#thats ur brain trying to carpentalize it all into a box bc leaving it open is just gonna make u more stressed out in a stressful situation

[bluest-planet]

NGL fiction really do be impacting reality bc writing Vanitas Streeeeeeetching like this for Miserable made me realize i needed to get outta the hunched over computer Shrimp Position tm

Thank u for ur service [choosing to stay awake and face the horrors] Vani, Ven could never 🫡

#kh #bbs #kh fanfic #kh vanitas #yeah im tagging this cause i think its funny he Beeeeeg Streeetch #i was writing int and was like: #aw man that sounds great let me go do that and lie down j need to fix my back #starry stories #blue speaks #the tone is finally shifting everyone! from flowery speech and metaphorical vibes fo actually plot! thank you pelase have patience for #my slow start and into Vanitas' slow decent into repressed mania and apathy we love it out here #he's me fr #'i can do this. i dont wanna. but i can. so ig i gotta just do it.' #'irs fine its fine its fine just. ignore it and keep going' mentality MOOD #thats ur brain trying to carpentalize it all into a box bc leaving it open is just gonna make u more stressed out in a stressful situation #but like. thats not the best way to cope for the long term #my man pls just have a good cry (or maybe not as we'll see how that fucks him up too he just can't win can he?)