! saw your disney post and absolutely love the idea. another one you could potentially add to the list would be atlantis! (it’s actually one of my fav disney movies haha) tho idk if you’d rather have reader be milo or kida. also would you consider disney/pixar movies? or are you preferring Princess Stories™️?

hiii savv <3

ooo... if im gonna add atlantis, i think i'd most likely give it to minghao bc he has the milo aesthetic. he could do it. personality-wise, i'd probably say chan bc i think he could pull off the dorky part, but hao..... clenches fist.

i was initially preferring princess stories but im open to disney/pixar stuff too! :0

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[wooahaes]

for the fanfic ask game: C, F, I, K

hiii savv <3 this is a long ask so i'll stick most of it under a readmore >:3

C: What member do you identify with most?

hoshi because tiger agenda /j

out of everyone i write for...? i think either wonwoo, woozi, or chris.

wonwoo because i think i tend to be a quieter person most of the time (sometimes i have days where i want to be Really social--but i'll usually take the backseat in heavily social situations), plus something something books and video games. woozi and chris because i think i tend to work hard on things that i'm passionate about and i find success in when other people appreciate those things. and also chris's low self esteem. also someone once said chris said he had a crush on cloud strife lmao me the fuck TOO babey thats one of my favorite edgy losers!!!! chris and his dad jokes also get me...

F: Share a snippet from one of your favorite dialogue scenes you’ve written and explain why you’re proud of it.

the saddest part of this specifying 'dialogue scenes' is the fact ive written other stuff i rly like but its not!!! dialogue!!! >:( so i cant talk abt it </3

anyway!! from singing in the rain:

[context: reader confronts jisung on the rooftop abt the fact they like each other]

“Han.” You looked him in the eyes. “If you don’t want to be with me, that’s okay. I just… I wanted to tell you, and I figured out why Hyunjin was so pissed at me. He thought I was using Felix to get over you. And… I don’t blame him for thinking that,” you looked away. “I wasn’t–I really, really did think I liked Felix. I just… I didn’t know it’d always be you until after I kissed him.”

“Always be… me?” He furrowed his brows, fingers curled around the edges of the bench. “I don’t understand.”

“I think… I’ve been looking for you in every person I’ve tried dating, and that’s why it never worked out. If you didn’t love me back, I would have moved on eventually,” you admitted. “But… If you don’t, then just say right now, okay? And I won’t hold it against you, and we can go back to being best friends.”

“I can’t love you,” he said outright. “Not when Felix–”

You met his gaze again. “Jisung. If Felix didn’t like me, would you hesitate?”

He said nothing for a while. “I didn’t think you’d love me. Everyone kept telling me to tell you, and… I couldn’t. I didn’t want to do it while Felix was hurting.”

“I get that,” you dragged your fingers against the painted wood, noticing the way blue chips stuck to your skin. “I didn’t want to, either. But… Chan said that we shouldn’t let other people stop us. He said Felix wanted us to be happy.” You paused for a moment. “Which… really sounds like him. It kinda sounds like all of us: wanting everyone else to be happy even if it hurts us.”

“I feel bad,” he said. “I don’t want him to get hurt.”

You scooted a little closer, cautiously taking Jisung’s hands into your own. “I think… Someone’s going to come into Felix’s life and they’re going to love him the way he deserves to be loved. I wasn’t that person. I’ll always love Felix the way I love the rest of our friends,” you reached up, caressing Jisung’s face. He  leaned into your touch, eyes fluttering shut. “But… I love you more. I know it’s early to say it, but… I really think it’s you.”

Jisung opened his eyes, watching you for a moment. “Can I kiss you?”

i will try to not go off abt this so much even tho it does come right before one of my favorite pieces of writing ("Kissing you felt like he could breathe again") but <3

i think when i made the decision to do a rewrite of enouement for stray kids, jisung felt like one of the more obvious options. i considered chris, but settled on han bc. idk im soft for him and had a different idea for chris--

im a hopeless romantic in the end so i think there's something very romantic about the sentiment of "i was always looking for you in every person i dated" tbh. while i don't believe in soulmates much (not in the idea of a soulmate being a single person but multiple people you can be compatible with), i like to think that jisung and reader in this fic were soulmates. it was always going to be each other in the end.

