#was so humbled actaully. like . ok. cool.

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#can admit that tbe apokogy has . eased some fucked angry part of my brain #at least for now. im hoping for Good tho . #i just . i rlly hope he meant it. i rlly do. #given . he apologised for smth i KMOW he wouldnt have realised without somw genuine #reflection . it has to be genuine AJDJDJDJ #bc dawg that kinda conclusion . u wouldve only realised if someone had told u and/or you thought abt ur own behaviour. #i just still cant believr i apologised for my wrong doings n the saw him within the next 2hrs. how disgusting #was so humbled actaully. like . ok. cool. #just 4 the record i signed an internal nda on this. so i refuse to talk abt it aith anyone #except here (now. ive banned my twt after recent shit) my therapist . whenever my irl brings this up #bc she does. n i do too. but . yea hes a frequent topic #but so am i apparently. he talks abt me quite a bit aupposedly. #n shed have no real reason to say this to me either . i dont think she was aware she was telling me that . #anyway. sook. hes such a sook #both derogatory and affectionately. how is that possible. #apology did show growth btw. like he apologised 4 a few things . n did give me an odd explanation of stuff. #not rlly - just said other shit was goijg on . n idk wbay thats even referencing too honestly. #bc he shut me out for a long time . so fuck knows #but . was a novel for him tbh. been a while simce he sent me a message of that length