#some thigns i read today make me uncomfortable. some of them confuse me. i read some things on this website that genuinely make me so

[waspstar]

band fanbases is a topic i could talk about forever. but i shouldnt bcs the topic literally like irritates me and riles me up so bad i just get really jumbled in the head and upset. its so complicated. ive experienced the fanbases of different things like, games, or shows. none of them felt like band fanbases. i dont know. band fanbases i also thinkhave gotten worse within the past few years. people are so weird now. and i dont just mean like, saying "i wanna fuck this old guy" it gets even weirder. weirder towards fellow fans even. whats the chemical theyre putting in the water thats making so many of these teens and 20 somethings bizarre and odd about real ppl minding their business otherwise

#have you seen jackie? #i dont want a ''rich coming from you'' as i feel like im at least a little bit better in some respects? i dont want to come from a holier #than thou kind of perspective i dont want to seeem like im perfect or the best fan i just dont know anymore. #some thigns i read today make me uncomfortable. some of them confuse me. i read some things on this website that genuinely make me so #befuddled as to why someone would say such things #idk if this makes me sound crazy but i also think theres a big difference btwn like. ppl being weird about celebrities and ppl being weird #about like. some white guy who plays the drums #like a harry styles superfan is not the same as a john linnell superfan #its a different flavor of fan happening there. both are weird. both could be discussed in different capacities. but they arent the same #and i want to express this bcs im talking from the perspective of john linnell fans. and people who say gross things about russell mael #people who say fucked up shit about peter tork or strange things about danny elfman #do you understand? i think im going crazy. maybe im just talking out of my ass #if you dont understand what im saying then ignore me