#sick of feelin mediocre man i HATE this shit

[kingzombear]

The Despair.

Man, a lot of times, I wake up and just wonder what the fuck I'm doing or if I should even bother. Artblock/burnout has been kicking my ASS lately. I have SO MUCH I want to draw, but I draw so slowly, and I feel like my style is underdeveloped, stiff, unimpressive.

GRARGH I'm SICK of feelin' like I'll never be good enough. I gotta fight the urge to throw in the towel, but drawing is all I know. It's the one thing I'm best at, and it feels like my best is nothing short of Mediocre.

I have therapy in a bit

#arts been kinda consuming me lately. ive been burying my head in it and its STILL not enough #bear king speaks #delete l8r #sick of feelin mediocre man i HATE this shit