#uhhhhhghhh am i gonna have to go fuckin buy pants again

[magnoliamyrrh]

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#the pants i bought like 2 weeks ago are already big on me...????? #i dont think. im. keeping good track of just how much weight ive lost/im losing #bc im not being obsessive abt it almost at all. and i cant really feel hunger 95% of the time at all bc of the meds #but lik3........... yea i might be pushing it a bit too far again #im starting to get those darker anorexia hairs on my hands/arms etc whatever theyre called #i was v surprised when i saw them #bc like. i dont feel horrible or really tired or really cold all the time like i did last time #like #im 83 if not less but im functional? my period still hasnt stopped???? #....;;;; in the worst way possible. im winning at anorexia 17-19 year old me would lose her mind if she knew #fuck. and most of the old pants i have that will actually fit me without looking weird as far like skinny jeans. which i refuse to wear #anymore #uhhhhhghhh am i gonna have to go fuckin buy pants again #maybe i can exhange these ones for a smaller size??? #the worst part of this is that my ass is gone again ;;;;_;;;; and i have such a cute ass when im not underweight like i hate this #flat ass isnt it wtf #is this whats gonna annoy me enough to get me to put on weight again lmao