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pinkseas · 11 months

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[parasocial bestie] GOOD MORNING AFTERNOON ALY HOLDS UR HANDS SPINS US AROUND YEYEYEYE DW ABOUT NOT REALIZING ON SENDING THE ASK and like tbh i did felt a littol nervous that the lil Surge of Brainrot feels either overwhelming or outta pocket or or like BC ITS PERSONAL TO ME it might not be easily understood BUT U DID ANYWAY EVEN FOR A LIL AND IM STILL GLAD KAHFJDHFKSJHD its da way i just cant shake the shit outta this thing i made up myself. i have been dwelling i have been thinkig of the same thing everyday abt xiao deadge and all the arts and posts to teh side i do. explodes and dies feeling silly feeling pathetic

AND I SAW THE POST ABOUT UR ASTER BESTIE..... eats them puts them in my mouth TELL UR BESTIE I OWE THEM MY LIFE THANK YOU i love love Love xiao going O_O in fact its always been a thing 2 me when portraying xiao and expressions bc when i think about his extreme emotional constipation. the detachment. when hes a little piqued a little curious a little genuinely surprised he has the most innocent of faces and that O_O is exactly it, the big eye [dumb curious kitten headtilt] "can you tell me more" typa look. its a really endearing trait i dont condone too much on his Incredulity as a reaction especially when he develops relationships good enough to see a difference between asking and receiving like YKNOW like UGHH im not saying he is baby but he is In That Way type of baby I DONT HAVE THE WORDS HES JUST STEPPING INTO LEARNING AND GOING OUT OF HIS COMFORT ZONE ('comfort zone' being his coping mechanisms and all the Stuff he is just so.) LIKE UEEUUEUEEUE

AND THOSE XIAO LYRICS WHEN U SAY IS A LITTLE BIT TO THE LEFT....... that im guessing doesnt fit how u see ur xiao personally....... that those lyrics hit my xiao spot-on like KJDFHKSDHKDJFHKSDFH LIKE GO D REALLLL and and i go down again and see the non-human being defined how painfully human they are. its not worded exactly on how i define xiao or lumine or zhongli or all the gods but it do be hitting me that the story id tell or wanna develop abt them,.. abt xiao... is how he, despite non-human,.. still is and can and has acted so humanly before. that humanity is not just on humans and he would need to realize that and and and [my brain is fried i cant speak nothig hit send ask anonymousl

HOPE UR HAVING A GOOD NIGHT BESTIE HIIIIIIII <3333333333

aster i hope ur seeing thsi the xiao & xiaolumi nation has spoken we owe u our lives im so srs. also DUMB CURIOUS KITTEN HEADTILT IM CRYING I CAN SEE IT SO CLEARLY

and the thing is right. the lyrics i posted specifically? 1000% how i see xiao, its just parts of the Rest of the song that r like. ITS SUCH A GOOD SUCH A SIMILAR VIBE but Not Quite.

^^^^^^^ parts like this yknow like i Get It i get the vibe and i LOVE the song but for xiao specifically it like just Barely doesnt fit the way i perceive him, i cant see him with any sort of shame or embarrassment abt the karma itself- when it fucks him up and he has any sort of close call or need for help, THERES the shame, but not abt its pure existence. and i dont think he's ever/he would ever try to really rid himself of it either, he carries it with him he accepts it as a part of himself.

XIAO AS A NON-HUMAN ACTING IN SUCH A VERY HUMAN WAY explodes and dies immediately. no bc like my brain is fried too but i get it. i Get It. holding ur hands as we speak ILYYYYYYYYYYYYY I HOPE UR DOING WELL <3333333

#parasocial bestie tag #sorry im all over the place like i said brain fried too LMAO #wanna keep writing nad yet WHERE is my mind rn

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