#so i try not to think about it unless i have to actively deao with it

[crowcaws]

When people say "they won't talk about their feelings!" of someone going through it, I always feel bad for that person because maybe they're worried that once you know, you'll bring those feelings up when they're not ready for them. You have the knowledge and the power to ruin their day when they're fighting so hard to compartmentalize, and to you it feels like helping and caring but to them it feels like bumping into them while they're trying not to let water spill from a cup.

#i get stressed very easily #especially financially #so i try not to think about it unless i have to actively deao with it #but then my mother will bring it up and it's like can you not I'm trying to enjoy lunch not vomit from anxiety #i work so hard to not get carried away and its so easy to rip that down you know #like yes paying off a mortgage will suck i am aware #however there is nothing i can do abt it at 8pm on a sunday over roast dinner so why are we bringing it up