#this proves she’s just neruotypical

[sensitivegoblin]

Ramble

#living with my sister is gonna be hard🫠☠️ #this proves she’s just neruotypical #as soon as I wake up she’s like rushing to get out of the house #and she’s got makeup on and stuff #but i just woke up so I look like trash #but if I did the same to her she would flip #fuck I really don’t wanna go outside looking like this #i love her to death but everything really is about her right now #she does think about other people #but she’s insanely independent so it’s all on her own time #half of the time she’s fighting with her BF im actually thinking he’s right sometimes #ugh it’s not fair now I gotta be on my period looking like this out in public #she’s always rushing everyone to be on HER time #she’s stressful when she thinks she’s being helpful #oh also I’m ALWAYS wrong :) #fucking hate that… #it actually ducking makes me so angry #she doesn’t get my autism. #I’m already so done with today #she would always get so puppy dog sad when I said we wouldn’t be good living together #but THIS is what I mean #she doesn’t get my autism….no one does I guess…. #it’s very lonely being mentally ill….. #I’m heartbroken honestly… #any time I tried to explain I’m the wrong one #she always throws the money in my face too #i loveeeeee her to death #but she hurts me just as much as my dad does #I’m always the wrong one!!!!! that makes me so fucking angry #no one’s on my side.