#soulmates & star-crossed simultaneously hdalfdsfksdj 💀. wait.

[noxtivagus]

wmtsb n kh is stuck in my head rn 🥺🫶🏼

#🌙.rambles #that new. uncap art for lucifer. oh my poor heart #i rmb lucilius was the first chara i rlly liked but i got confused w the.. blue yk when i first searched him up T_T #so. lancelot was rlly my proper fav in gbf at first for the longest time #^^ till wmtsb at least bcs immediately lucifer became my fav. still is. like lucio's probably a better choice rn bcs uhhhh #w what happens to lucifer :^) #but. WHAT MAKES THE SKY BLUE 😭😭 ain soph aur. granblue fantasy ilyvm !!!! #n w kh yk more ost on spotify n then the other day smth my tita said abt kh #when she said she got confused w the story n isn't caught up w it i. found it funny. sobs. #NO BCS I STILL REMEMBER #sitting down on the floor in their house n in front of the tv screen w the.. god was it the ps2? i really can't remember well #it was so long ago. i was so so young #n i vaguely remember the start n the beach n moving around n the.. paopu fruit. n the thing yk w the paopu fruit #oh. Oh. #i just searched it up again to be sure n fuck this kh really influenced me a lot when i was a kid #destiny 🥹 HDLKFAJSDF THE WORST (/pos) PART IS #i was thinking of doing smth like that w my ocs for that. story. oh my god but i forgot abt the paopu fruit yk #this is. idk if it's cliche or wtvr i don't care this is just special to me but like #for my ocs i was thinking they share smth tgther that binds their destinies ^^ but oh! they shldn't even know each other in the first place #soulmates & star-crossed simultaneously hdalfdsfksdj 💀. wait. #nobuo uematsu n yoko shimomura rlly stuck w me ever since i was a kid though oh my god #yoko shimomura especially honestly !!!! with kingdom hearts & ffxv !!!!!!!!!! #nobuo uematsu with final fantasy n even granblue fantasy oh my god #then. just randomly remembering stuff rn wait #i can't rmb if it was a dream or a daydream but back in 2020 w.. noctis 💀 #that. story. or wtvr. is rlly going to reflect on me a lot like it's probably just gna stay in my mind for the longest time but #just for my own sake. for the sake of remembering for myself. i'll write more someday #i can very much see how yk it reflects on a lot of stuff in 2020 n 2021 but bro i cannot wrap my head around 2022 n 2023 so far #yk what if i write any more i think i'll get overwhelmed from my many thoughts bye