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[wrensartstuffs]

It's Soap Saturday so I bring you a(fairly scattered) Soap analysis

"Oh she only has OCD and no more she's written badly" I HAVE OCD AND WHILE THAT DEPICTION WAS EXTREMELY DAMAGING AND COULD'VE BEEN DONE BETTER, IT'S UNFORTUNATELY ACCURATE FOR SOME PEOPLE(it's me I'm some people). SHE OBSESSES OVER EVERYTHING AND BEING A SOAP BOTTLE PROBABLY DOESN'T HELP SINCE OBJECTS ARE EXPECTED TO ACT ACCORDING TO THEIR OBJECTS

She can't HELP IT!!! SHE TRIES TO GET BETTER BUT LETTING GO OF YOUR HABITS IS DIFFICULT ON YOUR OWN AND AGAIN, AS A BOTTLE OF SOAP, SHE PROBABLY FEELS MORE SOCIETAL PRESSURE TO BE GOOD AT CLEANING!!!! SHE FIXATES ON EVERYTHING BECAUSE IT'S ALL SHE FEELS LIKE SHE CAN DO TO HAVE ANY CONTROL OVER THE SITUATIONS SHES IN!!! Besides cleaning, she has ONE coping mechanism, and it's one that everyone else HATES(singing). So no WONDER she ends up just cleaning. For hours. And hours. And hours. To the point where it's irrational

ALSO THAT'S ANOTHER THING!! Having control over situations is very big for me, and fixating is one of those things that helps. For Soap, being in a clean space and cleaning the hotel helps her feel like she can actually be calm and helps control her emotions, because without her cleaning? The hotel would be in shambles! If SHE wasn't helping, then everything would fall apart!! Sure, this isn't reality, but for her? Someone who has tried again and again to make things better but just making them worse BECAUSE of her impulses? She needs to feel like she's doing SOMETHING or else she's nobody. Just another stereotype ignored by the narrative

It's not HER FAULT that she has OCD and it's not HER FAULT that societal pressures force her to be who she is. Besides, after Tissues got eliminated, she could've thought that SHE had a higher winning chance because he got eliminated for his trait being. Well. Sick. So, as the opposite, the fans should love her!! Right? So, she goes further, she puts soap on the pizza, she has a musical number while fixing the hotel, she does all of these things to not only give herself a sense of stability, but also to hopefully boost her appreciation from the audience

And it didn't work

The moment she STOPPED cleaning, it didn't work. She told Mic to listen to her heart when walking through the portal, but if we're being honest(and if we see the comics), she went right back to cleaning. The moment she tried to be less impulsive, she was eliminated. And there goes her control once again

As of now she's likely right back in that loop, cleaning endlessly despite being asked not to as it isn't needed, but she won't, because if she's not CLEANING, then she doesn't have a purpose. She can't just pick up a new hobby, this is her LIFE, and if she can't sing, then she only has one option left

Or maybe I'm just reading too much into a one note character, who knows

Happy Soap Saturday

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[wrensartstuffs]

I'm working on some art stuff but for now here's a TD made of a gumwrapper I made after I finished a test

#battle for bfb #bfb #the power of two #tpot #teardrop tpot #textpost #textcorner #fanart #(maybe?) #does this count as fanart

[wrensartstuffs]

The urge to make an askblog.. probably not an RP one I just really wanna make an AU askblog. If the internet was more prominent in this AU then RF would SO have a blog, I know it in my SOUL

Also I've grown a weird attachment to RF?? Like I don't care much for her in the actual show but I absolutely adore her in this AU specifically and I don't really know why??? Like ask me to say what I like about her and I'll go "I really like the fact that her center of the flower is an eye that's really sick" and completely forget that's not canon. Like wdym she's not overly complicated with thin metal sheets for leaves? You're crazy

#battle for bfb #battle for bfdi #bfb #the power of two #tpot #robot flower bfb #robot flower tpot #I HATE TAGGING THESE SHOWS I HATE IT I HATE IT #only half joking on that #also yes its Soap Saturday sorry i havent drawn her yet #been busy soz #ANYWAY yeah daily AU rambling done usually its in DMs but idk. felt silly #ok bye now #textcorner

[wrensartstuffs]

Have you guys ever thought of like. Lightbulbsonas. Guys think about it she's so customizable.. so is Paper actually GUYS WE'RE MISSING OUT

#inanimate insanity #ii #lightbulb ii #paper ii #yes this is entirely because i found out about micsonas so what #textcorner #textpost

[wrensartstuffs]

I'm working on something fully shaded and also keep analyzing characters and ships(just made a Pillowbook analysis(sent to the oscc blog so it should show up on there at some point)) and also have HW but THEN I can get to the art requests, sorry for being late

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[wrensartstuffs]

Oh yeah btw to the two art requests in the inbox IM NOT IGNORING YOU I HAVE ARTBLOCK IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY I

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