so. soft thoughts 😞😞😞 firm believer of if u burst out crying in front of hyunjin and he doesn't know what's wrong because all u can get out is sobs then he'll start crying too while hugging u, just 'i feel ur emotions as my own type of lover' 🫠🫠🫠🫠 will place the tiniest dewy kisses on your nose and eyelids all while wiping ur tears away and then u are the one wiping HIS tears before climbing onto his lap and just melting into his embrace 😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞 im having a #day more like a week, a month atp AKSNJS
SAHAR IIIIII GOT CARRIED AWAY WITH THIS ONE as i, too, have been having a #day slash week slash month so i will gladly indulge in this thought
ok so imagine you're very nearly at your limit, right? u didnt get nearly enough sleep, slept through your alarms, skipped breakfast, look like shit, socks are hugging your feet uncomfortably, and you have no motivation whatsoever to go to work or your lectures or whatever today had in store for you! but it's okay, ur strong u can push through! so you barely make it through the day. your lecture notes may be incomplete and your supervisor may be pissed at you for missing a deadline, but hey, at least you're home now, right?
you enter your apartment and you kick off your shoes, heading for the kitchen when you're surprised by the sight of hyunjin wearing a frilly pink apron standing by the oven as he watches the cookies bake. he greets you gently, in a soft voice that's overflowing with love and adoration and that's enough to send you over the edge and all of a sudden you're sobbing on the floor. of course, at the end of your nth shitty day, your lovely boyfriend came over to surprise u with your favorite seasalt chocolate chip cookies (i'm craving them so bad rn)
immediately, hyunjin rushes to your crouched figure and pulls you into his arms. ever so softly, he asks what's wrong? and you can't find it in you to reply, the only sound coming from your mouth being your throaty cries. he resorts to just cradling you close to him and kissing your forehead softly. as you continue to cry in his arms, you hear sniffles other than your own, and you pull your head away to see tears in hyunjin's own eyes. you manage a tiny, amused smile and you bring your hands up to his face to swipe the tears away from his cheeks.
now you're both on the floor, wiping each other's tears away. your cries turn into light giggles when you ask him why he started crying as well and he just says that he couldn't handle seeing the love of his life all sad ANDDDDD I'M SAD NOW THANK U + u just stay there on the kitchen floor with glassy eyes and tear stained cheeks but you feel better as you rant to him about your shitty day week month and let's just say the cookies are extra extra crispy by the time you get up
also i can't write anything about him smooching your face while crying because i fear i would actually start crying 😁😁 those dewy kisses......... oh i need him so bad
the thing about eliot spencer as a character, right. the thing about him.
(and as always your mileage may vary on my analyses so if we disagree that's cool actually)
is that he is in fact a somewhat emotionally constipated idiot who is occasionally sensitive about his perceived masculinity and gets defensive about emotional intimacy around other men (largely hardison, who's much more comfortable expressing affection and embracing a softer kind of masculinity), but eliot displays enough emotional awareness and sensitivity and respect for women etc etc that anyone who's been subjected to that era of television will put on rose-tinted glasses without even looking twice.
(and he is, don't get me wrong, incredibly emotionally aware for a professionally punchy guy with enough trauma to sink the titanic. it still startles me to see.)
on top of which we have the layers and the accessories and the excellent hair with the secret braids and the way he barely has an ego and he's good with kids and protective of his team without taking it too far, and some of us never stood a fucking chance.
