#sho.scramblin

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i almost had a breakdown at the printing shop earlier but look at this cover i made for the anatomy project

#its very scuffed bc i still need to finish the actual contents of the project #but i need to bind it NOW because i know trying to find a printshop early in the morning tomorrow would be hell #anywho. im very whelmed and i really wanna take a nap but. ive got so kany bones to draw still aughghhh #sho.scramblin

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came out to a friend and found out they were also queer. which resulted in a lot of speedrunning traumabonding but one of the funniest things out of the convo was being hit with this

girl helpppp my shoulders-too-wide, heads-too small, built-like-a-brick-wall men are outing me sjhejevejdb

#sho.scramblin

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one funny thing about seeing a lot of art of generally big buff bara furry men is that whenever i draw those gesture stickfigure poses for class or whatever, the professor always comments that that i generally draw heads too small and shoulders too wide. my sketches are built like a brick wall help

#which like. hes right #shgdjdhd #<- is in pose drawing class rn #sho.scramblin

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give me the strength to write an essay in one hour

#sho.scramblin

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world's worst bone drawer (also me reveal kinda i guess lmao)

there were in total 11 pages of bones but im showing just 6 because. theyre bad. to the bone. skull emoji skull emoji skull emoji

anywho fun fact, bc of a mishap i had to print the cover twice and now i just. have a spare cover to put on my wall to remind me of my bone agony era i guess.

#thrilling conclusion to my bone saga. #i still have other finals to work on tho #so i will still be stressposting for the next week or so #sho.scramblin #should i put my art tag on this #kinda ngeh about it because yanno. its me. also hello #but like. its tumblr. no person i know irl has tumblr. they wont find this. surely. #and surely if they knew me irl already this would not be a surprise #people irl keep saying that i have a very recognizable art style #so the day my furry art from this acc breaches containment to my irl peers would be a very funny one

[shokupanda]

im turning to dust as we speak i still need to make 4 more pages of these before tomorrow aughghhh graphic design is my prisonnnnnnnn

#AAAAGHHHHHH #i genuinely do not care if they look scuffed at this point i just need to be able to turn something in tomorrow #<- lying. very much does care about the quality and is having severe impostor syndrome looking at classmates' works #anywho i will now go back to bone hell for the next 24 hours #sho.scramblin

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two more pages.. befor im free ....

#(coincidentally the deadline is also in two hours) #aaaugughughhhhhh #sho.scramblin

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mutuals could you send me pictures of your ocs or sonas in my asks. 👉👈 on second thought you dont have to be mutuals w me, anyone just send me characters in my asks and i will happily look at em

#i wanna draw but idk what to draw but also im feeling rusty and need to do warmups so this might be a fun way to get inspired #i may or may not draw them but ill look at and appreciate anything sent nonetheless #sho.scramblin #anywho in the meanwhile ill go back to doing chores. i need to deepclean my room and organize papers n prep breakfast augh

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very random but i need yall to look at this sticker i got kdbdkdn

also pictured in the background is the reason i havent been on tumblr much (i need to paint nine more A3-size pages of bones and muscles in the next 36 hours, please send help i am turning to dust as we speak) (i also need to write a paper due friday which i havent started at all aughgh)

#the artist is onionholic on twt btw #his art is so good... #got another one of his print and a different sticker set too #anywho yeah #ill prob be on tumblr posting stuff again around like. next week? hopefully? #its finals season aughhh #sho.scramblin

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im making cat themed stickers for like. the target audience of like. normies. and im fighting for my life toeing the line between "cutesy cat kawaii" and "this artist is definitely a furry"

#sho.scramblin #like. will someone look at these designs and immediately clock me as a furry #it doesnt help that i know jack shit abt cat anatomy and am just winging it #neither does the fact that im making em do human poses

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WAR IS (MOSTLY) OVER!!!!!!!! RAGHHHHHHH

THERES STILL 3 FINALS LEFT BUT THE HARDEST ONES ARE DONE 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

#sho.scramblin #im gonna take a big long nap the whole weekend since the project based finals are done and its just in-studio ones monday and tuesday #anywho #turns into a cloud of dust

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i hate group projects so much. every second i spend looking at my groupmates' slides i lose faith in humanity.

like have any of you ever made a presentation before. you cant just put 6 paragraphs into one textbox with no paragraph breaks and call it a day. i know that i said ill edit that presentation for the group so its more coherent but that doesnt mean just spouting nothingburgers for 5 sentences straight. this is a presentation, be concise my guy,,,,,

also just because im gonna edit it doesnt mean you should write like me in a discord server and have 5 typos per sentences with random punctuation marks in unexpected places,,,,,, i meant edit as in layout and decoration, i didnt sign up to be reviser, researcher, and decipherer of whatever twisted tongue youre speaking in because every sentence you wrote feels like a garden path sentence,,,, at this point im also rewriting the whole thing,,, this is not in my jobdesc,,,,,,

#sorry im in a mood rn #finals are kicking my ass #sho.scramblin

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im just gonna recap my upcoming hell week: it is currently sunday, ten pm. i need to finish writing a paper and print it 7am stat because thats when most printshops open and i have to turn it in before 9am, because at that time i have a history final (that i as of this point is time have not studied for at all).

after that i need to immediately go home and make a powerpoint presentation for tuesday, and also speedrun another mutiple page a3 project of designing a stand and making like detailed floorplans and mockups (with watercolor paint), because i need to get that binded tuesday, because i need go turn it in wednesday.

for tuesday itself, on campus i have to speedrun painting two large a3 illustrations for a different final, and also speedrun the aforementioned project-that-needs-to-be-binded.

come wednesday, ill hopefully be able to turn that project in, but then i have a civics final exam that morning.

thursday is an off day (hopefully). but i need to tweak the design of a mostly done group presentation for friday.

friday ill need to present said presentation.

i think after that thats it for the semester and i can finally have respite with a few months break oh god finally. after mentally going through what i have to do though im really not looking forward to this week. graphic design is my prisonnnnn AAAAAAAAAA

#sho.scramblin #the moment im free from this hell im gonna be drawinh furry men. you know it #well actually most likely ill sleep for 48 hours first during the weekend #but after that! men #and also i really wanna put more of an effort on interacting w ppl on tumblr #like mutuals id love to chat but ive been just. too graphicpilled designmaxxing to initiate convo #also im just bad at that in general so. tomato tomata #anywho i will now proceed to be in agony writing a paper and studying the comprehensive history of graphic design #hopefully i will come out of this week alive. ciao

[shokupanda]

i was gonna post a quick drawing but i. just kept on painting and lost track of myself until it became just. a regular full on rendered thing.

anywho this is all to say its not done yet and i have to go to uni in a few so ill prob post it later tonight instead. look forward to seeing big furry man with a lot of chest hair in approximately 18 hours lmao

#anywho im gonna go fry some rice now #and maybe take a nap before going to uni. maybe #sho.scramblin

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help i started playing balatro and all of a sudden hours have passed and its nighttime already. anywho 10/10 game would play silly poker again

#i suck ass at strategy. my first win was after like 3 hours lmao #kept dying around ante 7 #anywho this game is so good gahhhh #i miss playing roguelikes. roguelikes my beloved. my favorite genre frfr #sho.scramblin

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one thing about spending day after day only drawing abstract art, realistic portraits, and making powerpoints & infographics for uni is i feel like i forgor how to draw normally ndfskjdfsd

#i need to draw more now #mnyeh #sho.scramblin