#so this was fun. more bugs! but I evaded a big 😀🌋 about that‚ and so i went to my room to go to bed. plain n shrimple :]

[poptartmochi]

oh we are having a mental health Night girlies

#bugs cw #take me back to 1am when i was taking notes... the literal moment i finished that i learned about the supreme court's latest ruling #concerning states being able to take non-native people on native lands to trial which. 😔 it gets worse it truly gets worse every day #so that is the big serious issue of tonight. the smaller things are that after a few minutes of reading abt that‚ a mosquito attacked me😢 #Mosquitos and I have a toxic relationship. the second i see one in my vicinity my paranoia goes craazy #but it was already past 1am 😢 i have work tomorrow 😢 thankfully I remembered we have mosquito spray so i put that on! #following this i went to brush my teeth and discovered these like ?? tiny ants?? are crawling through the cracked caulking in the shower 😀 #so this was fun. more bugs! but I evaded a big 😀🌋 about that‚ and so i went to my room to go to bed. plain n shrimple :] #BUT THEN A BIG GNAT WAS IN MY ROOM 😭 and bc my phone was the only source of light it kept coming into my space. so! i became evil and #killed it. this is where the real clown shit begins. 😀🥴 the vengeance of god #so. the dead gnat is on my hand. i go into the bathroom to wash it off‚ and I notice my sister's door is open (we have a jack n jill #bathroom). I don't want the sound of the sink to wake her up so I go to close her door‚ and when I turn back around to Finally Wash the #Dead Bug on My Hand I Notice. THERE'S A GIANT COCKROACH ON THE COUNTER LIKE LITERALLY JUST SITTING THERE.😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #it was truly maybe the biggest one i have ever seen. so i do a little scream and jig away back into my room and the motherfucker goes!! #into the fucking cabinet beneath the counter! (where are all my sensitive skin medication is 😭😭). this is like too much for me at this #point so i become More Evil and call my mom over. but by the time she gets there the fucker has found some hole in the wall or something #because she can't find him!!! my despair is endless. SO. I stuffed a towel beneath my door but I don't think that'll stop it if it wants #to come into my room 🥲🥲 so. on top of the soul crushing fear about where my country is going rn‚ i also have mosquito cockroach paranoia #that said.. I don't think i will be sleeping tonight :] #sriracha.txt