thesnowhardfeelingstour🚨| Reneé teasing a new song via spam Instagram! 🎙️
Lyrics:
Not that you would know (ah ah ahhh)
Four months on the road almost tore me apart
I barely made it home (mmm)
Cut it kinda close, got a couple of scars
It broke my heart, you felt so far, you didn’t even care to call
I did that shit all on my own not that you would know
Flashing news, last night I had the misfortune to stumble into a conversation with some AI incels whose morals were, and I quote "better steal art from dead people than living ones. Who's gonna complain? They're dead anyway lmao 🤣🤣" so to that I responded "what if I disrespected your mom's grave when she dies lmao" and they went "I can't fucking believe you joke about such thing, that's so disrespectful"
Thinking about how Nancy didn't have another female friend after Barb until Robin. Nancy even had flashbacks about Barb that Fred had to snap her out of in s4 oh my gosh and Robin was the first female friend she ever accepted into her life after that trauma. Can you imagine how worried Nancy must be about making any more new friends that she has the potential to lose again? And hence she never seems to search for any closeness or intimacy with any other women besides her own mother? Only for Robin to break her and even make her smile at the thought of them becoming friends?? Holy cow.
hey it's me i'm thinking about sheril. obviously. the new chapter is destroying me.
there are a couple important sheril-related points to be made here. one of them is that he's the only one truly putting any pieces together. he's been doing analytics like any dgm fan for years. the other specific thing for him is that he is Very, Very Sad. this is important because this is the first time we see him acting babey. it means that he's been stressed and scared and grieving for months and he is sincerely trying to figure out what's going on, which cuts out my whole entire heart and gives it to tyki as a snack.
if i dare to get my hopes up, this does indicate that sheril will become more important since he's capable of having thoughts. however, wisely has completely imploded our understanding of the noah after his "unlocking memories" gambit so we'll have to wait and see for the truth.
regardless, the most important sheril information is that he is more sincere and caring than most people previously expected, and also that hoshino-sensei loves me specifically because she was willing to give him more content.
A big pet peeve of mine is when someone says they watched (and finished) a show, then you excitedly start talking to them about the main character, only for them to ask, '..who is that character again?'
And then you realize their version of 'watching a show' is putting it on as background noise and half-consciously listening to occasional bits of dialogue while they're making meatballs in the kitchen and watering the plants and scrolling tiktok and doing everything but actually watching the show
🎶✨️when u get this u have to put 5 songs u actually listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favourite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)🎶✨️ I was tagged by @sheakastilllovesjungjihoon 💖
Well, this is according to Spotify's "On Repeat" so. Here we go with the weirdness:
SPECIALZ by King Gnu - JJK's current opening that I've listened to... well. Let's not talk about how much I've listened to it. But also have you seen the band's music video for it?? If not, please check it out it's so weird I love it so, so much I cannot get it out of my head.
It's Called: Freefall by Rainbow Kitten Surprise
Where the Watermelons Rot by Madelynne Whit - yeah, I've been sort of working on a darker piece of fanfic (for jjk), and this is an eerie Vibe, so it's been on repeat for a while now.
Ophelia by Natalie Merchant - I recently remembered just how gorgeous Natalie Merchant's voice is, and have been replaying this old favorite for over a week now.
I Can't Decide by Scissor Sisters - Anyway, every time I hear this song I think of Doflamingo.
Honorable mentions that were pretty much tied for #5:
The Dismemberment Song by Blue Kid - yeah, this is a vibe for the darker fanfic I've been churning in my head. But that's just an excuse, I listen to this one pretty often.
My Sails Are Set by Sonya Bleousova, Giona Ostinelli, and AURORA - honestly haven't stopped listening to this since the One Piece Live Action came out.
Promiseland by MIKA - It makes my ears happy.
SAD (Clap Your Hands) by Young Rising Sons
Now for tagging! As always, you don't have to do this. But I'll read yours if you do!! (And also just... randomly tagging people and some of y'all I don't actually know, just my way of saying hey!) @ansimplegoose @anarchycox @motherhyrule @thychesters @tinyforestshark @saucepans @tuesdayinthedas AND I JUST GOT REALLY NERVOUS ABOUT TAGGING PEOPLE SO. If you see this and want to join please do and tag me so I can read it! 💖
have to go across the Super Busy Scary Bridge at friday rush hour just to have dinner with my father today. i would rather do literally anything else. there is no punchline i just wanna go home and play bg3