#the lady at the counter told me there was no late fees cause of covid and I just deleted the need to return the books to my brain

[susiron]

Me realizing it’s been almost two years now since I took two books out of the library... and did not return them. Yikes.

#I uh #I need to fix this #my memory is dogshit but even I recognize just HOW little excuse I have with this time frame #my concept of time is so fucking borked tho honestly #idk how it's been almost two years #shit feels surreal #the lady at the counter told me there was no late fees cause of covid and I just deleted the need to return the books to my brain #I also RARELY go to the library which doesnt fuckin help #the only time I go is when I either bike downtown or take the bus there #and I just rarely do either of those things cause it's out of the way #im dropping a lot of excuses when rlly im just dumb and my ADHD is so very bad and I've been very careless about this with it #susi howls #at least I think it's been 2 years uhhh #it's def at least been one year #I THINK it was 2020 tho #my only frame of reference is it was before I went to the beach with my sister #but we did that in 2020 and 2021 so like?? #yeah idfk