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#turned out to be bottling the hugest amount of distraught then explode without warning
dollya-robinprotector
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25 days
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I know I have a habit of always keeping things to myself… But why am I still surprised when people don’t know what I know?
#This applies to so many things in my life
#this is so incredibly unhealthy
#toxic even
#yet i can’t help but keep doing it
#and now my friends too
#those who said the loudest ‘you have to talk to us if we did something you’re not comfortable with so we can come to terms’
#turned out to be bottling the hugest amount of distraught then explode without warning
#now everything is in pieces
#and there’s nothing that could be mended anymore
#thought we had something special you know
#then why… why can you sabotage everything so quick and run away so fast
#why you do this to us?
#what were we to you?
#You hurt us all and even yourself with your ego saying we don’t have to care about you
#but what were we if not friends?
#why?
#please I can’t continue like this
#I desperately aware that things will never be the same and I can never see you as the same friend I’ve known for years
#but I still refuse to believe this is really happening
#it’s like sand
#the more I hold it the harder I clenched my hand they would still eventually fall through my fingers gaps
#are we not friends?
#why? Why you did it?
#You said nothing and yet expect everyone to know how you feel and to sympathize with you and your reasons
#I mean we could
#we totally could if you just let us know just the tiniest hint you know?
#so why things turned out this way?
#where has the years gone?
#will I ever stop grieving the past if things keep turning out like this?
#what does the future hold anyway and where’s my motivation to grasp it?
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