also i just like the sentiment of "i wasn't going to be this person for felix, but he'll one day be loved the way he deserves--i don't think we should feel guilty that i wasn't that person" tbh esp after dealing with that own shit in my life recently since i did end up having to have tht convo with a few friends over a dude who was crushing on me, more for myself than for anyone else

please know i almost picked the other short bit i like of reader basically breaking felix's heart bc i kind of like the way i wrote him (rambling and upset but still trying to look at a bright side while in front of them) there

I: Do you have a guilty pleasure in fic (reading or writing)?

soulmate aus. ignore that i literally jut said about that i don't believe in soulmates--i'm a slut for a good soulmate au when they're written well and it isn't insta-love (i'm down for an instant "oh, hey, let's try this out!!" kind of thing rather than a immediate kiss n tru luv sort of deal).

K: What’s the angstiest idea you’ve ever come up with?

as of right now? uhhh god... i don't write pure angst too often but both of these don't have happy endings:

i can't run away - vernon fic that has very little romance written into it. vernon and reader (who are implied to have liked each other as more-than-friends) were best friends since middle school and reader has to cope with the process of losing him as the two enter into early adulthood and drifting apart, pretty much. it's lowkey a vent fic.

the seungkwan spin-off one-shot for sweet night :) i can't say much here but holly knows how it ends lmao

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[wooahaes]

i love your cooking YouTuber reader idea SO MUCH!!!!! i can totally see hoshi’s YouTube name being “KwonFire” haha. but ahhhh im just thinking of hoshi trying to be the best little helper as he’s talking about why he picked this dish and getting sidetracked watching reader do Cool Kitchen Shit (flipping something expertly??? idk i haven’t watched anything cooking related in 5ever lmao). also i can see reader’s fan base falling in love with him pretty much instantly, specifically the way his cheeks puff when he shovels readers food in his mouth bc it’s just so delicious he can’t help himself 😂

im abt to post it (with the youtube name used!!) so thank u savv!!! <3

#wooahaes.ask #savv 🍕 #i hope u are ok w a pizza emoji sdfhkshdf #when i think of u i think of ur dk fic and im like. pizza emoji <3 #(since elv already has the lil sun emote that i usually associate w dk)

[wooahaes]

SENDING YOU ALL THE LOVE AND THE LUCK AND THE GOOD VIBES AND HAPPY THOUGHTS THAT I CAN!!!!!! YOU CAN DO THIS I BELIEVE IN YOU!!!!!! and no matter what the outcome, it doesn’t define your worth or your value as a person. you are amazing just for existing and all the cool stuff you do is just the icing on the cake <3

savv u have like perfect timing bc i was just going "aaAAAA" in a group chat over having less than hour now until its go time

thank u tho!!! i am admittedly getting a lil more panicky the closer time gets!!! anxiety suckin sucks and my brain is just focusing on everything that could go wrong/bad now :)

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[hoshiyoshis]

sending you a big virtual hug <3

thank u savv <3

#hoshranghaes.ask #savv 🍕 #im trying to do some assignments n maybe get some more thesis work done rn #just so i dont feel As bad abt kinda being useless today

[savventeen]

I'm busy w/ work beloved 💃🏻 but I'm doing good this week!! I hope ur doing even better!!! What're u up to?

also busy with work 🥲 today was especially tiring but it’s wednesday so only two more days until the weekend 💪🏻💪🏻

besides that tho i’ve mostly just been working on a soc med au and laying in bed lol

hope the rest of your week goes great!!!

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[savventeen]

Savvvvvv henlo so good to see u in my notes mwah

!!!! hi elv!!! it’s been so good to be back and see you on my dash!!! how are you!!!! 💖💖💖

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[savventeen]

Omg... Merry elvmas has me crying that's so cute I adore u <3 hope you're doing well my darling savv

I WAS GOING TO ANSWER THIS LAST NIGHT BUT THEN I FELL ASLEEP SHDJDJDJFJFJF

but yes!!!! merry elvmas!!!!!! ❄️⛄️🍕i adore u too 😭💜

and i am alive which is what matters!!!! hope ur december is going well!!

#savv answers #moot chats #elv 🍕 #i just had the thought instead of having elves u would have seokminions #i want u to have all the seokminions sffdggghcjdjg