#so sb agrees or i'm not going and getting depresso lmao

[rikli]

fucked up how i had been thinking oh hey peace on planet tszen but then minor fuck ups happen and i start doubting everything and feeling very alone actually

#personal #bff was frustrated and yelled on monday #and i think i discovered new childhood trauma #if you yell at me i clam up and feel depressedst ever #but yeah anyway back on track #but then i think about joining in friends fun a lot of the times #but when i want something it's kind of cricekts #or just not that important #i still despise voicing out excitement about things #so yeah i'm back on “let's say nothing ever” shit once again #yeah it might be about london #and korea tbh that too #i wish i had courage to do stuff alone #i can go to the movies alone #stuff like that that's cool #but big travelling alone scares the shit out of me so #so sb agrees or i'm not going and getting depresso lmao #big sigh we will get there pals #somewhere one day i'll be FREE