#so im having fun just winging it with my lovely 4 stabilization pencil brushes....

[kagender]

my neurons are snapping like cat gut strings

#i dont often express this because i dont like being a negative wet ball about my art #but ive always been very hestitant to paint #i feel like im not really. cut out for it? my art process is usually very streamlined #and painting kinda takes away that restriction #but im finding my style.... this was a big step for me :-) #csp is very good for a loose approach to art #because i kind of fucking stand its stabilization settings #so a lot of my usual techniques are out of question with it #(i utilize high stabilization a lot when working in medibang) #so im having fun just winging it with my lovely 4 stabilization pencil brushes.... #i like texture. csp has plenty of it #medibang brush settings arent as advanced so i was never really satisfied with my attempts there #anyways #im fucking boiling in acid i hate these two #keroro gunso #sgt frog #keroro #dororo #blood #knife