#this fic is getting out of control cause Eddie Diaz is so grossly in love it's insane

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Tease Tidbit Tuesday 😏

even if it's officially wednesday for me for almost an hour

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bra fic is occupied all my mind and I think it's a my goal is to finish this by Thursday

I'm sorry for all mistakes I've just wrote it

“So what did you buy?”

And a second after that the realization that they were in a lingerie store suddenly hits him in the face like a slap and jealousy rakes him into its cage, embraces every part of his soul and body, squeezing him in a vice, this huge green monster which constantly overcomes him when he is next to Buck and someone can take Buck’s attention from him takes control of his brain and he does not have time to stop it.

“Did you meet someone? How long ago did it happen that you bought her lingerie?”

How long could Buck hide from him that he has someone? How long has Eddie been deluding himself that he and Chris and their family as they are now are enough for Buck?

Buck raises his eyebrow for a second and then smiles a little.

“Are you jealous, Eds?” Buck closes his locker and fully faces him crossing his muscular hands over his voluptuous chest making it more appealing with the way Buck’s pectoral muscles squeezes together under the blue fabric, which hugs Buck almost like a second skin. 

Eddie still thinks that Buck should go and change the size of his uniform to a slightly larger one. 

The way he looks in it distracts from work and makes people think indecent thoughts in the workplace. 

It can't be just Eddie who has such thoughts about Buck's immense love for tight clothes and constant hours in the gym, which every day only sharpens his muscles more to such an extent that Eddie is ready like the sculptors of the Renaissance era, to take a plane in his hands, look for a rock deserving of Buck and cut out of it a sculpture worthy of the beauty of Buck's body. 

Buck invests so much in the way he looks and Eddie is ready to write poetry, make sculptures, paint paintings or write songs, anything to capture this beauty for posterity, and to show to the blue-eyed man how much he appreciates all this. 

But Eddie is too afraid of what would happen when he shows how much he loves Buck's body. 

The thing he fears the most not even that Buck would understand how much and irrevocably Eddie is in love with him, but that he, on the contrary, would think that Eddie, like all past Buck’s partners, wants him only for the sake of his body, desires him only because of his appearance and what he can give him for satisfaction of physical parts.

But it’s not it. 

...

“It’s him,” Buck says and Eddie hopes that this man will ignite right now, because he probably doesn't deserve a drop of Buck's attention, and how did Buck manage to hide his boyfriend from Eddie for so long? Is he shy? Thinks Eddie won't approve? 

Well, he doesn't approve of any person Buck dates because all these people don’t deserve him.

They don’t deserve such a kind and sweet, brave and smart, intelligent and funny, caring person, who has a big heart he wears on his sleeve and a smile which is so beautiful and bright and sometimes takes Eddie’s breath away, but Eddie’s sure all people feel it when Buck smiles like that.

Even if he hopes they will suffocate as they dared to look at Buck.

“And I've known him all my life because it’s me,” Buck smiles and winks at him. 

“And it’s just a bra. I used to wear them a lot for years but hadn’t really done it for,” Buck put his hand on his chin trying to remember how long he wasn’t wearing bras, while Eddie's brain efforts to figure out if he misheard and Buck said he bought a bra for himself. 

He can only blink stupidly at his best friend.

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#this fic is getting out of control cause Eddie Diaz is so grossly in love it's insane #petty jealous Eddie is my beloved so he's here a little #bra fic #buddie #evan buckley #eddie diaz #911 #my writing