#the epistemology and linguistics philosophy course looks so interesting but i don't think im smart enough. or at all.

[kaunisbaby]

been thinking about going back to uni next year to get a master's degree, told my mom about it and now she's in that idealization mode where she thinks im the most intelligent person on the planet because "only very smart people graduate in philosophy" (like i didn't struggle like crazy to get my bachelor's) and it's giving me anxiety bc what if. what if i don't succeed in taking the master's degree. i haven't even decided yet and i already feel a great pressure on me

#the epistemology and linguistics philosophy course looks so interesting but i don't think im smart enough. or at all. #i don't wanna fail. i cannot handle failure. it would mean im dumb and worthless #decisions decisions #personal