#theyll have a breakup from a relationship of like 5 years n throw a party

[jrueships]

Sagittarius (Diggs 😳)

I LOVE SAGS but i hate sags because i get mad toxic with sags. Not exactly TO them, more like me bein with them n tryin to keep em entertained cus they want that so bad n i want so badly to GIVE that to them... it makes me a menace to the public. Like mm i used to have this lil gang of me and a bunch of sags. N Like one pisces. Some scorpios. I used to think we were all funny n great friends, n we WERE.... but others DREADED us. Like not even funny dread bro straight up locked their doors when they saw us on the street dread

BTW i learned their signs cus a teacher actually used it in a lecture lmao like 'how can a bunch of kids be so disrespectful to authority? Oh its because YOURE a leo and you're a xx' .... we remained disrespectful to her. I feel bad n apologized to her when i grew up LMAO. In actuality we weren't BAD BAD but cus we were young n actin wild, everyone was scared for our future n treated us like we had the plague around other kids cus we'd affect em

So like the pisces, he was ALWAYS stuck in this ONE relationship tryna make it work. Girl kept cheatin on him, he kept struggling to understand why. It was a WHOLE mess. Everyday he would complain about it. N everyday the sags would make fun of it. Because they were honest! They thought he was a clown n shit ig? The pisces kept trying to make stuff work with his gf and us because idk HOW he didn't end up leaving our group. The sags just never understood him ! He was the exact opposite of them. But not really because they both like living life FULLY... just living fully can mean high emotions though

I enjoyed the sags but i hated seeing them interact with others. I thought they could be too mean or annoying, yeah, but also i think i was gettin possessive too. i never got how they could still remain close friends with the pisces guy after dumping on him all the time and getting dumped on in return. Like, oh a sag is so funny n creative n lovely, when they got a friend they'll love that friend forever. But if you ain't their friend, they can seem terrible. Too loud too annoying etc. N I was terrified of losing that friendship n having it turn that bad. So i clung to the sags and you don't do that with sags. But cus i was like the leader of our lil group, they expelled their feelings of being tied down onto others instead. Like girlfriends n shit, cheatin n treatin their emotions like they were just some fake shit. Just some funny shit to them.

N like i caused that cus i wasnt givin them that freedom, that space, to continue thriving without toxic action. Like a sag can be really great or really horrible. You want to love them so much because they're so great, but you might risk making them horrible. Which is like ruining a butterfly

#i really love sags but i had to learn to reel myself back n not get caught up in their fire #cus they burn bright as hell n make you a pyromaniac #i have a collegefriend sag n he was changing his majors constantly #wanted to major in the guitar once but he literally couldnt play the guitar. #then he wanted to move out the country to alaska (still part of the country) #n got rlly upset when i wouldnt help fund his move because i was studying in the med field and would be rakin in the money #like bro im gonna be rakin lawns just to eat after my scholarships call for student loans in med school #but i just stood back a bit n let him do him #thats smthin u gotta do with em sometimes #theyre really earnest n funny but their humor doesnt always gel with mine #they like to repeat funny jokes a lot bcs why change whats not broken? but i hate too much repetition #idk like i love sags i love their love for their families but ive had to learn their limits #n they aint the center of my universes even tho i wanna make em be cus i love em so bad #smthin smthin sometimes it hurts more to hold so tight than to let go #maybe why i can be so mean to diggs lol i need to keep reminding myself they aint all that #not their fault but mine which is why ive toned it down with them #im still friends with a lot of them but we dont hang hang like that no more #for our best interest #but theyre seriously so creative n fun i cant even describe it #theyll have a breakup from a relationship of like 5 years n throw a party #they love deep meaningful conversations n hate small talk like me #when we talked we TALKED but when we was quiet we gotta do our own thing n not try pushin what doesnt work #ted tumbunity things